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so

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greetings and salutations friends uh

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boy i uh take a few days off and

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and uh you know look

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i uh really had a crossroads here

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and and how to deal with this situation

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and then the situation is

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other uh show hosts who suddenly decided

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on the week that i got monetized that i

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was now a sell

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out and an evil person and took to the

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airwaves

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putting me on blast interestingly

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one of those same show hosts said you

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know he can dm me and we can work this

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out and i would just like to say that

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i didn't start it i didn't start any of

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this

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first right and where i come from

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if somebody starts a fight with you

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whatever happens next

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is their fault because they started it

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i didn't start any of this i was

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perfectly fine

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with every other show host never said a

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disparaging comment help them out if

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they needed a guest

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uh whatever whatever people needed i

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would do

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right i did not start this but

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you know now i'm suddenly in a position

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where

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well am i going to respond especially

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when they're

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literally saying completely and totally

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factually inaccurate statements about me

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and my show or am i going to ignore it

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now the better part of me thinks it's

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probably better

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right if i just ignore this because

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time has taught me this other show host

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jiggy he mentioned that he sees patterns

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in people well so do

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i and i've noticed a pattern in jiggy

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and smoke king and here's their pattern

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they start an online beef with somebody

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and for the next three weeks or so

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they talk trash about that person until

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that fizzles out and then they start a

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new online beef with somebody else

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okay so there's your pattern great i

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guess we're both good at recognizing

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patterns jiggy and smoking

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and by the way i just want to make it

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very clear i'm going to try my best to

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not be angry

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i'm not angry at them i'm disappointed

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in them

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right that's how i feel i feel very

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disappointed in them that instead of

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celebrating my success with me

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and just patting me on the back and

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saying good job congratulations you

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worked real hard for that

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they chose to go the angry bitter

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jealous route right and suddenly i'm

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evil and it just so coincidentally i

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became an evil sellout on the same week

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that i was monetized

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up until that point they never said

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anything derogatory about me

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are not as stupid as these two

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apparently believe they are because

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friends it's no coincidence that i'm

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suddenly a sellout and evil

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and doing all these evil dirty things

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starting on the week i was monetized and

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we can look at the history

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and see that that's exactly when this

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started the week that i was monetized

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until then

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they had nothing to say you know so i

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you know i'm at the cabin and i

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i turn my phone off sometimes because

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i'm there and i'm focused on what i'm

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doing there

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you know and and you know it really

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bothers me that i'm i'm supposed to

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explain my situation personal things

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that really jiggy and smoking know

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nothing

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about see that's where they screwed up

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here because they put their mouth in

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before they had any facts in hand they

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don't know me

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but they feel like they can go on the

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internet and talk all kinds of smack and

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they know

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what i'm doing and i'm doing all these

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evil things

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and i'm a sellout great you don't know

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me you don't know my situation

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but for the benefit of jiggy and smoking

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and whoever else that wants to continue

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to talk smack i'm going to talk a little

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bit about some very personal things

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today

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which led me to a decision to go

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should i turn on this monetization thing

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sure i should

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and i find it very interesting that

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they're so concerned with my wallet

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and where my money comes from and what i

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have or don't have or

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how deserving i am of earning a living

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i mean i do have two children to feed

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you know

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i i i'm so i'm i'm not sorry that i have

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two children to feed

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i'm not sorry that i believe that every

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man

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has the right to earn and i'm going to

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say this very clearly

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an honest living right and they've

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compared me to other people doing x y or

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z i'm not doing x y or z i'm doing this

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thing that i'm doing what i'm doing with

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my show

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is free it's this show is free everybody

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can listen

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everybody can watch it's completely

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totally free if you

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choose to support me you can

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now let's just take a quick journey

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through my life to find out why i got

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here

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because it was about six or maybe seven

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years ago now

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that it became very clear that my

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firstborn son had issues major issues

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and problems he didn't begin to speak or

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even make sounds like

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so-called normal children his age did

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i was in denial for a long time

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deciding that he would catch up and it

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was nothing to be concerned about but

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my wife knew better so she started

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taking him to specialists and

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developmental pediatricians and

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psychiatrists and psychologists and

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counselors and speech therapists

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this started when he was two years old

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not long after he became

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two years old we got an official

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diagnosis that he was

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non-verbal autistic at the time

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and uh you know i love how people love

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to like

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slam me for this at the time i was a

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professional magician

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yeah believe it or not and i used to

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joke while i was a professional magician

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that the reason i became a professional

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magician is because nobody in their

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right mind would give me a real job

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and that was somewhat true you know left

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with this one

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skill or option that i could make money

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with i got good at it i got

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damn good at it i had doves and rabbits

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and illusions and

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cutting girls in half and cracking jokes

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it was a great time in my life but

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unfortunately because of my son's

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diagnosis i knew that

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that road is is coming to an end

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i couldn't be traveling all over the

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country doing shows i couldn't be

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dedicating the time and energy that it

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takes to stay

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you know look for those that don't know

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if you're a full-time magician

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you spend five hours a day practicing

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and keeping your hand skills up in your

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sleight of hand you have to

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otherwise you start degrading

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tricks you gotta take it out of the show

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and do a lazier show and then you feel

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guilty like i should have practiced

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more this past month and then i wouldn't

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have to take these three tricks that i'm

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not good enough to do anymore out

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no i chose

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i chose my son over the spotlight

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and i promised myself when i did that

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that i wasn't going to be

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bitter or uh resentful towards him

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after all he was born this way

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so my wife and i uh she made more money

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a lot more money than me because she was

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smart enough to finish college and i

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yeah you could slag me for that too

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jiggy and smoking i'm a college dropout

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add that to your list of insults you can

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throw at me and

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laugh at on a stream for an hour making

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fun of me with your friends

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if that makes you feel better about

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yourself add college dropout to it

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but my wife made a lot more money than

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me the counselors

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the people helping us with zach and his

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really we're honest with us he's going

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to require full-time care

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or he's going to belong in an

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institution

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or a group home

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this was my son he belonged with us

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and neither of us my wife or i were

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willing to just put him in a group home

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because of the level of care that he

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needed so

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we decided between the two of us and by

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the way i don't even

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why the hell on earth do i have to

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explain this to anybody

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else this is between my wife and me this

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decision we made but we made the

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decision that i would stay home

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maybe i'd work a part-time job start a

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small business

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something to have some kind of income

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before that i worked in corporate

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america i had a you know

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corporate day nine to five

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cubicle farmland day job which by the

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way i hated

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that made the decision to stay at home

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and help my son

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a lot easier and i got to tell you i was

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terrible at being mr mom for a long time

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but eventually i got better at it

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so the decision was made that i was

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going to stay home

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but this severely you know first of all

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i couldn't be doing magic shows

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because i can't travel all over the

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country and be there five days a week

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for my son

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which is what somebody needed to do

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so i decided to do that

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i'm not going to apologize for that

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decision i think it was best for my

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family

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and my son however this did severely

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limit

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my earning potential or even

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the times in which i could go work a

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part-time job

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and i gotta tell you ask anybody who's

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done it whether they had to do it or

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needed to do it or decided to do it

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being a stay-at-home dad is emasculating

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when your wife is going to work every

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day you know i had neighbors

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at my house in philadelphia who figured

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out that i wasn't going to work anymore

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and eventually the word got around that

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i was going to stay home and take care

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of the child

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and people began to make fun of me and

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and you know

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dog me emasculate me further look at

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this guy

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huh look at he's his wife's new wife

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and this bothered me but you know my

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next door neighbor at the time was a

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great guy

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a friend of my father's my father was

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dead by then nobody around to give me

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advice

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he sat me down and he said

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are those people putting food on your

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table

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are those people taking care of your

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child are those people

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taking care of your family no then who

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cares what they say you do what's best

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for you

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and your family and the hell with what

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anybody else thinks

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i don't regret that decision one bit do

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i miss running around doing stage magic

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shows

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yeah that was fun

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most of the time mostly it was 12 hours

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in a car

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and then five hours waiting for a

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one-hour show

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but i got paid incredibly handsomely to

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do that

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and uh i will look back fondly

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on that and maybe someday i'll get a

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chance to do it again

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but until that time i'm left with this

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situation where i have to somehow figure

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out a stay-at-home business

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or work at home or for a time i

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uh was ubering to help

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make ends meet right

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so you know people completely

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misinformed or uninformed

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over my decision making process or why

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i would choose to do something like this

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even attempt to do something

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like this for money they don't know my

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situation

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and that's and now maybe they do

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so maybe they'll shut their [\h__\h]

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mouths the next time that they

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have something to say about me and my

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wallet

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what about what do you want me to do do

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you want me to just okay i'll put my son

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in an institution and i'll go work at

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so that i can earn a living and not feel

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emasculated right

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i don't need to make a huge living but i

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need to feel like a man i need to

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contribute something here

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as well as take care of my child and

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anybody that would begrudge me that

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you're not my friend you're not my

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family you don't care

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jiggy mentioned almost mockingly that

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i'm a stage magician

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but the truth is that's inaccurate it's

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more accurate to say that i

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was a stage magician but after my son's

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diagnosis i could no longer keep up with

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all that stuff the traveling the

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so i choose to give that i chose to give

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that up to be a good father

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and i gotta tell you ask anybody that's

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had a lot of time in the spotlight

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yeah hard that decision was for me just

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walk away from that spotlight

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but the longer i stayed at home and took

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care of my son the more

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spotlight's a funny thing and some

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people

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can't live without it it becomes like

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air to some people

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the air they breathe they need food

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shelter

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oxygen water and they need spotlight or

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they can't live

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i thought i was one of those people but

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slowly i weaned myself away from it and

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didn't care anymore and sure i saw some

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of my old magician friends

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on television on you know

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different shows penn teller

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fool us and all these things and i was

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uh

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understandably a little jealous but i

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just understood that my

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road had to be different i couldn't keep

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and you know jiggy somehow suggests i'm

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using magic to give you some illusions

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or some other nefarious

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thing no jiggy uh i think to the best of

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my

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recollection i've only ever done one

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thing magic wise and that was a display

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of how metal bending is done in other

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words

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we were talking about rory geller who

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would fool people

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and claim that he was bending spoons

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with his psychic powers when he was

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really using magician's sleight of hand

389
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and i demonstrated that on my show

390
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that's the only time i've ever done any

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magic

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show and i'm gonna do that sometime

393
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but one thing that jiggy is right about

394
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is that any good stage magician learns

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in time to be a really good

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showman and i do i'm not going to make

397
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apologies i try to bring those skills i

398
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learned doing that with me into being

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good at creating these shows

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and entertaining people on my show

401
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no apologies for that now the rest of

402
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the criticism is kind of ridiculous

403
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because

404
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this entire time jiggy and uh smoking

405
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are saying this isn't about the money

406
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yet they keep talking about my money my

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wallet

408
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my house my cabin my car

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the things i have you know it's

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ridiculous

411
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for them to continue to say this isn't

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about money and keep talking about my

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money

414
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why are they could so so concerned with

415
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i have a house oh jeez she says i'm

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sorry jig out of the house i have two

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children

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you know i'm gonna go tell them i just i

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told them earlier i told my youngest son

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go get some tents and some gear because

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jiggy doesn't think we deserve a house

422
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to live in

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we're gonna go pitch a tent at the local

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park

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because some guy on the internet doesn't

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think i deserve

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to live in a house really

428
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and by the way this house we live in now

429
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we're in a

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uh you know i would i would call it

431
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lower middle class suburb

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of philadelphia right and we didn't get

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here

434
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nobody gave us this house we worked for

435
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this house you know

436
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by the way i when we first got married

437
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my wife and i i slow motion flipped the

438
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first house we lived in what's a slow

439
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motion flip that's when you live in it

440
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and it's hell

441
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for two years scraping wallpaper

442
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painting walls

443
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rewiring things putting new floors in

444
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new rugs right new ceilings

445
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new kitchen tile remodeled that entire

446
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house over two years

447
00:19:17,430 --> 00:19:15,520
while we were living in it and yeah we

448
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made some money because i fixed it up so

449
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incredibly much when we sold it we made

450
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a good

451
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handsome profit i earned that profit two

452
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years ago in a home depot working on

453
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that first house

454
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then we decided because my father had

455
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died to live

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in my parents old house with my mother

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because she was a uh

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well she was a housewife her whole life

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and we knew she wasn't just gonna

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suddenly realize that she had to get a

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job and pay bills so we moved in

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to help her and that house was in even

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worse condition

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and it was huge a much bigger house and

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again

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that one took me about eight years to

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slowly remodel

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then we sold that one and yeah we got

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lucky a real estate developer wanted to

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buy it because there was a three light

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yard next to it and he wanted to build

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houses the housing market was booming

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and he was going to make i don't know a

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lot of money if he built three houses

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so we sold it for a good profit a really

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good profit

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considering my father i don't even

478
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remember what he paid but he bought it

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in 1984

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and my father would have been shocked to

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hear what we

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sold it for but he would have been happy

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for me and my family

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right so we slow motion flipped the

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second house that we lived in

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we're talking about 10 years you know

487
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i'm just trying to display that this guy

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is saying this stuff like oh he has a

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house

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like i didn't work for anything dude i

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worked my

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butt off for 10 years on these junk

493
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houses in philadelphia before we were

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able to upgrade

495
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right and yeah now we're living in a

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nice suburb but we earned it

497
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blood sweat tears and sacrifice

498
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right and my wife too should be painting

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woodwork and stuff and trying to help me

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oh what else did he say and this is all

501
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in an effort to try to exp

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he's trying to tell you that i don't

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deserve any money because i have a house

504
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i don't deserve any money hey jiggy

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it doesn't matter if you have a house

506
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bills come in every month whether you

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have the money to pay those bills or not

508
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whether you have a house or not whether

509
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you rent a house or own a house

510
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whatever and by the way i don't know we

511
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pay something like i think it's seven

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thousand dollars a year

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just in taxes to live here real estate

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taxes and school taxes

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and that was another reason that we

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moved here because

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the autistic support programs in

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philadelphia are garbage

519
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we moved to this place because the

520
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autistic support

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schools here are incredible

522
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my son needed that so i worked

523
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and worked and worked doing whatever i

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had to do

525
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to get us to this place and anybody

526
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that's gonna

527
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you know begrudge me

528
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of being in the place that my son needs

529
00:22:10,870 --> 00:22:09,600
to be in for good schools

530
00:22:12,870 --> 00:22:10,880
you're not my friend you're not my

531
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family you don't care about me or

532
00:22:18,310 --> 00:22:16,799
my family so i don't care about you

533
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you know and i didn't make notes but i

534
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just i just wrote these

535
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sort of bullet points he talks about i

536
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talk about multiple cars no i have one

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car

538
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uh and i also do have a not running

539
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broken down in my driveway for two years

540
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1984 corvette

541
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that for sure has seen better days and

542
00:22:39,430 --> 00:22:37,520
you know like a lot of guys

543
00:22:41,430 --> 00:22:39,440
once my kids came along i just didn't

544
00:22:43,350 --> 00:22:41,440
have the time you got to spend a day a

545
00:22:46,149 --> 00:22:43,360
week working on that sports car

546
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cleaning it buffing it i no i didn't

547
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have time

548
00:22:50,310 --> 00:22:48,960
it's sitting there broken i think it's

549
00:22:52,470 --> 00:22:50,320
it might start

550
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i haven't started in a while sitting

551
00:22:56,950 --> 00:22:54,640
broken down in my driveway

552
00:22:58,710 --> 00:22:56,960
and my wife wants me to get rid of it so

553
00:23:01,350 --> 00:22:58,720
that we can fix the driveway

554
00:23:02,789 --> 00:23:01,360
right and a few people have inquired and

555
00:23:04,630 --> 00:23:02,799
i mentioned that i was probably going to

556
00:23:06,950 --> 00:23:04,640
sell it but here's the thing

557
00:23:08,630 --> 00:23:06,960
i bought this i bought this car cheap

558
00:23:09,190 --> 00:23:08,640
and i worked on it for four years off

559
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and on

560
00:23:14,470 --> 00:23:12,320
slowly restoring it uh but most likely

561
00:23:16,950 --> 00:23:14,480
the condition that it's in right now the

562
00:23:18,149 --> 00:23:16,960
target top leaks and it's wet inside

563
00:23:19,990 --> 00:23:18,159
it's a mess

564
00:23:22,390 --> 00:23:20,000
needs a lot of work it needs it needs

565
00:23:25,510 --> 00:23:22,400
another restore basically old car

566
00:23:27,029 --> 00:23:25,520
1984. i will most likely be selling it

567
00:23:28,950 --> 00:23:27,039
for as low as 500

568
00:23:30,470 --> 00:23:28,960
to someone else who may have dreamed of

569
00:23:32,710 --> 00:23:30,480
owning or restoring a car

570
00:23:35,029 --> 00:23:32,720
like that and see that's going to be a

571
00:23:37,510 --> 00:23:35,039
huge financial loss for me not a game

572
00:23:40,070 --> 00:23:37,520
because and right now that car of mine

573
00:23:41,990 --> 00:23:40,080
is not an asset it's a liability

574
00:23:43,190 --> 00:23:42,000
and it's a mistake i sometimes wish i

575
00:23:45,269 --> 00:23:43,200
never made

576
00:23:47,350 --> 00:23:45,279
but hindsight's always 20 20 you know

577
00:23:47,750 --> 00:23:47,360
and i dreamed about having that exact

578
00:23:53,830 --> 00:23:47,760
car

579
00:23:56,390 --> 00:23:53,840
1984 c4 target top corvette

580
00:23:58,549 --> 00:23:56,400
i even got it white with red interior

581
00:24:00,470 --> 00:23:58,559
exactly as i had dreamed and imagined

582
00:24:02,950 --> 00:24:00,480
since i was a child

583
00:24:05,590 --> 00:24:02,960
and i worked real hard to buy that car

584
00:24:07,669 --> 00:24:05,600
doing overtime in corporate cubicle land

585
00:24:09,190 --> 00:24:07,679
or whatever i had to do and then i

586
00:24:11,590 --> 00:24:09,200
worked on the car for

587
00:24:13,269 --> 00:24:11,600
four years off and off dumping every

588
00:24:14,230 --> 00:24:13,279
lots of money into it it's a huge

589
00:24:16,549 --> 00:24:14,240
financial loss

590
00:24:18,310 --> 00:24:16,559
my advice don't ever buy a sports car

591
00:24:19,830 --> 00:24:18,320
they're just uh black holes of money

592
00:24:21,350 --> 00:24:19,840
that you'll never get back

593
00:24:23,590 --> 00:24:21,360
and it's really not worth it but

594
00:24:25,830 --> 00:24:23,600
hindsight's always 20 20.

595
00:24:26,630 --> 00:24:25,840
and see i suppose i got to live that

596
00:24:28,950 --> 00:24:26,640
dream i as

597
00:24:30,870 --> 00:24:28,960
as a child of having that exact car in

598
00:24:33,830 --> 00:24:30,880
fact i still have the matchbox car

599
00:24:34,950 --> 00:24:33,840
of the car i have you know from when i

600
00:24:37,110 --> 00:24:34,960
was a kid

601
00:24:39,110 --> 00:24:37,120
but now you know i got to live that

602
00:24:41,510 --> 00:24:39,120
dream i drove it around for a while

603
00:24:42,789 --> 00:24:41,520
felt great you know actually to be

604
00:24:44,230 --> 00:24:42,799
honest with you i don't like the way

605
00:24:46,149 --> 00:24:44,240
corvettes feel when you drive them

606
00:24:47,430 --> 00:24:46,159
it's terrible you hear you hit every

607
00:24:50,630 --> 00:24:47,440
little bump you feel it

608
00:24:53,269 --> 00:24:50,640
it's rough not not you know

609
00:24:54,789 --> 00:24:53,279
it's kind of like you know finally

610
00:24:56,230 --> 00:24:54,799
getting your dream and finding out it's

611
00:24:57,830 --> 00:24:56,240
not all it's cracked up to be

612
00:24:59,990 --> 00:24:57,840
but what it is what it is so you can

613
00:25:01,830 --> 00:25:00,000
attack me for having a broken down car

614
00:25:03,830 --> 00:25:01,840
that's probably getting sold for a few

615
00:25:05,510 --> 00:25:03,840
hundred dollars just to get it out of my

616
00:25:06,950 --> 00:25:05,520
driveway and yeah i didn't mention that

617
00:25:07,909 --> 00:25:06,960
on my show my wife wants it out of the

618
00:25:12,630 --> 00:25:07,919
driveway

619
00:25:14,390 --> 00:25:12,640
resealing or whatever they do

620
00:25:15,750 --> 00:25:14,400
and it's bad and needs to be fixed so

621
00:25:17,990 --> 00:25:15,760
that car's gonna go

622
00:25:19,669 --> 00:25:18,000
not an asset or a reason for somebody to

623
00:25:21,669 --> 00:25:19,679
decide that i don't deserve to earn a

624
00:25:24,470 --> 00:25:21,679
living

625
00:25:25,029 --> 00:25:24,480
okay next he says i have a cabin you

626
00:25:27,510 --> 00:25:25,039
know

627
00:25:29,269 --> 00:25:27,520
okay and my cabin was literally built

628
00:25:31,029 --> 00:25:29,279
out of trees and trash it has no

629
00:25:33,350 --> 00:25:31,039
flushing toilet we have a composting

630
00:25:36,470 --> 00:25:33,360
toilet it has no running water

631
00:25:37,750 --> 00:25:36,480
right i'm working on that and it took me

632
00:25:40,470 --> 00:25:37,760
three years of back

633
00:25:41,590 --> 00:25:40,480
breaking blood sweat and tears to slowly

634
00:25:44,470 --> 00:25:41,600
build that place

635
00:25:45,029 --> 00:25:44,480
it's built from i'd say 85 percent

636
00:25:46,870 --> 00:25:45,039
natural

637
00:25:48,230 --> 00:25:46,880
meaning trees from the woods in the

638
00:25:51,990 --> 00:25:48,240
forest

639
00:25:53,669 --> 00:25:52,000
natural materials recycled materials

640
00:25:55,269 --> 00:25:53,679
in other words stuff i picked out of the

641
00:25:58,549 --> 00:25:55,279
trash at job sites

642
00:26:00,230 --> 00:25:58,559
or free materials people would see me

643
00:26:00,870 --> 00:26:00,240
building this cabin some of my neighbors

644
00:26:02,070 --> 00:26:00,880
whatever

645
00:26:03,830 --> 00:26:02,080
people are here that i'm building a

646
00:26:04,789 --> 00:26:03,840
cabin hey do you want this door do you

647
00:26:06,789 --> 00:26:04,799
want this window

648
00:26:09,029 --> 00:26:06,799
do you need is this trim can you use

649
00:26:10,549 --> 00:26:09,039
this trim can you use this

650
00:26:13,190 --> 00:26:10,559
you know plywood that i've been had in

651
00:26:15,430 --> 00:26:13,200
my garage sure and i run around i

652
00:26:16,870 --> 00:26:15,440
that cabin did not take any money well

653
00:26:17,269 --> 00:26:16,880
it took some money obviously i had to

654
00:26:20,549 --> 00:26:17,279
buy

655
00:26:23,430 --> 00:26:20,559
screws and nails and stuff and cement at

656
00:26:25,510 --> 00:26:23,440
home depot but by and large

657
00:26:27,750 --> 00:26:25,520
that cabin was not built from money

658
00:26:29,350 --> 00:26:27,760
right so for somebody to imply that i've

659
00:26:31,350 --> 00:26:29,360
got all this money you know i'm not

660
00:26:32,630 --> 00:26:31,360
david wilcock i didn't buy a million

661
00:26:34,950 --> 00:26:32,640
dollar cabin i

662
00:26:36,870 --> 00:26:34,960
built a little shack in the woods and

663
00:26:39,029 --> 00:26:36,880
for somebody to disparage me for that

664
00:26:41,909 --> 00:26:39,039
and again coming back to the dream

665
00:26:43,430 --> 00:26:41,919
that car i have that's rotting away in

666
00:26:45,510 --> 00:26:43,440
my driveway that i got to get rid of

667
00:26:47,269 --> 00:26:45,520
that was a mistake i guess but

668
00:26:49,029 --> 00:26:47,279
that was a dream of mine since i was a

669
00:26:50,549 --> 00:26:49,039
child to do that so was the cabin

670
00:26:52,390 --> 00:26:50,559
built a cabin in the woods that was a

671
00:26:53,990 --> 00:26:52,400
dream of mine and i did it i'm not going

672
00:26:57,029 --> 00:26:54,000
to apologize

673
00:26:58,950 --> 00:26:57,039
where's yours i i'm pretty sure that

674
00:27:02,149 --> 00:26:58,960
nobody could build a cabin for

675
00:27:04,070 --> 00:27:02,159
the amount of money that i did it really

676
00:27:05,510 --> 00:27:04,080
was built out of trees and trash i joke

677
00:27:07,269 --> 00:27:05,520
about that but it's true

678
00:27:08,549 --> 00:27:07,279
the cabin was not built with money and

679
00:27:10,230 --> 00:27:08,559
anybody that knows anything about

680
00:27:12,310 --> 00:27:10,240
building things would go there and tell

681
00:27:15,350 --> 00:27:12,320
you that it's all custom woodwork

682
00:27:15,830 --> 00:27:15,360
slowly slowly methodically built up over

683
00:27:19,029 --> 00:27:15,840
time

684
00:27:20,149 --> 00:27:19,039
right so these guys keep saying this

685
00:27:22,230 --> 00:27:20,159
isn't about money

686
00:27:23,430 --> 00:27:22,240
yet they just keep talking about money

687
00:27:26,549 --> 00:27:23,440
my money

688
00:27:27,510 --> 00:27:26,559
the things i own my wallet my bank

689
00:27:29,430 --> 00:27:27,520
account

690
00:27:31,110 --> 00:27:29,440
if this if this isn't about money then

691
00:27:33,669 --> 00:27:31,120
why do they just keep talking about my

692
00:27:35,830 --> 00:27:33,679
wallet my money or things i own

693
00:27:38,389 --> 00:27:35,840
of course it's about money and this all

694
00:27:41,830 --> 00:27:38,399
started on the week i got monetized

695
00:27:44,230 --> 00:27:41,840
right because i didn't earn super chats

696
00:27:46,950 --> 00:27:44,240
right i didn't earn that a year working

697
00:27:49,350 --> 00:27:46,960
for free and three years working on

698
00:27:50,789 --> 00:27:49,360
the midnight hour for free now somebody

699
00:27:52,549 --> 00:27:50,799
made money on the midnight hour and

700
00:27:54,310 --> 00:27:52,559
that's a story for another time somebody

701
00:27:55,430 --> 00:27:54,320
made an awful lot of money but it wasn't

702
00:28:04,630 --> 00:27:55,440
me

703
00:28:07,750 --> 00:28:04,640
working on

704
00:28:09,830 --> 00:28:07,760
the midnight hour show so if we count

705
00:28:10,389 --> 00:28:09,840
that up that's four years of working for

706
00:28:17,430 --> 00:28:10,399
free

707
00:28:19,190 --> 00:28:17,440
before i got to a dollar right

708
00:28:20,950 --> 00:28:19,200
yeah i guess i'm a terrible person

709
00:28:22,950 --> 00:28:20,960
because i've i'm only willing to work

710
00:28:23,750 --> 00:28:22,960
for four years for free before i finally

711
00:28:26,149 --> 00:28:23,760
say you know i

712
00:28:27,669 --> 00:28:26,159
i gotta get a few dollars to keep keep

713
00:28:29,110 --> 00:28:27,679
this thing going

714
00:28:31,269 --> 00:28:29,120
is that if that makes me a terrible

715
00:28:33,430 --> 00:28:31,279
person and if

716
00:28:35,669 --> 00:28:33,440
deciding to do something that i can stay

717
00:28:36,870 --> 00:28:35,679
at home with my son and take care of my

718
00:28:39,830 --> 00:28:36,880
autistic son

719
00:28:42,230 --> 00:28:39,840
and do this makes me a bad person then

720
00:28:44,310 --> 00:28:42,240
guilty is charged right

721
00:28:45,430 --> 00:28:44,320
trying to be the best father that i can

722
00:28:47,590 --> 00:28:45,440
right

723
00:28:49,350 --> 00:28:47,600
and as far as jiggy and smoking like i'm

724
00:28:51,029 --> 00:28:49,360
not talking about their wallet or their

725
00:28:52,710 --> 00:28:51,039
money or the things they own

726
00:28:54,789 --> 00:28:52,720
and and they go out of their way saying

727
00:28:56,630 --> 00:28:54,799
we got offered all these big deals and

728
00:28:57,350 --> 00:28:56,640
television shows and we turned them all

729
00:29:00,549 --> 00:28:57,360
down

730
00:29:02,549 --> 00:29:00,559
that was your decision right and i don't

731
00:29:03,990 --> 00:29:02,559
blame you you made the best decision for

732
00:29:08,950 --> 00:29:04,000
you

733
00:29:10,630 --> 00:29:08,960
sponsorships and big deals and

734
00:29:11,190 --> 00:29:10,640
television shows and you turned them all

735
00:29:12,870 --> 00:29:11,200
down

736
00:29:14,710 --> 00:29:12,880
because you didn't want any money and

737
00:29:16,710 --> 00:29:14,720
you give away free shirts by the way

738
00:29:18,149 --> 00:29:16,720
no you never gave me a shirt and and

739
00:29:20,310 --> 00:29:18,159
honestly i don't want one but

740
00:29:21,590 --> 00:29:20,320
thank you he mentioned he gave me a

741
00:29:24,389 --> 00:29:21,600
shirt no

742
00:29:24,710 --> 00:29:24,399
i but he did they give away free shirts

743
00:29:26,310 --> 00:29:24,720
so

744
00:29:27,990 --> 00:29:26,320
whatever the money they collect they

745
00:29:29,750 --> 00:29:28,000
give back to their audience good for

746
00:29:31,510 --> 00:29:29,760
them and uh we've done a lot of that

747
00:29:32,950 --> 00:29:31,520
i've given away these rosaries as free

748
00:29:36,470 --> 00:29:32,960
gifts and other stuff

749
00:29:39,350 --> 00:29:36,480
we gave away mood rings you know

750
00:29:40,230 --> 00:29:39,360
but my point is everybody has to make

751
00:29:43,669 --> 00:29:40,240
the choice

752
00:29:45,510 --> 00:29:43,679
right these guys decided and i gotta say

753
00:29:47,510 --> 00:29:45,520
it'd be a lot simpler in my life if i

754
00:29:49,590 --> 00:29:47,520
could decide to just turn everything off

755
00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:49,600
and say i'll do this for free

756
00:29:57,669 --> 00:29:56,230
they decided to turn down what could

757
00:30:00,950 --> 00:29:57,679
have been very lucrative

758
00:30:03,590 --> 00:30:00,960
deals for them and if they did it

759
00:30:04,070 --> 00:30:03,600
simply because of their ideals or

760
00:30:08,789 --> 00:30:04,080
whatever

761
00:30:10,950 --> 00:30:08,799
good for them you know

762
00:30:13,190 --> 00:30:10,960
they made their choice but they can't

763
00:30:16,389 --> 00:30:13,200
slag me for making a different choice

764
00:30:17,750 --> 00:30:16,399
and what choice did i make i decided to

765
00:30:19,750 --> 00:30:17,760
turn on the super chats

766
00:30:23,029 --> 00:30:19,760
we could turn on ads i could have ads

767
00:30:24,789 --> 00:30:23,039
all over every video here on youtube

768
00:30:26,070 --> 00:30:24,799
but i decided not to do that because

769
00:30:28,389 --> 00:30:26,080
honestly it's just

770
00:30:29,669 --> 00:30:28,399
that the ad revenue is really not worth

771
00:30:32,870 --> 00:30:29,679
it not at this level

772
00:30:34,710 --> 00:30:32,880
right and again uh

773
00:30:36,870 --> 00:30:34,720
i i mention these factually inaccurate

774
00:30:37,750 --> 00:30:36,880
statements jiggy says that 45 percent of

775
00:30:40,389 --> 00:30:37,760
my show is me

776
00:30:40,870 --> 00:30:40,399
asking people for money and i'm sorry

777
00:30:42,950 --> 00:30:40,880
jiggy

778
00:30:44,789 --> 00:30:42,960
uh i don't know if maybe you hit the

779
00:30:48,310 --> 00:30:44,799
bomb too hard and you couldn't do

780
00:30:50,630 --> 00:30:48,320
third grade math but uh

781
00:30:51,990 --> 00:30:50,640
you can you could go through my show and

782
00:30:55,830 --> 00:30:52,000
see that once

783
00:30:59,110 --> 00:30:55,840
generally in a show i will

784
00:31:00,789 --> 00:30:59,120
uh i will sh tell people where they

785
00:31:03,029 --> 00:31:00,799
could support me on patreon or send a

786
00:31:05,110 --> 00:31:03,039
super chat or a paypal donation

787
00:31:07,110 --> 00:31:05,120
five minutes out of two hours is not

788
00:31:09,590 --> 00:31:07,120
forty five percent of my show jiggy and

789
00:31:12,149 --> 00:31:09,600
that is just wrong for you to say that

790
00:31:13,669 --> 00:31:12,159
okay that's just wrong i just tell

791
00:31:15,110 --> 00:31:13,679
people how they can support the show and

792
00:31:16,549 --> 00:31:15,120
people can choose to support the show

793
00:31:17,350 --> 00:31:16,559
with a couple of bucks or they can watch

794
00:31:20,950 --> 00:31:17,360
or listen

795
00:31:23,350 --> 00:31:20,960
it's their choice and by the way uh i i

796
00:31:24,870 --> 00:31:23,360
hate that i'm uh i don't want to ignore

797
00:31:27,509 --> 00:31:24,880
the uh

798
00:31:29,430 --> 00:31:27,519
super chats so uh i apologize somebody

799
00:31:31,669 --> 00:31:29,440
did send a kindly generous jessica hill

800
00:31:33,669 --> 00:31:31,679
kind of generous 299.

801
00:31:35,509 --> 00:31:33,679
super chat says haters are going to hate

802
00:31:37,190 --> 00:31:35,519
keep up the hard work thank you for your

803
00:31:39,269 --> 00:31:37,200
kindness your generosity your support

804
00:31:42,389 --> 00:31:39,279
and your positive thoughts about this

805
00:31:45,430 --> 00:31:42,399
latest dramarama

806
00:31:47,350 --> 00:31:45,440
okay next he says that i'm do it jiggy

807
00:31:49,350 --> 00:31:47,360
says i'm doing all those things i trash

808
00:31:50,070 --> 00:31:49,360
talk others for i'm doing the same thing

809
00:31:52,230 --> 00:31:50,080
they do

810
00:31:53,909 --> 00:31:52,240
really jiggy because i don't recall me

811
00:31:56,230 --> 00:31:53,919
offering any courses and opening

812
00:31:58,310 --> 00:31:56,240
stargates for fifteen hundred dollars

813
00:32:00,230 --> 00:31:58,320
or offering psychic healing sessions at

814
00:32:01,990 --> 00:32:00,240
five hundred dollars a pop i'm not

815
00:32:03,750 --> 00:32:02,000
selling all of one material in a course

816
00:32:06,070 --> 00:32:03,760
for three hundred thirty three dollars

817
00:32:08,230 --> 00:32:06,080
or running paypal scams or starting fake

818
00:32:10,230 --> 00:32:08,240
charities or gofundme scams

819
00:32:12,549 --> 00:32:10,240
i'm not running scams to show people

820
00:32:14,070 --> 00:32:12,559
flying saucers and using flares drones

821
00:32:16,389 --> 00:32:14,080
or laser light shows

822
00:32:18,070 --> 00:32:16,399
to fake alien spacecraft no jiggy

823
00:32:20,149 --> 00:32:18,080
everything that i have trash talk to

824
00:32:22,389 --> 00:32:20,159
other people about i have not done

825
00:32:23,990 --> 00:32:22,399
because certainly that would make me a

826
00:32:26,310 --> 00:32:24,000
hypocrite i'm not telling people i can

827
00:32:27,750 --> 00:32:26,320
heal them of cancer or telepathically

828
00:32:28,950 --> 00:32:27,760
communicate with their non-verbal

829
00:32:30,710 --> 00:32:28,960
autistic child

830
00:32:33,350 --> 00:32:30,720
so when i talk trash about people doing

831
00:32:35,750 --> 00:32:33,360
these things i do

832
00:32:37,430 --> 00:32:35,760
i do so with a lens of would i do that

833
00:32:41,029 --> 00:32:37,440
would i ever do that

834
00:32:42,230 --> 00:32:41,039
no what did i do what did i do i had a

835
00:32:44,230 --> 00:32:42,240
tower card reader

836
00:32:45,590 --> 00:32:44,240
that's what i did i had a couple guests

837
00:32:47,590 --> 00:32:45,600
you didn't like or thought were a little

838
00:32:49,669 --> 00:32:47,600
too crazy or a little too woo

839
00:32:50,870 --> 00:32:49,679
by the way jiggy and smoking you've been

840
00:32:53,430 --> 00:32:50,880
doing this for

841
00:32:55,110 --> 00:32:53,440
five eight years eight years you've been

842
00:32:58,549 --> 00:32:55,120
doing this so much longer than me

843
00:33:00,710 --> 00:32:58,559
right if you want to be friendly

844
00:33:02,310 --> 00:33:00,720
like we used to be and you don't like my

845
00:33:03,830 --> 00:33:02,320
guests or you think my guests are too

846
00:33:06,230 --> 00:33:03,840
crazy or woo

847
00:33:07,830 --> 00:33:06,240
then reach out to some people that you

848
00:33:09,110 --> 00:33:07,840
know in the community and say hey this

849
00:33:10,710 --> 00:33:09,120
guy needs guests

850
00:33:12,149 --> 00:33:10,720
and you know he does some good

851
00:33:14,070 --> 00:33:12,159
interviews you might like to be on the

852
00:33:15,909 --> 00:33:14,080
show and send me some good guests

853
00:33:18,310 --> 00:33:15,919
in the meantime i'm out here in the

854
00:33:19,190 --> 00:33:18,320
woods people like the interview shows

855
00:33:21,830 --> 00:33:19,200
that i do

856
00:33:22,710 --> 00:33:21,840
they're not all going to be home runs

857
00:33:24,950 --> 00:33:22,720
friends

858
00:33:26,789 --> 00:33:24,960
some of the people that come on here

859
00:33:28,549 --> 00:33:26,799
sounded like a good idea and i

860
00:33:29,990 --> 00:33:28,559
pre-screened the guests i talked to them

861
00:33:32,149 --> 00:33:30,000
on the phone

862
00:33:33,669 --> 00:33:32,159
hear a little bit about their story but

863
00:33:36,630 --> 00:33:33,679
sometimes i get sold

864
00:33:37,509 --> 00:33:36,640
a bill of goods that doesn't pan out in

865
00:33:39,029 --> 00:33:37,519
other words they don't

866
00:33:40,630 --> 00:33:39,039
you know like that one guy was super

867
00:33:42,389 --> 00:33:40,640
calm with me on the phone and then he

868
00:33:42,789 --> 00:33:42,399
comes on the show yelling and screaming

869
00:33:45,029 --> 00:33:42,799
about

870
00:33:45,909 --> 00:33:45,039
murdering a goat in a ritual blood

871
00:33:48,549 --> 00:33:45,919
sacrifice

872
00:33:49,350 --> 00:33:48,559
yeah and i'm in the show going this is

873
00:33:54,870 --> 00:33:49,360
crazy

874
00:33:55,430 --> 00:33:54,880
i'm not doing any of the things i talk

875
00:33:57,830 --> 00:33:55,440
smack

876
00:33:59,830 --> 00:33:57,840
about what others were doing to do so

877
00:34:02,230 --> 00:33:59,840
yes would make me a hypocrite

878
00:34:04,070 --> 00:34:02,240
so i disagree with almost everything

879
00:34:05,990 --> 00:34:04,080
that both smoke king and jiggy have said

880
00:34:08,470 --> 00:34:06,000
about me my show my intentions

881
00:34:10,790 --> 00:34:08,480
my selling out but i do agree with jiggy

882
00:34:12,629 --> 00:34:10,800
and i had to give him one point

883
00:34:13,990 --> 00:34:12,639
see after smoke king and jiggy talk

884
00:34:16,629 --> 00:34:14,000
smack about me uh

885
00:34:18,550 --> 00:34:16,639
on what is it three or four right i

886
00:34:21,990 --> 00:34:18,560
think it's four different shows

887
00:34:24,230 --> 00:34:22,000
four shows three or four shows they did

888
00:34:26,389 --> 00:34:24,240
talking smack about me i've lost track

889
00:34:28,149 --> 00:34:26,399
because i try to disconnect and say

890
00:34:30,069 --> 00:34:28,159
this too shall pass i'm sorry they're

891
00:34:31,349 --> 00:34:30,079
upset can't really i don't have the time

892
00:34:32,950 --> 00:34:31,359
to deal with them but when they're

893
00:34:35,349 --> 00:34:32,960
going on the internet talking all this

894
00:34:37,270 --> 00:34:35,359
smack tell people actually factually

895
00:34:38,710 --> 00:34:37,280
inaccurate statements i have to correct

896
00:34:40,950 --> 00:34:38,720
them

897
00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:40,960
so yes after they spent hours and hours

898
00:34:45,669 --> 00:34:42,960
talking smack on me and my show

899
00:34:47,190 --> 00:34:45,679
not coincidentally right after i got

900
00:34:48,869 --> 00:34:47,200
monetized but they're gonna say this

901
00:34:51,750 --> 00:34:48,879
isn't about jealousy or money

902
00:34:53,190 --> 00:34:51,760
right i did i lashed out in anger and

903
00:34:55,589 --> 00:34:53,200
listen

904
00:34:56,790 --> 00:34:55,599
i'm gonna say that uh you know they

905
00:34:59,030 --> 00:34:56,800
talked [\h__\h] about me

906
00:35:00,470 --> 00:34:59,040
for three or four shows three or four

907
00:35:02,790 --> 00:35:00,480
hours right

908
00:35:05,190 --> 00:35:02,800
i lashed out in anger and said something

909
00:35:05,990 --> 00:35:05,200
in 10 seconds or five seconds that i

910
00:35:09,990 --> 00:35:06,000
regret

911
00:35:12,069 --> 00:35:10,000
i said something nasty i'm human right

912
00:35:13,829 --> 00:35:12,079
essentially i said forget those guys

913
00:35:15,510 --> 00:35:13,839
they're potheads their show sucks or

914
00:35:17,430 --> 00:35:15,520
something and only people who watch them

915
00:35:19,190 --> 00:35:17,440
are high and have no goals or ambitions

916
00:35:21,589 --> 00:35:19,200
or something like that

917
00:35:23,670 --> 00:35:21,599
so uh that's the point i agree with

918
00:35:24,630 --> 00:35:23,680
jiggy on that is a very hypocritical

919
00:35:26,790 --> 00:35:24,640
thing to say

920
00:35:28,870 --> 00:35:26,800
because first of all saying anything

921
00:35:30,790 --> 00:35:28,880
about audience members is terrible and i

922
00:35:32,150 --> 00:35:30,800
certainly regret that i learned doing

923
00:35:34,390 --> 00:35:32,160
stage shows you never

924
00:35:36,950 --> 00:35:34,400
ever insult the audience even if they

925
00:35:38,470 --> 00:35:36,960
boo you it's likely your fault

926
00:35:40,550 --> 00:35:38,480
that the audience doesn't like you or

927
00:35:42,390 --> 00:35:40,560
finds fault with you so that was my

928
00:35:44,950 --> 00:35:42,400
mistake

929
00:35:46,790 --> 00:35:44,960
and i learned doing stage shows you

930
00:35:48,870 --> 00:35:46,800
never blame or take your anger or

931
00:35:51,430 --> 00:35:48,880
frustration out on audience members

932
00:35:53,750 --> 00:35:51,440
never it's been a lifelong rule of mine

933
00:35:55,990 --> 00:35:53,760
it's the first time i've ever broken it

934
00:35:57,910 --> 00:35:56,000
and honestly i'm disappointed in myself

935
00:35:58,950 --> 00:35:57,920
for actually violating that rule or not

936
00:36:01,030 --> 00:35:58,960
remembering it

937
00:36:02,230 --> 00:36:01,040
it's never the audience member's fault

938
00:36:04,950 --> 00:36:02,240
never

939
00:36:06,470 --> 00:36:04,960
and uh us yes certainly that's insulting

940
00:36:08,150 --> 00:36:06,480
the cannabis users so i want to

941
00:36:09,990 --> 00:36:08,160
apologize for those comments

942
00:36:11,990 --> 00:36:10,000
i did make them in anger after three

943
00:36:14,390 --> 00:36:12,000
hours or three shows or four shows of

944
00:36:16,470 --> 00:36:14,400
them talking all this smack about me

945
00:36:17,510 --> 00:36:16,480
i'm human and yes that was very

946
00:36:19,190 --> 00:36:17,520
hypocritical

947
00:36:21,510 --> 00:36:19,200
after all most of you know i'm a

948
00:36:23,829 --> 00:36:21,520
cannabis user myself

949
00:36:25,750 --> 00:36:23,839
i had a brain aneurysm and i have

950
00:36:28,950 --> 00:36:25,760
something called third nerve palsy

951
00:36:30,950 --> 00:36:28,960
which is a paralyzed eye i also have

952
00:36:33,750 --> 00:36:30,960
something called necropolis or

953
00:36:34,630 --> 00:36:33,760
basically i have dead cells and my

954
00:36:36,950 --> 00:36:34,640
nerves are

955
00:36:38,630 --> 00:36:36,960
i have dead nerves in the back of my eye

956
00:36:40,310 --> 00:36:38,640
which can be very painful

957
00:36:41,910 --> 00:36:40,320
honestly sometimes it feels like

958
00:36:43,589 --> 00:36:41,920
somebody's stabbing me from the back of

959
00:36:46,710 --> 00:36:43,599
my eye

960
00:36:48,470 --> 00:36:46,720
it's been very debilitating and for a

961
00:36:50,230 --> 00:36:48,480
while

962
00:36:52,150 --> 00:36:50,240
all doctors could do for me is give me

963
00:36:53,349 --> 00:36:52,160
opiates which made me a complete and

964
00:36:56,470 --> 00:36:53,359
total wreck and mess

965
00:36:57,030 --> 00:36:56,480
and possible drug addict and i saw that

966
00:36:59,270 --> 00:36:57,040
road

967
00:37:01,109 --> 00:36:59,280
and what was down it and said i have to

968
00:37:06,150 --> 00:37:01,119
find a better solution

969
00:37:08,470 --> 00:37:06,160
so i was lucky in that i found the best

970
00:37:10,870 --> 00:37:08,480
cannabis doctor in my state who

971
00:37:13,349 --> 00:37:10,880
championed the use of medical

972
00:37:15,750 --> 00:37:13,359
uh cannabis before it was even legal

973
00:37:18,870 --> 00:37:15,760
helped get it passed and become legal

974
00:37:20,230 --> 00:37:18,880
great doctor amazing got me off all the

975
00:37:23,589 --> 00:37:20,240
opiates

976
00:37:25,190 --> 00:37:23,599
and i've never looked back as far as my

977
00:37:27,510 --> 00:37:25,200
own beliefs about cannabis i believe

978
00:37:30,470 --> 00:37:27,520
that it's a holy and sacred plan

979
00:37:31,910 --> 00:37:30,480
however you know if you choose to use it

980
00:37:34,390 --> 00:37:31,920
recreationally

981
00:37:36,470 --> 00:37:34,400
i support your decision to do so i

982
00:37:38,470 --> 00:37:36,480
believe it's medicine for the body

983
00:37:40,470 --> 00:37:38,480
and the mind and that we all must find

984
00:37:41,430 --> 00:37:40,480
our own path when it comes to the sacred

985
00:37:44,710 --> 00:37:41,440
plant

986
00:37:46,310 --> 00:37:44,720
cannabis so again i apologize

987
00:37:48,230 --> 00:37:46,320
if anything that i said offended heard

988
00:37:51,510 --> 00:37:48,240
or angered you um

989
00:37:52,550 --> 00:37:51,520
and yeah i mean i could make excuses and

990
00:37:54,710 --> 00:37:52,560
say that

991
00:37:56,790 --> 00:37:54,720
that statement was made in anger after

992
00:37:59,109 --> 00:37:56,800
being ripped through the ringer for what

993
00:38:01,270 --> 00:37:59,119
three shows or three three three or four

994
00:38:02,230 --> 00:38:01,280
hours of these guys trashing me my show

995
00:38:05,589 --> 00:38:02,240
my intentions

996
00:38:07,109 --> 00:38:05,599
my integrity but that being said see

997
00:38:08,550 --> 00:38:07,119
you know i'm not going to make excuses

998
00:38:11,270 --> 00:38:08,560
because i learned from my wife a long

999
00:38:14,950 --> 00:38:11,280
time ago not to say i'm sorry but

1000
00:38:16,630 --> 00:38:14,960
so truly i i will simply say i'm sorry

1001
00:38:18,870 --> 00:38:16,640
for that statement i regret it

1002
00:38:22,790 --> 00:38:18,880
and i hope that i can be forgiven from

1003
00:38:26,069 --> 00:38:22,800
anyone who was offended or angered by it

1004
00:38:29,670 --> 00:38:26,079
and you know uh next i don't know

1005
00:38:31,510 --> 00:38:29,680
he said uh yeah

1006
00:38:33,589 --> 00:38:31,520
he said that i smoked pot during my

1007
00:38:36,630 --> 00:38:33,599
shows and the truth is no

1008
00:38:38,790 --> 00:38:36,640
generally i don't uh i don't

1009
00:38:40,630 --> 00:38:38,800
smoke cannabis during my shows if you

1010
00:38:44,150 --> 00:38:40,640
happen to see a bung i might

1011
00:38:47,589 --> 00:38:44,160
i might occasionally take a toke

1012
00:38:50,710 --> 00:38:47,599
but generally no i don't uh i think

1013
00:38:53,270 --> 00:38:50,720
what people are mistaking is is this

1014
00:38:54,150 --> 00:38:53,280
uh what you see me smoking is actually

1015
00:38:56,150 --> 00:38:54,160
hand rolled

1016
00:38:58,230 --> 00:38:56,160
cigarettes which is terrible for you

1017
00:39:00,390 --> 00:38:58,240
this is terrible habit you see you got

1018
00:39:02,550 --> 00:39:00,400
rolling papers and there's tobacco in

1019
00:39:04,710 --> 00:39:02,560
the can and you roll your own cigarettes

1020
00:39:06,390 --> 00:39:04,720
so i'm sorry to disappoint anybody who

1021
00:39:07,510 --> 00:39:06,400
thought that i've been power smoking

1022
00:39:11,349 --> 00:39:07,520
joints

1023
00:39:13,190 --> 00:39:11,359
uh through every show no that's tobacco

1024
00:39:14,550 --> 00:39:13,200
uh this is not to say that i have not

1025
00:39:17,190 --> 00:39:14,560
taken a toke or two

1026
00:39:19,829 --> 00:39:17,200
through a show especially a longer one

1027
00:39:22,710 --> 00:39:21,349
and you know really that's all i'm going

1028
00:39:24,470 --> 00:39:22,720
to say about that like i said everybody

1029
00:39:25,589 --> 00:39:24,480
has their own road when it comes to the

1030
00:39:27,750 --> 00:39:25,599
sacred plant

1031
00:39:28,710 --> 00:39:27,760
called cannabis you know so i'm sorry to

1032
00:39:30,069 --> 00:39:28,720
disappoint

1033
00:39:31,829 --> 00:39:30,079
people who thought i was power smoking

1034
00:39:33,430 --> 00:39:31,839
joints this whole time i wasn't aware

1035
00:39:35,030 --> 00:39:33,440
people thought that

1036
00:39:36,710 --> 00:39:35,040
um although i should have been because

1037
00:39:38,470 --> 00:39:36,720
once in a while people are like yeah

1038
00:39:40,790 --> 00:39:38,480
smoke it up and people don't say that

1039
00:39:42,870 --> 00:39:40,800
when you're smoking a cigarette so

1040
00:39:45,030 --> 00:39:42,880
yeah if there's any uh confusion about

1041
00:39:46,710 --> 00:39:45,040
that now you know and i apologize

1042
00:39:48,630 --> 00:39:46,720
it wasn't my intention to mislead

1043
00:39:50,390 --> 00:39:48,640
anybody and by the way that's a terrible

1044
00:39:52,310 --> 00:39:50,400
and disgusting habit especially hand

1045
00:39:53,270 --> 00:39:52,320
rolled no filters it's really terrible

1046
00:39:55,670 --> 00:39:53,280
for you

1047
00:39:58,150 --> 00:39:55,680
i've got all these vapes i'm trying i'm

1048
00:40:00,630 --> 00:39:58,160
gonna try to switch to vapes

1049
00:40:02,470 --> 00:40:00,640
and again i have nothing against anybody

1050
00:40:03,109 --> 00:40:02,480
choosing to smoke cannabis or not on

1051
00:40:05,430 --> 00:40:03,119
their show

1052
00:40:06,150 --> 00:40:05,440
i support everyone's decision to do so

1053
00:40:08,309 --> 00:40:06,160
or not

1054
00:40:09,990 --> 00:40:08,319
and i even apologize to those two for

1055
00:40:13,109 --> 00:40:10,000
saying whatever i said about their

1056
00:40:15,030 --> 00:40:13,119
show uh you know

1057
00:40:16,790 --> 00:40:15,040
three hours three shows of you guys

1058
00:40:18,790 --> 00:40:16,800
slagging me you think i'm not going to

1059
00:40:19,589 --> 00:40:18,800
say something in anger back of course i

1060
00:40:25,349 --> 00:40:19,599
am

1061
00:40:27,109 --> 00:40:25,359
favorite part of this which is the tarot

1062
00:40:29,349 --> 00:40:27,119
card controversy

1063
00:40:31,750 --> 00:40:29,359
uh nobody had a problem with me doing

1064
00:40:33,430 --> 00:40:31,760
tarot cards for a few weeks before i got

1065
00:40:35,670 --> 00:40:33,440
monetized it wasn't until i got

1066
00:40:37,670 --> 00:40:35,680
monetized that suddenly i'm a sellout

1067
00:40:40,950 --> 00:40:37,680
because we're doing tarot cards here

1068
00:40:44,150 --> 00:40:40,960
and you know i in thinking about this

1069
00:40:48,069 --> 00:40:44,160
situation i realized something

1070
00:40:48,870 --> 00:40:48,079
you know jiggy and smoking calling me a

1071
00:40:52,470 --> 00:40:48,880
hypocrite

1072
00:40:54,230 --> 00:40:52,480
because after all

1073
00:40:57,109 --> 00:40:54,240
they're fine with robin eagle song and

1074
00:40:58,630 --> 00:40:57,119
maggie they can do tarot cards

1075
00:41:00,069 --> 00:40:58,640
they're not selling out or doing

1076
00:41:01,990 --> 00:41:00,079
anything wrong and by the way i love

1077
00:41:04,470 --> 00:41:02,000
those guys

1078
00:41:06,230 --> 00:41:04,480
i believe that i like their show they

1079
00:41:07,990 --> 00:41:06,240
have every right to do tarot cards and

1080
00:41:09,030 --> 00:41:08,000
why shouldn't they people enjoy it why

1081
00:41:11,030 --> 00:41:09,040
shouldn't we

1082
00:41:13,270 --> 00:41:11,040
if people enjoy it but here's another

1083
00:41:13,829 --> 00:41:13,280
thing look at the tarot card shows that

1084
00:41:16,069 --> 00:41:13,839
i've done

1085
00:41:17,910 --> 00:41:16,079
i think it gets like 200 views if i'm

1086
00:41:19,750 --> 00:41:17,920
doing this to sell out i'm doing it

1087
00:41:20,069 --> 00:41:19,760
wrong because the tarot card shows are

1088
00:41:22,550 --> 00:41:20,079
my

1089
00:41:23,349 --> 00:41:22,560
least attendant least viewed least

1090
00:41:25,589 --> 00:41:23,359
watched least

1091
00:41:27,589 --> 00:41:25,599
listened to shows they're just not doing

1092
00:41:29,030 --> 00:41:27,599
well and we probably won't continue them

1093
00:41:31,829 --> 00:41:29,040
based on the numbers

1094
00:41:33,670 --> 00:41:31,839
i do a show any other show it's 500 or a

1095
00:41:36,390 --> 00:41:33,680
thousand views i do a tarot card show

1096
00:41:38,630 --> 00:41:36,400
it's 150 or 200 views

1097
00:41:40,390 --> 00:41:38,640
but back to this situation jiggy and

1098
00:41:42,069 --> 00:41:40,400
smoking are going to come after me like

1099
00:41:44,309 --> 00:41:42,079
i'm some kind of evil man

1100
00:41:45,510 --> 00:41:44,319
like i'm a sellout i'm evil i'm doing

1101
00:41:49,349 --> 00:41:45,520
those things that i

1102
00:41:50,150 --> 00:41:49,359
that i you know was so critical of

1103
00:41:52,550 --> 00:41:50,160
others for doing

1104
00:41:54,309 --> 00:41:52,560
i've never been critical of anybody

1105
00:41:57,670 --> 00:41:54,319
doing or reading tarot cards

1106
00:41:59,829 --> 00:41:57,680
never find me find me a clip of me being

1107
00:42:00,950 --> 00:41:59,839
critical of somebody reading tarot cards

1108
00:42:04,390 --> 00:42:00,960
for people

1109
00:42:06,390 --> 00:42:04,400
never i've never done that so this

1110
00:42:09,510 --> 00:42:06,400
controversy about tarot cards it's

1111
00:42:12,069 --> 00:42:09,520
see they got nothing they got nothing

1112
00:42:13,990 --> 00:42:12,079
nothing oh i'm sorry they had that one

1113
00:42:15,750 --> 00:42:14,000
thing i said which i told you i regret

1114
00:42:16,470 --> 00:42:15,760
saying i apologize they do have that one

1115
00:42:19,030 --> 00:42:16,480
thing

1116
00:42:20,230 --> 00:42:19,040
and i admit freely i was wrong with what

1117
00:42:22,150 --> 00:42:20,240
i said there

1118
00:42:24,550 --> 00:42:22,160
especially about the audience members

1119
00:42:25,510 --> 00:42:24,560
and i sincerely apologize that's all i

1120
00:42:28,790 --> 00:42:25,520
can do

1121
00:42:30,790 --> 00:42:28,800
right if i could go back in time and

1122
00:42:33,910 --> 00:42:30,800
change that statement i certainly would

1123
00:42:35,589 --> 00:42:33,920
right so but but here's the thing

1124
00:42:37,349 --> 00:42:35,599
these two guys are saying i'm some kind

1125
00:42:39,109 --> 00:42:37,359
of sellout for having tarot cards but

1126
00:42:41,109 --> 00:42:39,119
they're perfectly okay with robin eagle

1127
00:42:43,109 --> 00:42:41,119
song and maggie doing tarot cards

1128
00:42:44,390 --> 00:42:43,119
so i got bad news for robin eagle song

1129
00:42:46,150 --> 00:42:44,400
and maggie i guess

1130
00:42:48,870 --> 00:42:46,160
next thursday they're going to trash

1131
00:42:49,430 --> 00:42:48,880
talk you for doing tarot cards on your

1132
00:42:52,230 --> 00:42:49,440
show

1133
00:42:53,589 --> 00:42:52,240
just like they trash talk me right

1134
00:42:56,230 --> 00:42:53,599
because

1135
00:42:57,990 --> 00:42:56,240
oh but wait a minute maggie and and

1136
00:42:59,510 --> 00:42:58,000
robin eagle song they're not selling out

1137
00:43:02,950 --> 00:42:59,520
or doing anything wrong

1138
00:43:05,109 --> 00:43:02,960
but i am you see the problem with this

1139
00:43:06,069 --> 00:43:05,119
smoke king and jiggy you can't have it

1140
00:43:08,069 --> 00:43:06,079
both ways

1141
00:43:09,910 --> 00:43:08,079
if i'm doing something wrong doing tarot

1142
00:43:10,710 --> 00:43:09,920
cards then so are you robin eagle song

1143
00:43:12,390 --> 00:43:10,720
and maggie

1144
00:43:14,069 --> 00:43:12,400
and you haven't said anything about them

1145
00:43:14,950 --> 00:43:14,079
you're perfectly buddy-buddy and fine

1146
00:43:16,710 --> 00:43:14,960
with them

1147
00:43:18,470 --> 00:43:16,720
right or is it because they're not

1148
00:43:21,510 --> 00:43:18,480
monetized

1149
00:43:23,430 --> 00:43:21,520
oh but what about c.w channer

1150
00:43:26,150 --> 00:43:23,440
and others that you're fine with they

1151
00:43:28,230 --> 00:43:26,160
can also cw channel can read tarot cards

1152
00:43:29,349 --> 00:43:28,240
he's not selling out he's not doing

1153
00:43:35,349 --> 00:43:29,359
anything wrong

1154
00:43:38,550 --> 00:43:37,670
so these other friends of yours are not

1155
00:43:41,109 --> 00:43:38,560
selling out

1156
00:43:42,870 --> 00:43:41,119
only i am because when i do it i'm a

1157
00:43:44,309 --> 00:43:42,880
sellout and i'm doing some evil

1158
00:43:45,990 --> 00:43:44,319
nefarious thing

1159
00:43:47,750 --> 00:43:46,000
having tarot card readings for the

1160
00:43:49,109 --> 00:43:47,760
audience which by the way

1161
00:43:50,550 --> 00:43:49,119
i didn't even know that i wanted tarot

1162
00:43:51,990 --> 00:43:50,560
cards but people kept asking me why

1163
00:43:56,230 --> 00:43:52,000
don't you have a tarot card reader

1164
00:43:59,750 --> 00:43:58,870
so cw chandler's not evil for doing

1165
00:44:01,430 --> 00:43:59,760
tarot cards

1166
00:44:04,230 --> 00:44:01,440
he's not doing anything evil or

1167
00:44:06,069 --> 00:44:04,240
nefarious doing tarot cards only me

1168
00:44:08,309 --> 00:44:06,079
you see the problem with that and people

1169
00:44:09,990 --> 00:44:08,319
see through this stuff guys

1170
00:44:12,150 --> 00:44:10,000
and they see through the fact that all

1171
00:44:12,950 --> 00:44:12,160
this beef started on the week that i got

1172
00:44:14,950 --> 00:44:12,960
monetized

1173
00:44:16,710 --> 00:44:14,960
and it could say whatever you want but

1174
00:44:18,470 --> 00:44:16,720
it's not about money but you keep on

1175
00:44:19,910 --> 00:44:18,480
talking about money all this money you

1176
00:44:22,950 --> 00:44:19,920
could have got but didn't

1177
00:44:26,309 --> 00:44:22,960
great good for you you made that choice

1178
00:44:28,390 --> 00:44:26,319
right and and what am i

1179
00:44:30,630 --> 00:44:28,400
taking from people oh i'm taking super

1180
00:44:32,710 --> 00:44:30,640
chat you're fine with cw channel

1181
00:44:34,870 --> 00:44:32,720
you know he recently got demonetized but

1182
00:44:37,670 --> 00:44:34,880
cw chainer took super chats

1183
00:44:39,990 --> 00:44:37,680
for years you never called him a sellout

1184
00:44:42,870 --> 00:44:40,000
he wasn't doing anything wrong

1185
00:44:43,589 --> 00:44:42,880
right but somehow i am explain that one

1186
00:44:45,589 --> 00:44:43,599
to me

1187
00:44:47,270 --> 00:44:45,599
he's taking super chats while doing

1188
00:44:49,750 --> 00:44:47,280
tarot cards

1189
00:44:51,109 --> 00:44:49,760
if i do these things i'm evil but if c.w

1190
00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:51,119
channer does those things

1191
00:44:54,470 --> 00:44:53,200
he's okay and he's not a sellout or

1192
00:44:56,790 --> 00:44:54,480
doing anything wrong

1193
00:44:58,150 --> 00:44:56,800
but i am so you want to talk about

1194
00:45:00,950 --> 00:44:58,160
hypocrisy

1195
00:45:02,470 --> 00:45:00,960
there you go your arguments are invalid

1196
00:45:04,870 --> 00:45:02,480
unless you're putting these guys on

1197
00:45:05,510 --> 00:45:04,880
blast next week and i hope you don't i

1198
00:45:08,550 --> 00:45:05,520
don't i don't

1199
00:45:11,270 --> 00:45:08,560
wish either of those guys shows i wish

1200
00:45:13,829 --> 00:45:11,280
them all the best of success

1201
00:45:15,510 --> 00:45:13,839
finally uh you know i keep trying to get

1202
00:45:18,230 --> 00:45:15,520
to finally and i apologize for

1203
00:45:19,910 --> 00:45:18,240
i don't want to uh to ignore the live

1204
00:45:22,309 --> 00:45:19,920
chat we're gonna have some time for that

1205
00:45:23,430 --> 00:45:22,319
i just gotta get this get through this

1206
00:45:25,109 --> 00:45:23,440
so finally

1207
00:45:27,270 --> 00:45:25,119
you know jiggy mentions that i could

1208
00:45:28,150 --> 00:45:27,280
reach out to him in dms and settle this

1209
00:45:30,390 --> 00:45:28,160
like a man

1210
00:45:31,589 --> 00:45:30,400
he even called me a crybaby or a [\h__\h]

1211
00:45:34,550 --> 00:45:31,599
or something

1212
00:45:36,069 --> 00:45:34,560
but hey jiggy who started this you and

1213
00:45:38,870 --> 00:45:36,079
smoke king started this

1214
00:45:39,670 --> 00:45:38,880
i never said anything nothing never did

1215
00:45:41,750 --> 00:45:39,680
i say

1216
00:45:44,150 --> 00:45:41,760
anything disparaging insulting or

1217
00:45:47,109 --> 00:45:44,160
derogatory about you as people

1218
00:45:48,790 --> 00:45:47,119
or about your show or anything until you

1219
00:45:51,109 --> 00:45:48,800
started this

1220
00:45:53,430 --> 00:45:51,119
you in smoking you have my cell phone

1221
00:45:55,109 --> 00:45:53,440
number or i believe you did it one time

1222
00:45:57,270 --> 00:45:55,119
you could dm me on twitter and i'll give

1223
00:45:58,870 --> 00:45:57,280
it to you again wouldn't the same apply

1224
00:46:00,230 --> 00:45:58,880
to you and smoke king

1225
00:46:01,750 --> 00:46:00,240
i mean if you really had a problem with

1226
00:46:02,630 --> 00:46:01,760
something i did on my show or said or

1227
00:46:05,670 --> 00:46:02,640
whatever

1228
00:46:06,550 --> 00:46:05,680
right you could have reached out to me

1229
00:46:08,870 --> 00:46:06,560
privately

1230
00:46:10,470 --> 00:46:08,880
like men right you're gonna use that

1231
00:46:11,510 --> 00:46:10,480
like i could i could have reached out to

1232
00:46:13,990 --> 00:46:11,520
you like a man

1233
00:46:15,430 --> 00:46:14,000
you started this [\h__\h] not me why do i

1234
00:46:17,990 --> 00:46:15,440
gotta reach out to you like a man why

1235
00:46:19,750 --> 00:46:18,000
couldn't you reach out to me like a man

1236
00:46:21,510 --> 00:46:19,760
right and i would have been happy to

1237
00:46:24,069 --> 00:46:21,520
talk to you about whatever i did

1238
00:46:25,510 --> 00:46:24,079
whatever grievances you had

1239
00:46:27,430 --> 00:46:25,520
even though i don't think you have the

1240
00:46:30,630 --> 00:46:27,440
right to say anything about me

1241
00:46:37,430 --> 00:46:30,640
my family my income source my assets

1242
00:46:42,470 --> 00:46:40,230
you know you're the one you started all

1243
00:46:44,710 --> 00:46:42,480
this drama publicly putting me on blast

1244
00:46:47,030 --> 00:46:44,720
you were disparaging me to people

1245
00:46:48,790 --> 00:46:47,040
you know questioning my integrity and my

1246
00:46:50,309 --> 00:46:48,800
intentions and you the whole time you're

1247
00:46:53,349 --> 00:46:50,319
doing it you're using

1248
00:46:54,870 --> 00:46:53,359
factually inaccurate statements like 45

1249
00:46:55,430 --> 00:46:54,880
percent of my show is asking for money

1250
00:46:57,109 --> 00:46:55,440
really

1251
00:46:58,950 --> 00:46:57,119
you mean the joke stream about me

1252
00:47:02,150 --> 00:46:58,960
selling out

1253
00:47:03,349 --> 00:47:02,160
or no you said every show i do is 45 me

1254
00:47:06,950 --> 00:47:03,359
asking for money

1255
00:47:08,710 --> 00:47:06,960
well gee jiggy we're 48 uh minutes into

1256
00:47:11,030 --> 00:47:08,720
this stream and i've spent zero

1257
00:47:12,710 --> 00:47:11,040
time asking anybody for money somebody

1258
00:47:14,790 --> 00:47:12,720
sent me 2.99

1259
00:47:16,550 --> 00:47:14,800
uh and and by the way that was jessica

1260
00:47:17,829 --> 00:47:16,560
hill thank her for her kindness but i

1261
00:47:20,470 --> 00:47:17,839
didn't ask for it

1262
00:47:20,950 --> 00:47:20,480
people can choose to send that to me

1263
00:47:22,710 --> 00:47:20,960
right

1264
00:47:25,030 --> 00:47:22,720
so would have been better to call me or

1265
00:47:26,390 --> 00:47:25,040
pm me this is your own logic you're

1266
00:47:28,390 --> 00:47:26,400
saying i can dm you

1267
00:47:30,150 --> 00:47:28,400
we can work this out i don't have

1268
00:47:31,030 --> 00:47:30,160
anything i don't have to work it out

1269
00:47:35,349 --> 00:47:31,040
with you jiggy

1270
00:47:42,069 --> 00:47:37,510
you know uh this whole thing is

1271
00:47:45,510 --> 00:47:44,150
and again supporting me on patreon or

1272
00:47:48,710 --> 00:47:45,520
sending me a super chat it's

1273
00:47:51,270 --> 00:47:48,720
optional it's not required no one's ever

1274
00:47:55,030 --> 00:47:51,280
you know no one has to give me a dime

1275
00:47:58,230 --> 00:47:56,630
you also said another factually

1276
00:47:59,910 --> 00:47:58,240
inaccurate thing because you don't you

1277
00:48:01,030 --> 00:47:59,920
don't have facts in hand before you put

1278
00:48:04,150 --> 00:48:01,040
your mouth in gear

1279
00:48:05,910 --> 00:48:04,160
you said that i'm egotistical and i'm

1280
00:48:07,990 --> 00:48:05,920
taking all the credit for this success

1281
00:48:09,990 --> 00:48:08,000
and all these different people helped me

1282
00:48:11,589 --> 00:48:10,000
you must not have watched that show i

1283
00:48:13,750 --> 00:48:11,599
did you clipped out of

1284
00:48:15,990 --> 00:48:13,760
maybe watch the whole thing next time

1285
00:48:17,589 --> 00:48:16,000
you know roll a few blunts become fully

1286
00:48:18,549 --> 00:48:17,599
informed before you start running your

1287
00:48:21,990 --> 00:48:18,559
mouth

1288
00:48:24,150 --> 00:48:22,000
because during that show i profusely

1289
00:48:25,030 --> 00:48:24,160
thanked everyone who helped me along the

1290
00:48:27,670 --> 00:48:25,040
way

1291
00:48:30,069 --> 00:48:27,680
recognizing and commenting on the fact

1292
00:48:32,710 --> 00:48:30,079
that this success was not my own

1293
00:48:33,670 --> 00:48:32,720
but belonged to everyone the community

1294
00:48:35,190 --> 00:48:33,680
who helped me

1295
00:48:36,549 --> 00:48:35,200
it belonged to the live chat

1296
00:48:38,790 --> 00:48:36,559
participants who helped me it belonged

1297
00:48:41,109 --> 00:48:38,800
to everybody that sent me a dollar or a

1298
00:48:43,270 --> 00:48:41,119
dime to help me buy equipment for the

1299
00:48:45,510 --> 00:48:43,280
show it belonged to the excellent guests

1300
00:48:49,670 --> 00:48:45,520
who agreed to let me interview them i

1301
00:48:53,030 --> 00:48:49,680
totally it your stupid saying here

1302
00:48:55,430 --> 00:48:53,040
go watch it i thanked everyone

1303
00:48:57,829 --> 00:48:55,440
for the success that i have enjoyed

1304
00:48:58,390 --> 00:48:57,839
commenting that that success was not my

1305
00:49:00,309 --> 00:48:58,400
own

1306
00:49:02,309 --> 00:49:00,319
and meanwhile here you are running your

1307
00:49:03,750 --> 00:49:02,319
mouth saying that i'm taking credit for

1308
00:49:06,309 --> 00:49:03,760
all my success

1309
00:49:07,990 --> 00:49:06,319
no i didn't do that that's a factually

1310
00:49:10,309 --> 00:49:08,000
inaccurate statement

1311
00:49:11,750 --> 00:49:10,319
you know and finally to monetize or not

1312
00:49:13,589 --> 00:49:11,760
to

1313
00:49:15,510 --> 00:49:13,599
jiggy and smoking they keep saying this

1314
00:49:17,589 --> 00:49:15,520
isn't about money especially jiggy

1315
00:49:19,589 --> 00:49:17,599
but it all started the week i get i got

1316
00:49:21,670 --> 00:49:19,599
monetized

1317
00:49:23,829 --> 00:49:21,680
they think she keeps talking about my

1318
00:49:25,670 --> 00:49:23,839
money my assets and whether or not i

1319
00:49:26,950 --> 00:49:25,680
deserve to get any money from this

1320
00:49:30,069 --> 00:49:26,960
situation

1321
00:49:32,150 --> 00:49:30,079
who is he to decide people can decide if

1322
00:49:37,430 --> 00:49:32,160
i'm worthy of the money or not

1323
00:49:43,430 --> 00:49:41,430
you know and i guess uh

1324
00:49:45,349 --> 00:49:43,440
i would say if they had opportunities to

1325
00:49:46,470 --> 00:49:45,359
monetize their show and they chose not

1326
00:49:48,470 --> 00:49:46,480
to good for you

1327
00:49:49,510 --> 00:49:48,480
you're a white horse you know you know

1328
00:49:52,150 --> 00:49:49,520
you're a

1329
00:49:53,190 --> 00:49:52,160
shining paragon of virtue for not taking

1330
00:49:55,750 --> 00:49:53,200
any money

1331
00:49:56,870 --> 00:49:55,760
however you know everybody's situation

1332
00:50:00,630 --> 00:49:56,880
is different

1333
00:50:01,349 --> 00:50:00,640
so i chose honestly i gotta be honest i

1334
00:50:03,349 --> 00:50:01,359
i have

1335
00:50:05,349 --> 00:50:03,359
most of me didn't think that this was

1336
00:50:08,230 --> 00:50:05,359
gonna fly or this was gonna work or ever

1337
00:50:10,630 --> 00:50:08,240
become monetized

1338
00:50:12,069 --> 00:50:10,640
i was going a little stir crazy during

1339
00:50:15,510 --> 00:50:12,079
this health

1340
00:50:17,270 --> 00:50:15,520
crisis stuck in my house not able to go

1341
00:50:19,109 --> 00:50:17,280
anywhere or do anything

1342
00:50:22,230 --> 00:50:19,119
and i decided to put my artistic and

1343
00:50:25,430 --> 00:50:22,240
creative energy into this idea

1344
00:50:27,430 --> 00:50:25,440
and i honestly i i really

1345
00:50:28,950 --> 00:50:27,440
i hoped for the best when i was willing

1346
00:50:30,790 --> 00:50:28,960
to you know

1347
00:50:32,790 --> 00:50:30,800
what's that saying like expect i

1348
00:50:34,630 --> 00:50:32,800
expected the worst but i was

1349
00:50:35,750 --> 00:50:34,640
hoping for the best you know what i said

1350
00:50:37,750 --> 00:50:35,760
if this is going to be like the midnight

1351
00:50:40,470 --> 00:50:37,760
hour show and i never make any money

1352
00:50:41,430 --> 00:50:40,480
great but at least i will i will get to

1353
00:50:43,430 --> 00:50:41,440
do this show

1354
00:50:44,549 --> 00:50:43,440
this concept that i have which by the

1355
00:50:47,190 --> 00:50:44,559
way

1356
00:50:49,589 --> 00:50:47,200
that's another thing don't take me say

1357
00:50:50,630 --> 00:50:49,599
appraise the cash out of context and try

1358
00:50:53,109 --> 00:50:50,640
to make it like i'm

1359
00:50:53,750 --> 00:50:53,119
seriously like give me some money you

1360
00:50:56,549 --> 00:50:53,760
losers

1361
00:50:57,430 --> 00:50:56,559
it's all sarcasm it's comedy it's

1362
00:50:59,910 --> 00:50:57,440
entertainment

1363
00:51:01,910 --> 00:50:59,920
it's a joke when i do that praise the

1364
00:51:03,510 --> 00:51:01,920
cash thing

1365
00:51:05,270 --> 00:51:03,520
right and people know that but you can

1366
00:51:08,150 --> 00:51:05,280
take it out of context and make me

1367
00:51:11,510 --> 00:51:08,160
oh and somebody else wants to uh make a

1368
00:51:14,950 --> 00:51:11,520
video calling me cash seekers okay

1369
00:51:17,430 --> 00:51:14,960
great great somebody that can't do

1370
00:51:18,230 --> 00:51:17,440
anything like i can do wants to take

1371
00:51:20,309 --> 00:51:18,240
shots at me

1372
00:51:22,230 --> 00:51:20,319
but it's so it's all good i'm okay with

1373
00:51:25,349 --> 00:51:22,240
it and you know

1374
00:51:27,109 --> 00:51:25,359
after listening to this nightmare

1375
00:51:29,270 --> 00:51:27,119
a couple of guys running their mouth

1376
00:51:29,670 --> 00:51:29,280
about me on the internet about my wallet

1377
00:51:35,510 --> 00:51:29,680
my

1378
00:51:37,109 --> 00:51:35,520
whether i deserve money or not for doing

1379
00:51:39,589 --> 00:51:37,119
whatever i do

1380
00:51:41,990 --> 00:51:39,599
you know i i couldn't help but think

1381
00:51:44,390 --> 00:51:42,000
about some things in the bible

1382
00:51:46,309 --> 00:51:44,400
uh and that's always given me some kind

1383
00:51:51,349 --> 00:51:46,319
of wisdom or comfort in

1384
00:51:53,109 --> 00:51:51,359
strange times right and i thought of

1385
00:51:54,790 --> 00:51:53,119
different some different bible verses

1386
00:51:56,470 --> 00:51:54,800
that seem to be

1387
00:51:57,829 --> 00:51:56,480
very wise and applicable to this

1388
00:52:01,510 --> 00:51:57,839
situation

1389
00:52:04,950 --> 00:52:01,520
like uh see here

1390
00:52:06,710 --> 00:52:04,960
i have timothy first timothy

1391
00:52:08,390 --> 00:52:06,720
verses five through eight anyone who

1392
00:52:10,230 --> 00:52:08,400
does not provide for their relatives and

1393
00:52:12,309 --> 00:52:10,240
especially for their own household has

1394
00:52:14,069 --> 00:52:12,319
denied the faith and is worse than an

1395
00:52:17,030 --> 00:52:14,079
unbeliever who does fulfill those

1396
00:52:22,470 --> 00:52:20,470
job 36 1 if they obey and serve him they

1397
00:52:24,870 --> 00:52:22,480
shall spend their days in prosperity and

1398
00:52:28,309 --> 00:52:24,880
their years and pleasures

1399
00:52:30,950 --> 00:52:28,319
job 21 to 22 submit to god

1400
00:52:31,990 --> 00:52:30,960
and be at peace with him in his way

1401
00:52:34,870 --> 00:52:32,000
prosperity will come

1402
00:52:35,589 --> 00:52:34,880
to you psalms also has a lot of great

1403
00:52:37,190 --> 00:52:35,599
wisdom that's

1404
00:52:38,549 --> 00:52:37,200
psalms and proverbs are two of my

1405
00:52:40,950 --> 00:52:38,559
favorite books in the bible but then

1406
00:52:43,990 --> 00:52:40,960
psalms 49 16

1407
00:52:47,109 --> 00:52:44,000
says do not be afraid when a man becomes

1408
00:52:48,710 --> 00:52:47,119
rich when the glory of his house is

1409
00:52:55,109 --> 00:52:48,720
increased

1410
00:52:59,510 --> 00:52:57,910
proverbs 13 through 11 wealth obtained

1411
00:53:01,589 --> 00:52:59,520
by fraud dwindles

1412
00:53:03,670 --> 00:53:01,599
but the one who gathers by labor

1413
00:53:04,630 --> 00:53:03,680
increases it this is something i always

1414
00:53:06,150 --> 00:53:04,640
think about

1415
00:53:07,750 --> 00:53:06,160
and people can choose to believe

1416
00:53:09,270 --> 00:53:07,760
whatever they want to believe about me

1417
00:53:11,349 --> 00:53:09,280
or my so-called

1418
00:53:13,349 --> 00:53:11,359
faith or spirituality i really don't

1419
00:53:16,309 --> 00:53:13,359
care but this one

1420
00:53:19,030 --> 00:53:16,319
bible verse again it's proverbs 13 11

1421
00:53:21,030 --> 00:53:19,040
wealth obtained by fraud dwindles

1422
00:53:22,470 --> 00:53:21,040
but the one who gathers by labor

1423
00:53:25,829 --> 00:53:22,480
increases it

1424
00:53:28,630 --> 00:53:25,839
i know that people who

1425
00:53:29,829 --> 00:53:28,640
gain financial resources through

1426
00:53:33,990 --> 00:53:29,839
deception

1427
00:53:36,549 --> 00:53:34,000
or fraud it never works out for them

1428
00:53:37,990 --> 00:53:36,559
just a basic belief in karma can prove

1429
00:53:39,349 --> 00:53:38,000
that that doesn't work out for them and

1430
00:53:41,589 --> 00:53:39,359
it's not worth it

1431
00:53:43,910 --> 00:53:41,599
so i always try to live my life

1432
00:53:45,670 --> 00:53:43,920
accordingly if i take a job for some

1433
00:53:47,510 --> 00:53:45,680
somebody and i agree to do something you

1434
00:53:51,829 --> 00:53:47,520
know whatever it is

1435
00:53:57,190 --> 00:53:55,270
i've always been fair with whatever i

1436
00:54:00,150 --> 00:53:57,200
offer people

1437
00:54:00,630 --> 00:54:00,160
they can choose to pay me for it or not

1438
00:54:03,750 --> 00:54:00,640
right

1439
00:54:06,309 --> 00:54:03,760
but i know better because

1440
00:54:07,190 --> 00:54:06,319
this bible verse i believe is dead on

1441
00:54:09,109 --> 00:54:07,200
accurate

1442
00:54:10,630 --> 00:54:09,119
wealth obtained by fraud dwindles but

1443
00:54:13,670 --> 00:54:10,640
the one who gathers by labor

1444
00:54:15,430 --> 00:54:13,680
increases it it's one thing i always

1445
00:54:18,470 --> 00:54:15,440
think about

1446
00:54:20,150 --> 00:54:18,480
when i think of money and

1447
00:54:22,069 --> 00:54:20,160
you know listen we live in the real

1448
00:54:24,710 --> 00:54:22,079
world here everybody needs it

1449
00:54:26,549 --> 00:54:24,720
you can you can live in a fantasy land

1450
00:54:28,390 --> 00:54:26,559
where you can just work for free for you

1451
00:54:29,510 --> 00:54:28,400
know what however long you choose to and

1452
00:54:31,349 --> 00:54:29,520
if you choose to

1453
00:54:33,030 --> 00:54:31,359
i don't blame you right because then you

1454
00:54:34,069 --> 00:54:33,040
can stand there and say we don't take a

1455
00:54:36,150 --> 00:54:34,079
dime for this

1456
00:54:37,349 --> 00:54:36,160
so we can be trusted i used to be that

1457
00:54:39,510 --> 00:54:37,359
guy and uh

1458
00:54:40,470 --> 00:54:39,520
but i hope people still feel like they

1459
00:54:43,910 --> 00:54:40,480
can trust me

1460
00:54:51,510 --> 00:54:47,190
yeah and finally i guess uh

1461
00:54:57,030 --> 00:54:54,630
proverbs 3

1462
00:54:58,069 --> 00:54:57,040
verses 9 and 10 honor the lord with your

1463
00:55:01,030 --> 00:54:58,079
wealth

1464
00:55:02,069 --> 00:55:01,040
and with the first fruits of all your

1465
00:55:03,589 --> 00:55:02,079
produce

1466
00:55:05,510 --> 00:55:03,599
then your barns will be filled with

1467
00:55:09,270 --> 00:55:05,520
plenty and your vats will be bursting

1468
00:55:15,430 --> 00:55:12,870
so you know

1469
00:55:16,390 --> 00:55:15,440
i certainly give back ask anybody that

1470
00:55:17,670 --> 00:55:16,400
knows me

1471
00:55:19,750 --> 00:55:17,680
and you know and that's another thing

1472
00:55:21,829 --> 00:55:19,760
these people are like they're gonna

1473
00:55:23,910 --> 00:55:21,839
they're gonna impugn my integrity

1474
00:55:24,950 --> 00:55:23,920
they don't know what i do for other

1475
00:55:27,829 --> 00:55:24,960
people

1476
00:55:29,589 --> 00:55:27,839
and i mean besides my family ask anybody

1477
00:55:32,069 --> 00:55:29,599
that knows me in the real world

1478
00:55:32,870 --> 00:55:32,079
knows that i'm more or less a good

1479
00:55:34,789 --> 00:55:32,880
person

1480
00:55:36,230 --> 00:55:34,799
right you ask me for a favor if you

1481
00:55:37,670 --> 00:55:36,240
really need help i'm somebody you could

1482
00:55:38,710 --> 00:55:37,680
come to and i'll do whatever i can to

1483
00:55:42,230 --> 00:55:38,720
help you whether your friend

1484
00:55:46,829 --> 00:55:44,950
yeah oh there you go so you're here yeah

1485
00:55:49,589 --> 00:55:46,839
i'm a hypocrite right

1486
00:55:51,510 --> 00:55:49,599
jiggy are you a hypocrite because you're

1487
00:55:53,430 --> 00:55:51,520
coming after me for tarot cards but you

1488
00:55:54,309 --> 00:55:53,440
don't go after robin and jiggy or i'm

1489
00:55:57,190 --> 00:55:54,319
sorry robin

1490
00:55:58,470 --> 00:55:57,200
and uh and maggie and you don't go after

1491
00:56:01,270 --> 00:55:58,480
cw channel

1492
00:56:01,990 --> 00:56:01,280
so aren't you a hypocrite aren't you a

1493
00:56:03,270 --> 00:56:02,000
hypocrite too

1494
00:56:05,510 --> 00:56:03,280
shouldn't you be going after them if

1495
00:56:07,510 --> 00:56:05,520
you're coming after me this is all about

1496
00:56:09,349 --> 00:56:07,520
money and you can lie through your teeth

1497
00:56:10,789 --> 00:56:09,359
and say it's not but it is jiggy

1498
00:56:13,030 --> 00:56:10,799
because you didn't start any of this

1499
00:56:21,430 --> 00:56:13,040
beef until i got monetized and suddenly

1500
00:56:26,549 --> 00:56:23,349
so i'll devote my full attention to the

1501
00:56:32,390 --> 00:56:30,069
and uh people we will do what we can

1502
00:56:37,349 --> 00:56:32,400
and now there's another kind of missed

1503
00:56:41,589 --> 00:56:38,710
jessica hill with another kind and

1504
00:56:43,109 --> 00:56:41,599
generous 299 super chat says people give

1505
00:56:44,710 --> 00:56:43,119
for whatever reason they give thank you

1506
00:56:45,670 --> 00:56:44,720
for your kindness your generosity and

1507
00:56:49,030 --> 00:56:45,680
support

1508
00:56:51,190 --> 00:56:49,040
and then we have here gadgey three

1509
00:56:52,630 --> 00:56:51,200
five dollars because i like when you go

1510
00:56:55,510 --> 00:56:52,640
ha well i'm gonna go

1511
00:56:57,109 --> 00:56:55,520
ha gadgey thank you for your kindness

1512
00:56:58,870 --> 00:56:57,119
your generosity and your support of the

1513
00:57:02,710 --> 00:56:58,880
show right

1514
00:57:05,349 --> 00:57:02,720
uh we we

1515
00:57:05,829 --> 00:57:05,359
honor and praise and thank those who

1516
00:57:08,549 --> 00:57:05,839
believe

1517
00:57:09,109 --> 00:57:08,559
in me enough to throw a few dollars in

1518
00:57:15,589 --> 00:57:09,119
the hat

1519
00:57:19,990 --> 00:57:18,150
lisa says that they failed to explain

1520
00:57:20,950 --> 00:57:20,000
well your point or got lost in all the

1521
00:57:22,710 --> 00:57:20,960
talk about money

1522
00:57:24,470 --> 00:57:22,720
yeah i mean let's forget about the money

1523
00:57:27,190 --> 00:57:24,480
and we could talk about something else

1524
00:57:29,430 --> 00:57:27,200
what have i done what have i done i had

1525
00:57:31,109 --> 00:57:29,440
a tarot card reader on and i had some

1526
00:57:31,589 --> 00:57:31,119
guests people didn't like because they

1527
00:57:34,549 --> 00:57:31,599
were too

1528
00:57:34,870 --> 00:57:34,559
out there and hey i might agree with you

1529
00:57:37,349 --> 00:57:34,880
i

1530
00:57:39,109 --> 00:57:37,359
the couple we've had at least we've had

1531
00:57:40,789 --> 00:57:39,119
three guests now that i thought this is

1532
00:57:46,309 --> 00:57:40,799
way too far out there

1533
00:57:47,510 --> 00:57:46,319
oh yeah you're right so jaden feather

1534
00:57:49,270 --> 00:57:47,520
says five pounds

1535
00:57:51,109 --> 00:57:49,280
you are absolutely right that was five

1536
00:57:54,309 --> 00:57:51,119
pounds uh but i

1537
00:57:58,470 --> 00:57:54,319
uh put so gadgy

1538
00:58:00,710 --> 00:57:58,480
uh donated five pounds uh yeah

1539
00:58:01,829 --> 00:58:00,720
yeah and every everybody's everybody can

1540
00:58:03,349 --> 00:58:01,839
come on here right now

1541
00:58:05,030 --> 00:58:03,359
everybody i'll send an invitation to

1542
00:58:07,430 --> 00:58:05,040
anybody who wants one and he can work it

1543
00:58:09,589 --> 00:58:07,440
out right now but i gotta tell you

1544
00:58:12,230 --> 00:58:09,599
it's 100 degrees in here and i have no

1545
00:58:14,789 --> 00:58:12,240
air conditioning so

1546
00:58:19,349 --> 00:58:14,799
i'd like it to be quick if that is going

1547
00:58:22,549 --> 00:58:21,109
melissa correctly points out said it's

1548
00:58:23,829 --> 00:58:22,559
not about the money but now you just

1549
00:58:27,510 --> 00:58:23,839
said it is about the money

1550
00:58:28,789 --> 00:58:27,520
okay you know and one other point that i

1551
00:58:30,230 --> 00:58:28,799
want to make that's very important

1552
00:58:31,030 --> 00:58:30,240
because maybe i didn't make the point

1553
00:58:32,950 --> 00:58:31,040
well enough

1554
00:58:34,470 --> 00:58:32,960
but in my current situation taking care

1555
00:58:37,670 --> 00:58:34,480
of my non-verbal

1556
00:58:38,390 --> 00:58:37,680
autistic son i don't have a lot of

1557
00:58:42,150 --> 00:58:38,400
employment

1558
00:58:43,829 --> 00:58:42,160
options right and i thought

1559
00:58:45,990 --> 00:58:43,839
what if i could just make taco bell

1560
00:58:48,470 --> 00:58:46,000
wages and do this

1561
00:58:49,510 --> 00:58:48,480
part-time or full-time you know i don't

1562
00:58:51,270 --> 00:58:49,520
know

1563
00:58:54,950 --> 00:58:51,280
and and earn a little bit of money so

1564
00:58:58,470 --> 00:58:56,630
okay so it's not about truth once i

1565
00:58:59,910 --> 00:58:58,480
start taking money yeah because

1566
00:59:01,910 --> 00:58:59,920
what did i i didn't do anything

1567
00:59:03,270 --> 00:59:01,920
differently that i did nothing

1568
00:59:05,030 --> 00:59:03,280
differently from the time i was

1569
00:59:06,069 --> 00:59:05,040
monetized till now the tarot card

1570
00:59:09,030 --> 00:59:06,079
reading started

1571
00:59:10,150 --> 00:59:09,040
after i got or before i got monetized

1572
00:59:12,150 --> 00:59:10,160
i've done nothing

1573
00:59:15,030 --> 00:59:12,160
differently since i started and what did

1574
00:59:17,030 --> 00:59:15,040
i start taking super chats

1575
00:59:18,870 --> 00:59:17,040
is it was c.w chandler not telling you

1576
00:59:20,150 --> 00:59:18,880
the truth when he was taking super chats

1577
00:59:23,349 --> 00:59:20,160
you never came out

1578
00:59:24,870 --> 00:59:23,359
after him why didn't you go out after cw

1579
00:59:26,470 --> 00:59:24,880
channel taking super chats

1580
00:59:28,789 --> 00:59:26,480
it must not have been about truth with

1581
00:59:30,789 --> 00:59:28,799
cw channel taking those super chats

1582
00:59:32,950 --> 00:59:30,799
he must have been lying to his entire

1583
00:59:35,670 --> 00:59:32,960
audience every time he took a super chat

1584
00:59:37,190 --> 00:59:35,680
jiggy your logic is flawed you're gonna

1585
00:59:40,069 --> 00:59:37,200
call me a hypocrite no bro

1586
00:59:43,190 --> 00:59:40,079
you're the hypocrite you didn't go after

1587
00:59:45,349 --> 00:59:43,200
cw channel for taking super chats

1588
00:59:47,510 --> 00:59:45,359
you know maybe the problem here is that

1589
00:59:49,990 --> 00:59:47,520
people don't understand sarcasm or

1590
00:59:51,349 --> 00:59:50,000
comedy and i did this show making fun of

1591
00:59:54,309 --> 00:59:51,359
me being a sellout

1592
00:59:55,190 --> 00:59:54,319
it's a goof jiggy it's a goof praise the

1593
00:59:58,309 --> 00:59:55,200
cast jiggy

1594
00:59:59,589 --> 00:59:58,319
it's a goof did you miss that put the

1595
01:00:03,349 --> 00:59:59,599
bomb down bro

1596
01:00:08,950 --> 01:00:05,829
and again i'm not angry at you bro i

1597
01:00:12,630 --> 01:00:08,960
wish you the best i you know whatever

1598
01:00:17,349 --> 01:00:14,390
send you the link oh man we're going to

1599
01:00:26,710 --> 01:00:17,359
be here for hours aren't we

1600
01:00:30,710 --> 01:00:29,589
somebody wants to be a moderator oh okay

1601
01:00:32,549 --> 01:00:30,720
all right so we're gonna have a

1602
01:00:33,589 --> 01:00:32,559
moderator so and listen that's probably

1603
01:00:35,349 --> 01:00:33,599
a good idea

1604
01:00:37,109 --> 01:00:35,359
so that we don't talk over each other

1605
01:00:39,270 --> 01:00:37,119
and listen i'm gonna ask one thing and

1606
01:00:41,910 --> 01:00:39,280
that is everybody don't get

1607
01:00:42,710 --> 01:00:41,920
insulting oh it's smoking okay i didn't

1608
01:00:45,030 --> 01:00:42,720
know

1609
01:00:46,549 --> 01:00:45,040
smoke king dm me on twitter because i

1610
01:00:53,190 --> 01:00:46,559
don't know which one is you

1611
01:00:57,270 --> 01:00:55,510
dm me on twitter and i will send you the

1612
01:01:00,710 --> 01:00:57,280
link i've got a link here we're gonna

1613
01:01:04,630 --> 01:01:02,710
okay hold on here and yeah we can work

1614
01:01:06,230 --> 01:01:04,640
it out i mean i'm okay with you guys i

1615
01:01:08,230 --> 01:01:06,240
never had a problem with you suddenly i

1616
01:01:09,990 --> 01:01:08,240
get monetized and i'm a bad person and

1617
01:01:11,270 --> 01:01:10,000
i'm evil and i'm selling out and all

1618
01:01:13,910 --> 01:01:11,280
this other stuff

1619
01:01:14,549 --> 01:01:13,920
and i will say this smoke king is right

1620
01:01:16,630 --> 01:01:14,559
money can

1621
01:01:18,470 --> 01:01:16,640
cloud people's judgment i'd be stupid to

1622
01:01:19,589 --> 01:01:18,480
not admit that but i think nothing has

1623
01:01:21,670 --> 01:01:19,599
changed here

1624
01:01:22,950 --> 01:01:21,680
in the two weeks since i could take

1625
01:01:25,270 --> 01:01:22,960
super chats

1626
01:01:29,510 --> 01:01:25,280
and i don't think much will change here

1627
01:01:32,710 --> 01:01:30,870
every super chat makes a stephen

1628
01:01:38,470 --> 01:01:32,720
campaign smile

1629
01:01:44,230 --> 01:01:38,480
i'm human

1630
01:01:47,990 --> 01:01:46,069
got all heated at best all right where

1631
01:01:50,549 --> 01:01:48,000
am i supposed to send it

1632
01:01:52,630 --> 01:01:50,559
paranormal oh geez you're gonna make me

1633
01:01:56,470 --> 01:01:52,640
email you

1634
01:01:56,789 --> 01:01:56,480
all right smoke king 420 ph at gmail all

1635
01:01:59,349 --> 01:01:56,799
right

1636
01:02:00,150 --> 01:01:59,359
just you stand by here smoke king and

1637
01:02:02,069 --> 01:02:00,160
and you know

1638
01:02:03,349 --> 01:02:02,079
again what i'm going to ask is that we

1639
01:02:05,349 --> 01:02:03,359
both remain civil

1640
01:02:06,789 --> 01:02:05,359
i'm fine with working it out it'd be a

1641
01:02:09,910 --> 01:02:06,799
good thing if we could

1642
01:02:12,950 --> 01:02:09,920
just work it out and then

1643
01:02:16,069 --> 01:02:12,960
all right smoke king 420

1644
01:02:23,589 --> 01:02:16,079
ph at gmail

1645
01:02:27,990 --> 01:02:25,990
smoke king i just want to make sure that

1646
01:02:33,109 --> 01:02:28,000
i got that right i don't want to send

1647
01:02:35,589 --> 01:02:33,119
some random person smoke king 420 ph

1648
01:02:38,230 --> 01:02:35,599
at gmail i think that's what i got

1649
01:02:40,950 --> 01:02:38,240
smoking 420 ph yeah there we go

1650
01:02:42,150 --> 01:02:40,960
all right so he's got the link and yeah

1651
01:02:44,230 --> 01:02:42,160
you know i'm fine

1652
01:02:45,750 --> 01:02:44,240
i don't know who the moderator it is uh

1653
01:02:47,190 --> 01:02:45,760
somebody on twitter said hey be the

1654
01:02:47,750 --> 01:02:47,200
moderator crack magic you want to come

1655
01:02:49,109 --> 01:02:47,760
on to

1656
01:02:56,230 --> 01:02:49,119
and moderate we can each have a

1657
01:03:01,270 --> 01:02:58,069
roki says he's got all heated at best

1658
01:03:05,349 --> 01:03:03,430
yeah i'm matt i uh i'm doing that right

1659
01:03:05,670 --> 01:03:05,359
now and i think it's matt who agreed to

1660
01:03:10,470 --> 01:03:05,680
be

1661
01:03:14,789 --> 01:03:12,870
that's brandon young what is he doing

1662
01:03:17,829 --> 01:03:14,799
here

1663
01:03:20,069 --> 01:03:17,839
i thought what what let me see gumbo

1664
01:03:22,230 --> 01:03:20,079
oh it is brandon young i didn't realize

1665
01:03:25,589 --> 01:03:22,240
i'm sorry friends i'm multitasking here

1666
01:03:29,990 --> 01:03:28,630
there you go isn't this isn't it stupid

1667
01:03:33,270 --> 01:03:30,000
do you think this is stupid or

1668
01:03:35,990 --> 01:03:33,280
is it me or is it just i'm i i i can't

1669
01:03:36,870 --> 01:03:36,000
view this from a lens from the proper

1670
01:03:39,910 --> 01:03:36,880
lens because it's

1671
01:03:40,390 --> 01:03:39,920
it got personal right what do you think

1672
01:03:42,470 --> 01:03:40,400
brandon

1673
01:03:43,990 --> 01:03:42,480
are you asking me a question stephen

1674
01:03:45,349 --> 01:03:44,000
yeah yeah i'm asking you do you think

1675
01:03:47,430 --> 01:03:45,359
this is stupid or

1676
01:03:50,069 --> 01:03:47,440
am i wrong because this has gotten

1677
01:03:53,109 --> 01:03:50,079
personal so i can't

1678
01:03:55,270 --> 01:03:53,119
you know can't judge it right right

1679
01:03:56,870 --> 01:03:55,280
hold on i'm trying to get a good uh i

1680
01:04:00,789 --> 01:03:56,880
had a tortilla chip

1681
01:04:00,799 --> 01:04:05,750
ah one second

1682
01:04:12,630 --> 01:04:10,549
anyway uh is it stupid yeah

1683
01:04:14,150 --> 01:04:12,640
yeah i think so too look i don't i was

1684
01:04:15,910 --> 01:04:14,160
gonna do a different show tonight and i

1685
01:04:17,349 --> 01:04:15,920
have to put it off because

1686
01:04:19,190 --> 01:04:17,359
you know half of me wasn't going to do

1687
01:04:20,789 --> 01:04:19,200
this but then i thought if if especially

1688
01:04:22,549 --> 01:04:20,799
if they're saying completely factually

1689
01:04:23,990 --> 01:04:22,559
inaccurate statements

1690
01:04:25,750 --> 01:04:24,000
i don't want people thinking that about

1691
01:04:29,349 --> 01:04:25,760
me what are they saying that

1692
01:04:29,750 --> 01:04:29,359
is factually inaccurate well first of

1693
01:04:32,150 --> 01:04:29,760
all

1694
01:04:33,910 --> 01:04:32,160
uh ziggy said that i spent 45 percent of

1695
01:04:35,430 --> 01:04:33,920
my show asking people for money and

1696
01:04:36,230 --> 01:04:35,440
anybody can watch my show and you hear

1697
01:04:38,390 --> 01:04:36,240
that i do a

1698
01:04:41,029 --> 01:04:38,400
few minute pitch saying you can support

1699
01:04:43,190 --> 01:04:41,039
me on patreon you can send a super chat

1700
01:04:45,190 --> 01:04:43,200
like comment share i do that every show

1701
01:04:49,029 --> 01:04:45,200
that's not 45 percent of my show

1702
01:04:51,910 --> 01:04:49,039
it's a two-hour show usually right right

1703
01:04:54,230 --> 01:04:51,920
and the hill i mean but it is at least

1704
01:04:56,789 --> 01:04:54,240
25 percent really

1705
01:04:58,549 --> 01:04:56,799
okay if you say so no i mean but but

1706
01:04:58,950 --> 01:04:58,559
that's not the issue the issue is

1707
01:05:00,710 --> 01:04:58,960
whether

1708
01:05:02,309 --> 01:05:00,720
that's right or wrong you know what i

1709
01:05:05,430 --> 01:05:02,319
mean uh

1710
01:05:09,029 --> 01:05:05,440
and i think it's just nonsense

1711
01:05:11,349 --> 01:05:09,039
that i to my people that i really

1712
01:05:12,230 --> 01:05:11,359
support and that should be getting along

1713
01:05:13,910 --> 01:05:12,240
aren't

1714
01:05:15,270 --> 01:05:13,920
yeah i agree with you oh here's smoking

1715
01:05:18,069 --> 01:05:15,280
i'm sorry i didn't realize who's there

1716
01:05:20,150 --> 01:05:18,079
and we have audio online we have audio

1717
01:05:23,270 --> 01:05:20,160
only i guess

1718
01:05:25,430 --> 01:05:23,280
yeah i'm i'm doing some stuff so

1719
01:05:28,870 --> 01:05:25,440
right on hey smoking what's going on bro

1720
01:05:32,150 --> 01:05:28,880
yeah what's good that's good

1721
01:05:33,670 --> 01:05:32,160
all right so so i don't know i don't

1722
01:05:36,870 --> 01:05:33,680
know why i'm here i just

1723
01:05:38,630 --> 01:05:36,880
suggested just come on

1724
01:05:40,150 --> 01:05:38,640
no you know i think we could be civil

1725
01:05:42,069 --> 01:05:40,160
but it's good to have somebody else to

1726
01:05:44,150 --> 01:05:42,079
step in if somebody you know talk

1727
01:05:46,230 --> 01:05:44,160
let's try to not talk over or whatever

1728
01:05:51,829 --> 01:05:46,240
let everybody say what they're gonna say

1729
01:05:54,870 --> 01:05:51,839
and that's fine

1730
01:05:56,470 --> 01:05:54,880
i break for cosplay girls me too

1731
01:05:57,910 --> 01:05:56,480
just don't talk over each other that's

1732
01:06:00,390 --> 01:05:57,920
the only thing really yeah

1733
01:06:01,109 --> 01:06:00,400
so so you know so what's the issue the

1734
01:06:03,190 --> 01:06:01,119
issue

1735
01:06:04,230 --> 01:06:03,200
yeah yeah you can you can tell me it in

1736
01:06:06,069 --> 01:06:04,240
my face like what

1737
01:06:09,270 --> 01:06:06,079
what's the issue well what did i do that

1738
01:06:12,950 --> 01:06:09,280
was so wrong what did i do that was bad

1739
01:06:14,390 --> 01:06:12,960
it's it's not that you let me see how to

1740
01:06:16,150 --> 01:06:14,400
put this or whatever

1741
01:06:17,990 --> 01:06:16,160
okay we don't have a problem with you

1742
01:06:19,990 --> 01:06:18,000
per se it's you're doing the same

1743
01:06:21,270 --> 01:06:20,000
you started you you went started to go

1744
01:06:22,870 --> 01:06:21,280
same thing as as

1745
01:06:25,109 --> 01:06:22,880
zen you didn't you didn't go full

1746
01:06:26,630 --> 01:06:25,119
woo-woo all the way out like [\h__\h] zen

1747
01:06:27,029 --> 01:06:26,640
doesn't with classes and everything like

1748
01:06:29,029 --> 01:06:27,039
that

1749
01:06:30,710 --> 01:06:29,039
but and it was before you were monetized

1750
01:06:32,150 --> 01:06:30,720
you've been working to get monetized

1751
01:06:33,829 --> 01:06:32,160
that's like your whole goal is to get

1752
01:06:35,670 --> 01:06:33,839
monetized now

1753
01:06:38,309 --> 01:06:35,680
yeah that was yeah that was these are my

1754
01:06:41,589 --> 01:06:38,319
two original all this stuff

1755
01:06:43,349 --> 01:06:41,599
it's not 45 but you talk about get

1756
01:06:45,349 --> 01:06:43,359
getting chats and getting donations and

1757
01:06:46,870 --> 01:06:45,359
stuff like that a good portion

1758
01:06:48,470 --> 01:06:46,880
you mentioned it several times during a

1759
01:06:49,829 --> 01:06:48,480
lot of your streams and stuff like that

1760
01:06:51,349 --> 01:06:49,839
and then all right your shows were still

1761
01:06:52,789 --> 01:06:51,359
good at first when you started talking

1762
01:06:53,910 --> 01:06:52,799
about getting monetized and doing that

1763
01:06:54,549 --> 01:06:53,920
stuff and that's what you were working

1764
01:06:55,910 --> 01:06:54,559
through

1765
01:06:57,910 --> 01:06:55,920
and then you started doing kind of these

1766
01:06:58,870 --> 01:06:57,920
softball shows you have walter bosley on

1767
01:07:00,390 --> 01:06:58,880
and stuff like that

1768
01:07:01,670 --> 01:07:00,400
and like you could have asked him all

1769
01:07:03,109 --> 01:07:01,680
kinds of you couldn't even like

1770
01:07:04,470 --> 01:07:03,119
questions without being an [\h__\h] you

1771
01:07:05,910 --> 01:07:04,480
don't have to be an [\h__\h] to these

1772
01:07:07,190 --> 01:07:05,920
people

1773
01:07:09,510 --> 01:07:07,200
i don't know what your problem with him

1774
01:07:11,349 --> 01:07:09,520
was like i like welterweight

1775
01:07:13,589 --> 01:07:11,359
who gets the truth and asking why he's

1776
01:07:14,789 --> 01:07:13,599
just he you know he lies his ass off the

1777
01:07:16,309 --> 01:07:14,799
way he does and everything

1778
01:07:17,829 --> 01:07:16,319
and does the stuff that he does just

1779
01:07:18,789 --> 01:07:17,839
like if you had david wilcock on there

1780
01:07:20,390 --> 01:07:18,799
is that how you're going to do your

1781
01:07:22,789 --> 01:07:20,400
interview with david wilcock

1782
01:07:24,630 --> 01:07:22,799
no and you know listen i was i was very

1783
01:07:26,230 --> 01:07:24,640
listen here's what i'll say about walter

1784
01:07:28,309 --> 01:07:26,240
bosley wait wait i

1785
01:07:29,510 --> 01:07:28,319
finished stephen okay no go ahead yeah

1786
01:07:30,789 --> 01:07:29,520
go ahead so

1787
01:07:32,630 --> 01:07:30,799
so it's stuff like that and then you

1788
01:07:33,109 --> 01:07:32,640
started doing tarot cards and stuff and

1789
01:07:35,990 --> 01:07:33,119
you

1790
01:07:38,069 --> 01:07:36,000
i was monetized i did tarot cards yeah

1791
01:07:39,910 --> 01:07:38,079
you did before it doesn't matter

1792
01:07:41,270 --> 01:07:39,920
monetized or not but your whole thing is

1793
01:07:42,069 --> 01:07:41,280
you're a truth seeker you're about

1794
01:07:44,390 --> 01:07:42,079
trying the truth

1795
01:07:45,910 --> 01:07:44,400
in tarot cards is not true tarot cards

1796
01:07:47,270 --> 01:07:45,920
is woo if you want to do it for

1797
01:07:48,789 --> 01:07:47,280
entertainment all right so wait wait

1798
01:07:50,230 --> 01:07:48,799
wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait

1799
01:07:51,750 --> 01:07:50,240
wait wait can i stop

1800
01:07:54,390 --> 01:07:51,760
let me ask you a question let me ask a

1801
01:07:57,190 --> 01:07:54,400
question so when i do tarot cards

1802
01:07:58,549 --> 01:07:57,200
i'm wrong but when robin eagle song and

1803
01:08:02,470 --> 01:07:58,559
maggie do it they're okay

1804
01:08:03,990 --> 01:08:02,480
and when cw channel does it they're okay

1805
01:08:05,270 --> 01:08:04,000
you don't you don't watch every stream

1806
01:08:06,950 --> 01:08:05,280
you don't watch all our streams you

1807
01:08:08,549 --> 01:08:06,960
don't watch us when we're on cw stream

1808
01:08:10,470 --> 01:08:08,559
and stuff like that you don't see it all

1809
01:08:12,069 --> 01:08:10,480
i've caught i've said cw it's [\h__\h]

1810
01:08:13,990 --> 01:08:12,079
i've told him it's [\h__\h] i've told

1811
01:08:14,630 --> 01:08:14,000
robin i tell them all it's [\h__\h] it's

1812
01:08:15,990 --> 01:08:14,640
woo

1813
01:08:17,829 --> 01:08:16,000
it's called prague magic i tell

1814
01:08:19,269 --> 01:08:17,839
everybody it's woo okay well i wasn't

1815
01:08:20,630 --> 01:08:19,279
aware of that so i apologize it's

1816
01:08:21,749 --> 01:08:20,640
entertainment that's it

1817
01:08:26,789 --> 01:08:21,759
if they want to have that well that's

1818
01:08:30,229 --> 01:08:29,110
when you first had that girl on doing

1819
01:08:31,749 --> 01:08:30,239
the tarot cards you're like yeah i

1820
01:08:32,870 --> 01:08:31,759
believe this stuff i could see this is

1821
01:08:34,390 --> 01:08:32,880
this is you know what i mean

1822
01:08:35,590 --> 01:08:34,400
it's it seems pretty real to me and

1823
01:08:36,390 --> 01:08:35,600
everything like you know what i mean

1824
01:08:40,630 --> 01:08:36,400
you're like

1825
01:08:42,070 --> 01:08:40,640
i talked about she was completely off on

1826
01:08:42,950 --> 01:08:42,080
readings with people especially like

1827
01:08:47,189 --> 01:08:42,960
jiggy and everything

1828
01:08:50,390 --> 01:08:48,709
i asked you and everything i said in

1829
01:08:51,030 --> 01:08:50,400
that chat and i was nice and polite and

1830
01:08:52,950 --> 01:08:51,040
i didn't say

1831
01:08:54,070 --> 01:08:52,960
anything rude you skipped over every

1832
01:08:59,910 --> 01:08:54,080
single thing that i said

1833
01:09:03,510 --> 01:09:01,669
he's bringing up 20 points i'm not

1834
01:09:05,110 --> 01:09:03,520
allowed to respond

1835
01:09:07,430 --> 01:09:05,120
and then at the end of the show you even

1836
01:09:09,030 --> 01:09:07,440
said you said the patreons and

1837
01:09:10,950 --> 01:09:09,040
and the donors and stuff like this type

1838
01:09:11,910 --> 01:09:10,960
of show so i'm going to do more of these

1839
01:09:13,430 --> 01:09:11,920
shows

1840
01:09:15,110 --> 01:09:13,440
yeah right there that's it you're doing

1841
01:09:17,030 --> 01:09:15,120
it for the money right there

1842
01:09:18,550 --> 01:09:17,040
okay okay no i'm doing what you all it's

1843
01:09:18,950 --> 01:09:18,560
not about the truth no more it's about

1844
01:09:23,749 --> 01:09:18,960
you

1845
01:09:24,709 --> 01:09:23,759
what zen started to do that's what david

1846
01:09:26,709 --> 01:09:24,719
wilcock does

1847
01:09:28,149 --> 01:09:26,719
that's what all these people that we are

1848
01:09:29,829 --> 01:09:28,159
everybody in there that you know

1849
01:09:31,430 --> 01:09:29,839
normally your shows about the people who

1850
01:09:33,030 --> 01:09:31,440
watch your shows our shows and stuff

1851
01:09:34,390 --> 01:09:33,040
we're about we're supposed to be against

1852
01:09:36,390 --> 01:09:34,400
those people that are doing these type

1853
01:09:38,149 --> 01:09:36,400
of things

1854
01:09:40,229 --> 01:09:38,159
i've never said anything negative about

1855
01:09:41,590 --> 01:09:40,239
tarot cards i've nev not once i've never

1856
01:09:43,430 --> 01:09:41,600
said anything negative about people

1857
01:09:45,990 --> 01:09:43,440
doing tarot cards for people

1858
01:09:48,470 --> 01:09:46,000
i've never ever said so that's your

1859
01:09:50,149 --> 01:09:48,480
belief that it's

1860
01:09:51,910 --> 01:09:50,159
same thing with the bible all that stuff

1861
01:09:53,349 --> 01:09:51,920
religion it's all woo it's just another

1862
01:09:56,229 --> 01:09:53,359
form of woo it's another form of

1863
01:09:58,310 --> 01:09:56,239
[\h__\h] that people peddle to get money

1864
01:10:00,790 --> 01:09:58,320
it's all a form of making money it's

1865
01:10:03,110 --> 01:10:00,800
another grift it's another con

1866
01:10:04,390 --> 01:10:03,120
all right so one show every two weeks is

1867
01:10:06,310 --> 01:10:04,400
a grist and a car

1868
01:10:08,310 --> 01:10:06,320
how much does that couch for a [\h__\h]

1869
01:10:10,229 --> 01:10:08,320
[\h__\h] reading it's a con

1870
01:10:11,590 --> 01:10:10,239
it's [\h__\h] and by having it on the

1871
01:10:13,350 --> 01:10:11,600
show and pushing it like that you're

1872
01:10:14,550 --> 01:10:13,360
just showing okay that's okay for people

1873
01:10:16,550 --> 01:10:14,560
to go and do this

1874
01:10:18,149 --> 01:10:16,560
she's performing service for the

1875
01:10:20,070 --> 01:10:18,159
audience

1876
01:10:21,990 --> 01:10:20,080
to get a reading or not they're they're

1877
01:10:23,430 --> 01:10:22,000
doing similar things maybe they're not

1878
01:10:24,870 --> 01:10:23,440
might not have tarot cards but they're

1879
01:10:26,149 --> 01:10:24,880
channeling and they're getting messages

1880
01:10:26,790 --> 01:10:26,159
and they're telling people stuff and

1881
01:10:29,510 --> 01:10:26,800
whatever

1882
01:10:30,390 --> 01:10:29,520
actually wilcox used to do [\h__\h] [\h__\h]

1883
01:10:32,630 --> 01:10:30,400
like that too

1884
01:10:34,709 --> 01:10:32,640
but it's it's the same [\h__\h] thing so

1885
01:10:36,390 --> 01:10:34,719
if you call them out for doing it but

1886
01:10:37,590 --> 01:10:36,400
it's okay for you to do similar stuff

1887
01:10:38,790 --> 01:10:37,600
that's that's the same thing it's

1888
01:10:40,310 --> 01:10:38,800
hypocritical

1889
01:10:41,750 --> 01:10:40,320
and it's just you know what i mean

1890
01:10:43,270 --> 01:10:41,760
that's the whole point that we have to

1891
01:10:43,990 --> 01:10:43,280
that's what everybody had a problem with

1892
01:10:45,669 --> 01:10:44,000
zen zen does

1893
01:10:47,669 --> 01:10:45,679
great stuff on debunking all these other

1894
01:10:49,910 --> 01:10:47,679
people and stuff he's like yeah all this

1895
01:10:51,510 --> 01:10:49,920
stuff is woo this is whoo but then he's

1896
01:10:52,470 --> 01:10:51,520
like yeah come here and donate and

1897
01:10:54,709 --> 01:10:52,480
listen to my woo

1898
01:10:56,790 --> 01:10:54,719
this isn't woo it's real this stuff that

1899
01:10:58,390 --> 01:10:56,800
kundalini is real it's the same thing

1900
01:11:00,310 --> 01:10:58,400
and he slowly progressed to the point

1901
01:11:02,390 --> 01:11:00,320
where it's all about the money

1902
01:11:03,430 --> 01:11:02,400
money money money money and that's we

1903
01:11:05,270 --> 01:11:03,440
just we could see

1904
01:11:06,870 --> 01:11:05,280
the same path and i'm not me and jiggy

1905
01:11:08,229 --> 01:11:06,880
and not the only ones people in the

1906
01:11:09,669 --> 01:11:08,239
audience they might be keeping their

1907
01:11:11,030 --> 01:11:09,679
mouths shut right now they keep their

1908
01:11:13,270 --> 01:11:11,040
mouth shut if they want

1909
01:11:15,030 --> 01:11:13,280
i know some of them are saying stuff but

1910
01:11:15,590 --> 01:11:15,040
it's we can see it happening to you

1911
01:11:18,310 --> 01:11:15,600
stephen

1912
01:11:19,990 --> 01:11:18,320
saying something and then you have the

1913
01:11:21,270 --> 01:11:20,000
racist piece of [\h__\h] zen on your show

1914
01:11:22,870 --> 01:11:21,280
the other [\h__\h] day trying to get an

1915
01:11:24,630 --> 01:11:22,880
apology dude there's no way that

1916
01:11:26,470 --> 01:11:24,640
dude can get an apology if you watch

1917
01:11:27,990 --> 01:11:26,480
this apocalypse [\h__\h] streams and [\h__\h]

1918
01:11:28,390 --> 01:11:28,000
like that that dude is a piece of well

1919
01:11:29,990 --> 01:11:28,400
listen

1920
01:11:31,990 --> 01:11:30,000
in my defense there's no way that i

1921
01:11:33,510 --> 01:11:32,000
could watch he the guy does three-hour

1922
01:11:35,590 --> 01:11:33,520
streams every day i can't

1923
01:11:37,430 --> 01:11:35,600
if you just watch him if you watched

1924
01:11:38,950 --> 01:11:37,440
five minutes of it you'd be like wow

1925
01:11:40,790 --> 01:11:38,960
what the [\h__\h] is wrong with this [\h__\h]

1926
01:11:43,669 --> 01:11:40,800
dude he's a piece of [\h__\h] and he doesn't

1927
01:11:46,310 --> 01:11:43,679
deserve to [\h__\h] be around anybody

1928
01:11:48,149 --> 01:11:46,320
like that and again he still pushes woo

1929
01:11:49,669 --> 01:11:48,159
he still pushes his [\h__\h] [\h__\h]

1930
01:11:51,350 --> 01:11:49,679
whoo

1931
01:11:52,870 --> 01:11:51,360
why would we want to get an apology from

1932
01:11:53,270 --> 01:11:52,880
some dude who's still out there griffin

1933
01:11:55,910 --> 01:11:53,280
like

1934
01:11:57,590 --> 01:11:55,920
good and [\h__\h] billy and all these

1935
01:11:59,270 --> 01:11:57,600
other [\h__\h] con artists that's that's

1936
01:12:00,870 --> 01:11:59,280
the whole point dude and we can see this

1937
01:12:02,550 --> 01:12:00,880
we said that we said we could see this

1938
01:12:03,750 --> 01:12:02,560
coming we said it on shows before all

1939
01:12:05,830 --> 01:12:03,760
this even happened

1940
01:12:06,950 --> 01:12:05,840
it's been saying we said we keep we can

1941
01:12:08,470 --> 01:12:06,960
see it coming

1942
01:12:10,630 --> 01:12:08,480
we've been saying this for months and

1943
01:12:11,910 --> 01:12:10,640
months stephen you're just finding out

1944
01:12:13,510 --> 01:12:11,920
now i don't know why

1945
01:12:15,270 --> 01:12:13,520
you don't watch our streams enough i

1946
01:12:16,630 --> 01:12:15,280
guess you only watch it when [\h__\h] like

1947
01:12:18,390 --> 01:12:16,640
this i guess

1948
01:12:19,910 --> 01:12:18,400
you know what i mean listen you know i

1949
01:12:21,590 --> 01:12:19,920
try i try to keep

1950
01:12:22,950 --> 01:12:21,600
you know if you want to watch the whole

1951
01:12:24,070 --> 01:12:22,960
stream when we talked about you we

1952
01:12:25,510 --> 01:12:24,080
didn't say anything bad we're just

1953
01:12:26,870 --> 01:12:25,520
saying the same things i'm saying now

1954
01:12:28,630 --> 01:12:26,880
dude you're just doing the same thing

1955
01:12:30,229 --> 01:12:28,640
that everybody else is doing that you do

1956
01:12:30,870 --> 01:12:30,239
because i had tarot cards that's all

1957
01:12:32,709 --> 01:12:30,880
i've done

1958
01:12:33,910 --> 01:12:32,719
i've had tarot cards that's it what else

1959
01:12:36,390 --> 01:12:33,920
did i do

1960
01:12:37,830 --> 01:12:36,400
and your friends cw channel and robin

1961
01:12:39,350 --> 01:12:37,840
eagles song and magazine and you tell

1962
01:12:41,030 --> 01:12:39,360
them it's [\h__\h] too

1963
01:12:42,390 --> 01:12:41,040
okay great but you're not doing

1964
01:12:45,189 --> 01:12:42,400
three-hour streams

1965
01:12:46,870 --> 01:12:45,199
putting them on blast for it three four

1966
01:13:04,870 --> 01:12:46,880
times

1967
01:13:09,189 --> 01:13:07,189
and we're still cool with cw he gets the

1968
01:13:10,950 --> 01:13:09,199
point he understands

1969
01:13:14,149 --> 01:13:10,960
he gets the point at some point students

1970
01:13:15,669 --> 01:13:14,159
have to just agree to disagree though

1971
01:13:17,350 --> 01:13:15,679
you're getting all pissed up and having

1972
01:13:18,550 --> 01:13:17,360
this [\h__\h] little little hissy fit

1973
01:13:20,390 --> 01:13:18,560
about it and [\h__\h]

1974
01:13:22,229 --> 01:13:20,400
i'm not angry at you i'm disappointed

1975
01:13:23,990 --> 01:13:22,239
that you didn't come to me privately

1976
01:13:25,510 --> 01:13:24,000
that's my only regret if you would come

1977
01:13:26,790 --> 01:13:25,520
to me privately we could have talked

1978
01:13:28,790 --> 01:13:26,800
just like we're talking now and i would

1979
01:13:30,709 --> 01:13:28,800
have said i disagree with you

1980
01:13:32,550 --> 01:13:30,719
on the tarot cards because you know i'm

1981
01:13:33,270 --> 01:13:32,560
not trying to hurt somebody or or sell

1982
01:13:35,910 --> 01:13:33,280
them

1983
01:13:37,590 --> 01:13:35,920
we don't hide [\h__\h] we we we say how it

1984
01:13:39,350 --> 01:13:37,600
is we say how we feel or what what's

1985
01:13:40,630 --> 01:13:39,360
going on in the [\h__\h] community this

1986
01:13:41,030 --> 01:13:40,640
is what's happened in the community and

1987
01:13:42,709 --> 01:13:41,040
again

1988
01:13:45,110 --> 01:13:42,719
stephen we've been saying this for

1989
01:13:47,030 --> 01:13:45,120
months we've been saying this for a long

1990
01:13:48,870 --> 01:13:47,040
before you were monetizing stuff we just

1991
01:13:51,590 --> 01:13:48,880
didn't do a whole three hour show

1992
01:13:53,350 --> 01:13:51,600
before you were monetized it comes up

1993
01:13:54,870 --> 01:13:53,360
and stuff when we talk about similar

1994
01:13:57,510 --> 01:13:54,880
people doing similar things and stuff

1995
01:14:00,790 --> 01:13:57,520
and we kind of it's come up

1996
01:14:02,550 --> 01:14:00,800
black and white bro you're

1997
01:14:04,470 --> 01:14:02,560
you're too black and white like i don't

1998
01:14:06,229 --> 01:14:04,480
see the harm in somebody coming on my

1999
01:14:07,350 --> 01:14:06,239
show and giving free tarot card readings

2000
01:14:09,189 --> 01:14:07,360
people could choose to get a reading

2001
01:14:11,189 --> 01:14:09,199
from her if they choose to or not

2002
01:14:13,189 --> 01:14:11,199
versus telling somebody that i'm going

2003
01:14:15,110 --> 01:14:13,199
to cure them of cancer for

2004
01:14:16,790 --> 01:14:15,120
dollars or teaching them a course on how

2005
01:14:17,910 --> 01:14:16,800
to open stargates for 15 years if you

2006
01:14:20,070 --> 01:14:17,920
listen to the [\h__\h]

2007
01:14:21,830 --> 01:14:20,080
black and white it's different you

2008
01:14:23,430 --> 01:14:21,840
listen to the [\h__\h] she's telling me

2009
01:14:24,630 --> 01:14:23,440
if somebody said i had cancer and they

2010
01:14:24,870 --> 01:14:24,640
were like oh yeah the chemo is going to

2011
01:14:26,149 --> 01:14:24,880
be

2012
01:14:27,189 --> 01:14:26,159
she would tell them something to make

2013
01:14:28,630 --> 01:14:27,199
them [\h__\h] feel like they're going to

2014
01:14:29,030 --> 01:14:28,640
get healed and [\h__\h] and then the person

2015
01:14:30,630 --> 01:14:29,040
dies

2016
01:14:32,950 --> 01:14:30,640
dude that's what tarot cards are it's

2017
01:14:34,790 --> 01:14:32,960
[\h__\h] it's [\h__\h]

2018
01:14:36,149 --> 01:14:34,800
i'm i'm still on and it's not again it's

2019
01:14:37,669 --> 01:14:36,159
not just a tarot card you've done

2020
01:14:39,189 --> 01:14:37,679
something like the walter balls in the

2021
01:14:39,590 --> 01:14:39,199
interview i can't remember all the other

2022
01:14:42,149 --> 01:14:39,600
things

2023
01:14:43,669 --> 01:14:42,159
i had him talk about roswell that's the

2024
01:14:45,990 --> 01:14:43,679
last time i had him and

2025
01:14:47,430 --> 01:14:46,000
we talked about roswell and his theories

2026
01:14:49,270 --> 01:14:47,440
on roswell he didn't lie

2027
01:14:51,510 --> 01:14:49,280
he said this is my theory and

2028
01:14:52,229 --> 01:14:51,520
speculation on it i don't see the harm

2029
01:14:53,750 --> 01:14:52,239
in that

2030
01:14:55,110 --> 01:14:53,760
no but if you read his books and you

2031
01:14:56,070 --> 01:14:55,120
watch him and talking and stuff like

2032
01:14:57,669 --> 01:14:56,080
that he he

2033
01:14:59,590 --> 01:14:57,679
says this is what it is and stuff if you

2034
01:15:01,510 --> 01:14:59,600
go but when he did of course then

2035
01:15:03,110 --> 01:15:01,520
he's like yeah this is just that's

2036
01:15:04,950 --> 01:15:03,120
that's the card that they play a lot of

2037
01:15:06,709 --> 01:15:04,960
david wilcox says that he says this is

2038
01:15:08,630 --> 01:15:06,719
just my speculation this is just my

2039
01:15:10,149 --> 01:15:08,640
thoughts these are the ideas that i have

2040
01:15:13,110 --> 01:15:10,159
but we still sit there and we trash the

2041
01:15:16,470 --> 01:15:13,120
[\h__\h] [\h__\h] out of him don't we

2042
01:15:18,950 --> 01:15:16,480
correct yeah yeah but i see

2043
01:15:21,270 --> 01:15:18,960
i see gray where you see black and white

2044
01:15:23,750 --> 01:15:21,280
you're like you can't do anything

2045
01:15:24,310 --> 01:15:23,760
other than you know no offense smoking

2046
01:15:26,630 --> 01:15:24,320
but

2047
01:15:28,310 --> 01:15:26,640
listen i talked about this on youtube

2048
01:15:31,990 --> 01:15:28,320
are you an entertainment show

2049
01:15:32,709 --> 01:15:32,000
i'm both bro okay so so you're in it for

2050
01:15:34,229 --> 01:15:32,719
the money

2051
01:15:36,149 --> 01:15:34,239
for the entertainment that's all that we

2052
01:15:37,910 --> 01:15:36,159
need yeah

2053
01:15:39,669 --> 01:15:37,920
smoking do you need the money that bad

2054
01:15:41,270 --> 01:15:39,679
i'll send you this month's total income

2055
01:15:42,950 --> 01:15:41,280
which is like three hundred dollars if

2056
01:15:43,510 --> 01:15:42,960
you're that butt hurt over three hundred

2057
01:15:45,590 --> 01:15:43,520
dollars

2058
01:15:47,189 --> 01:15:45,600
you need it more than me i'll i'll send

2059
01:15:48,870 --> 01:15:47,199
it to you dude i don't give a [\h__\h] about

2060
01:15:50,470 --> 01:15:48,880
money that's the whole point it's about

2061
01:16:12,870 --> 01:15:50,480
the truth it's about getting the truth

2062
01:16:16,950 --> 01:16:15,430
that's it here here i'll mute you so

2063
01:16:19,910 --> 01:16:16,960
that i can say something

2064
01:16:22,390 --> 01:16:19,920
here's what i would say i said this

2065
01:16:23,910 --> 01:16:22,400
recently it's easy for me to to trash

2066
01:16:24,630 --> 01:16:23,920
talk people and tell you what i don't

2067
01:16:27,189 --> 01:16:24,640
believe

2068
01:16:28,310 --> 01:16:27,199
it's much more difficult to go explore

2069
01:16:31,110 --> 01:16:28,320
different topics

2070
01:16:33,030 --> 01:16:31,120
and try to tell you what i do believe

2071
01:16:34,870 --> 01:16:33,040
i'm finding that much more difficult

2072
01:16:36,470 --> 01:16:34,880
and if you don't like it i apologize if

2073
01:16:39,750 --> 01:16:36,480
you don't like a topic

2074
01:16:42,070 --> 01:16:39,760
whatever there you go i'm sorry to do

2075
01:16:45,030 --> 01:16:43,350
and you know people are saying that they

2076
01:16:47,030 --> 01:16:45,040
enjoy listening to her so whatever and i

2077
01:16:53,110 --> 01:16:47,040
did send cw channel a uh

2078
01:16:53,120 --> 01:16:58,229
people said let chain wrong

2079
01:17:02,550 --> 01:16:59,830
brandon is muted and i don't believe i

2080
01:17:04,470 --> 01:17:02,560
muted him oh

2081
01:17:07,030 --> 01:17:04,480
no i can't i can't really hear what's

2082
01:17:11,189 --> 01:17:07,040
going on can you guys hear me

2083
01:17:15,110 --> 01:17:13,270
all right well i think it's good that

2084
01:17:17,110 --> 01:17:15,120
we're talking number one

2085
01:17:18,390 --> 01:17:17,120
number two yeah i mean listen here's

2086
01:17:19,830 --> 01:17:18,400
what i think can't we just agree to

2087
01:17:22,709 --> 01:17:19,840
disagree

2088
01:17:25,430 --> 01:17:22,719
hey hey hey hey stop interrupting scam

2089
01:17:29,030 --> 01:17:25,440
again please

2090
01:17:31,110 --> 01:17:29,040
right so i'm sorry but uh

2091
01:17:32,470 --> 01:17:31,120
but seriously like stop interrupting

2092
01:17:34,070 --> 01:17:32,480
each other that's the big thing

2093
01:17:35,669 --> 01:17:34,080
like you guys keep interrupting each

2094
01:17:37,990 --> 01:17:35,679
other that's the big thing

2095
01:17:39,830 --> 01:17:38,000
and that's the only reason why you guys

2096
01:17:41,910 --> 01:17:39,840
need a moderator is because

2097
01:17:44,310 --> 01:17:41,920
you guys keep talking over each other

2098
01:17:47,350 --> 01:17:44,320
and i get it because i'm like that too

2099
01:17:51,590 --> 01:17:47,360
but you i just need to ch

2100
01:17:52,790 --> 01:17:51,600
joe and we're both on the same side here

2101
01:17:54,709 --> 01:17:52,800
you know what i'm saying like we're

2102
01:17:55,830 --> 01:17:54,719
really on the same side and in some ways

2103
01:17:57,510 --> 01:17:55,840
you know what i mean

2104
01:17:59,110 --> 01:17:57,520
i get both of the points i guess what

2105
01:18:01,830 --> 01:17:59,120
smoking is saying i've

2106
01:18:02,550 --> 01:18:01,840
met smoking a person he was he's the

2107
01:18:04,149 --> 01:18:02,560
coolest

2108
01:18:06,630 --> 01:18:04,159
dude he's like my brother you know what

2109
01:18:09,510 --> 01:18:06,640
i'm saying there's your channel is here

2110
01:18:11,110 --> 01:18:09,520
and like popping in you know i mean he's

2111
01:18:11,510 --> 01:18:11,120
like that and it's kim kind of like you

2112
01:18:14,630 --> 01:18:11,520
too

2113
01:18:16,470 --> 01:18:14,640
you know i mean like you're awesome

2114
01:18:18,070 --> 01:18:16,480
so there's no reason why this beef

2115
01:18:21,110 --> 01:18:18,080
should exist and

2116
01:18:22,310 --> 01:18:21,120
no i agree i agree i don't have anything

2117
01:18:28,229 --> 01:18:22,320
against anybody

2118
01:18:28,239 --> 01:18:32,310
that you should address

2119
01:18:35,830 --> 01:18:34,310
and i'm trying to but i can't if i can't

2120
01:18:37,750 --> 01:18:35,840
get a word in edgewise i don't mean it

2121
01:18:41,030 --> 01:18:37,760
in a religion but you know

2122
01:18:48,310 --> 01:18:41,040
all right here's

2123
01:18:52,550 --> 01:18:50,470
oh man are you gonna do this again this

2124
01:18:53,830 --> 01:18:52,560
is the second time cw chainer only came

2125
01:18:55,510 --> 01:18:53,840
on my show because he wanted to bust

2126
01:18:55,830 --> 01:18:55,520
somebody's balls that was on the show

2127
01:18:58,470 --> 01:18:55,840
right

2128
01:19:02,870 --> 01:18:58,480
somebody we're talking the big game

2129
01:19:05,990 --> 01:19:05,590
like uh like van damme and time hunter

2130
01:19:10,070 --> 01:19:06,000
ron

2131
01:19:14,070 --> 01:19:12,550
no hey you know what's going on that i

2132
01:19:15,590 --> 01:19:14,080
apologize you know this is impromptu and

2133
01:19:17,430 --> 01:19:15,600
they don't i don't have headphones so if

2134
01:19:18,709 --> 01:19:17,440
we start getting to a feedback issue no

2135
01:19:26,870 --> 01:19:18,719
i got your echo cancel

2136
01:19:30,550 --> 01:19:28,630
listen you know hey you know i just came

2137
01:19:32,149 --> 01:19:30,560
in here you know look i mean

2138
01:19:33,990 --> 01:19:32,159
i understand certain positions that are

2139
01:19:34,310 --> 01:19:34,000
going on i mean i think there's a lot of

2140
01:19:37,189 --> 01:19:34,320
like

2141
01:19:37,510 --> 01:19:37,199
absolutism regarding what is this you

2142
01:19:39,990 --> 01:19:37,520
know

2143
01:19:41,750 --> 01:19:40,000
whoa and and and the effects of the

2144
01:19:43,750 --> 01:19:41,760
negative effects and like having

2145
01:19:45,510 --> 01:19:43,760
you know walter boz i mean it's just

2146
01:19:47,270 --> 01:19:45,520
like i think that dude these are fair

2147
01:19:49,669 --> 01:19:47,280
debates to have

2148
01:19:50,470 --> 01:19:49,679
um but you know i don't know i don't

2149
01:19:53,189 --> 01:19:50,480
know if

2150
01:19:55,030 --> 01:19:53,199
if uh and you know and i you know i i

2151
01:19:56,310 --> 01:19:55,040
came out you know and you know me and

2152
01:19:59,669 --> 01:19:56,320
steven had you know

2153
01:20:01,590 --> 01:19:59,679
had our had our little soiree

2154
01:20:03,030 --> 01:20:01,600
in the era you know in the realm of

2155
01:20:04,870 --> 01:20:03,040
negativity

2156
01:20:06,310 --> 01:20:04,880
but i mean i'm really trying to avoid

2157
01:20:07,990 --> 01:20:06,320
that i really am i'm really trying to

2158
01:20:09,430 --> 01:20:08,000
avoid it

2159
01:20:11,030 --> 01:20:09,440
first of all i think everybody you know

2160
01:20:11,350 --> 01:20:11,040
just like hearing like and this is like

2161
01:20:13,030 --> 01:20:11,360
this

2162
01:20:14,390 --> 01:20:13,040
when cw champion tells you you got to

2163
01:20:24,070 --> 01:20:14,400
relax

2164
01:20:26,870 --> 01:20:25,510
if you think of this is that this is

2165
01:20:27,830 --> 01:20:26,880
these are people this is like us

2166
01:20:30,950 --> 01:20:27,840
gathered

2167
01:20:33,430 --> 01:20:30,960
campfire summer camp

2168
01:20:34,070 --> 01:20:33,440
none of this shit's world war three you

2169
01:20:36,870 --> 01:20:34,080
know

2170
01:20:38,310 --> 01:20:36,880
no one here is is is a cult leader with

2171
01:20:41,189 --> 01:20:38,320
you know leading a billion

2172
01:20:42,310 --> 01:20:41,199
followers into some sort of suicide

2173
01:20:43,990 --> 01:20:42,320
endeavor

2174
01:20:46,149 --> 01:20:44,000
so we got plenty of time and energy and

2175
01:20:46,550 --> 01:20:46,159
space to just like to hear each other

2176
01:20:49,830 --> 01:20:46,560
and to

2177
01:20:51,750 --> 01:20:49,840
be completely honest with you

2178
01:20:54,229 --> 01:20:51,760
you said a lot of like hard-line things

2179
01:20:55,590 --> 01:20:54,239
like if you know if someone's reading

2180
01:20:56,870 --> 01:20:55,600
tarot cards and they're gonna end up

2181
01:20:59,030 --> 01:20:56,880
telling people that

2182
01:21:00,070 --> 01:20:59,040
that tarot cards can cure them of cancer

2183
01:21:02,310 --> 01:21:00,080
it's just

2184
01:21:04,390 --> 01:21:02,320
you're taking a very hard-line position

2185
01:21:07,189 --> 01:21:04,400
on what is what constitutes will

2186
01:21:07,990 --> 01:21:07,199
i mean i'm not here i'm not here to to

2187
01:21:10,310 --> 01:21:08,000
you know to

2188
01:21:11,189 --> 01:21:10,320
to give you to give you hell but i'm

2189
01:21:13,030 --> 01:21:11,199
think i'm sitting here

2190
01:21:14,950 --> 01:21:13,040
literally thinking and going if smoke

2191
01:21:17,189 --> 01:21:14,960
kings if we take smoke king's

2192
01:21:19,830 --> 01:21:17,199
definitional criteria

2193
01:21:20,550 --> 01:21:19,840
to heart there's a lot of [\h__\h] that's

2194
01:21:24,149 --> 01:21:20,560
going

2195
01:21:25,110 --> 01:21:24,159
quote unquote woo that i don't know if

2196
01:21:27,030 --> 01:21:25,120
you know like you know

2197
01:21:28,149 --> 01:21:27,040
the work of the collected works of david

2198
01:21:29,990 --> 01:21:28,159
thoreau

2199
01:21:31,830 --> 01:21:30,000
are gonna are gonna end up being called

2200
01:21:34,709 --> 01:21:31,840
will you know there's like

2201
01:21:36,550 --> 01:21:34,719
you know there and that's not to say

2202
01:21:38,070 --> 01:21:36,560
that you know your position is wrong or

2203
01:21:39,990 --> 01:21:38,080
directly you can't have it or there's

2204
01:21:43,750 --> 01:21:40,000
not an argument to be had

2205
01:21:45,110 --> 01:21:43,760
but i i do think that um

2206
01:21:46,709 --> 01:21:45,120
that you know there's a fair amount we

2207
01:21:48,390 --> 01:21:46,719
know what we talk about when we talk

2208
01:21:50,629 --> 01:21:48,400
about this community people have come

2209
01:21:52,310 --> 01:21:50,639
in people have come out but we kind of

2210
01:21:54,310 --> 01:21:52,320
generally understand

2211
01:21:55,990 --> 01:21:54,320
but what i always felt that the general

2212
01:21:59,110 --> 01:21:56,000
kind of consensus and understanding

2213
01:22:00,790 --> 01:21:59,120
works was that people for the most part

2214
01:22:02,310 --> 01:22:00,800
that's why you see so many things like

2215
01:22:04,070 --> 01:22:02,320
tarot card readings

2216
01:22:06,070 --> 01:22:04,080
or people having communication with

2217
01:22:08,390 --> 01:22:06,080
people that are channelers

2218
01:22:11,110 --> 01:22:08,400
or people talking about roswell and

2219
01:22:13,590 --> 01:22:11,120
debates about you know the merit section

2220
01:22:14,629 --> 01:22:13,600
the existence of extraterrestrials is

2221
01:22:17,669 --> 01:22:14,639
that most people

2222
01:22:19,510 --> 01:22:17,679
in this community and and i obviously

2223
01:22:21,350 --> 01:22:19,520
can't speak for everyone no one's taken

2224
01:22:23,350 --> 01:22:21,360
up

2225
01:22:24,470 --> 01:22:23,360
but i get the sense that most people

2226
01:22:26,950 --> 01:22:24,480
kind of have like

2227
01:22:29,750 --> 01:22:26,960
their feet in two worlds that they're

2228
01:22:31,270 --> 01:22:29,760
absolutely interested in spirituality

2229
01:22:33,110 --> 01:22:31,280
they're absolutely interested in the

2230
01:22:34,790 --> 01:22:33,120
esoteric they're absolutely interested

2231
01:22:36,229 --> 01:22:34,800
in conspiracy theories and they think

2232
01:22:37,350 --> 01:22:36,239
that probably a lot of those

2233
01:22:38,870 --> 01:22:37,360
conspiracies

2234
01:22:40,390 --> 01:22:38,880
get blown out of proportion but a lot of

2235
01:22:43,350 --> 01:22:40,400
them are based on

2236
01:22:44,950 --> 01:22:43,360
you know certain truisms about you know

2237
01:22:48,310 --> 01:22:44,960
human history and and the

2238
01:22:55,669 --> 01:22:48,320
the behaviors of of the elites i love

2239
01:22:59,590 --> 01:22:57,590
so i think that people are kind of in

2240
01:23:01,510 --> 01:22:59,600
both worlds and and so

2241
01:23:03,750 --> 01:23:01,520
if if a lot of things that you're saying

2242
01:23:07,830 --> 01:23:03,760
about stephen's like transgressions is

2243
01:23:09,830 --> 01:23:07,840
that i gotta say that you know

2244
01:23:11,189 --> 01:23:09,840
taking the hard online approach that you

2245
01:23:13,270 --> 01:23:11,199
are but i don't think that that

2246
01:23:15,910 --> 01:23:13,280
necessarily means that you know

2247
01:23:16,790 --> 01:23:15,920
he's a dick and you know i i i've spoken

2248
01:23:18,629 --> 01:23:16,800
to people often

2249
01:23:20,550 --> 01:23:18,639
about this people's kind of general

2250
01:23:20,950 --> 01:23:20,560
attitudes are about you know what you

2251
01:23:25,510 --> 01:23:20,960
know

2252
01:23:28,629 --> 01:23:25,520
everything

2253
01:23:32,310 --> 01:23:28,639
and uh you know you know listen

2254
01:23:33,350 --> 01:23:32,320
you know i i've i've spoken about it and

2255
01:23:34,470 --> 01:23:33,360
i've i've

2256
01:23:35,990 --> 01:23:34,480
expressed my things but i'll be

2257
01:23:37,110 --> 01:23:36,000
completely honest you know my expression

2258
01:23:38,629 --> 01:23:37,120
was you know look

2259
01:23:39,990 --> 01:23:38,639
i have over fifteen thousand dollars

2260
01:23:41,430 --> 01:23:40,000
i've skinned in this [\h__\h] game and

2261
01:23:43,750 --> 01:23:41,440
i've got blood on the floor i got

2262
01:23:46,390 --> 01:23:43,760
fifteen thousand dollars

2263
01:23:46,870 --> 01:23:46,400
yeah frivolous lawsuit that came from

2264
01:23:50,550 --> 01:23:46,880
doing

2265
01:23:52,149 --> 01:23:50,560
[\h__\h] somebody put i'm going to put your

2266
01:23:54,629 --> 01:23:52,159
i'm going to put your patreon link on

2267
01:23:59,030 --> 01:23:54,639
there in the live chat

2268
01:24:03,750 --> 01:24:01,830
so i think and also listen like i really

2269
01:24:06,310 --> 01:24:03,760
was honest tonight like

2270
01:24:08,709 --> 01:24:06,320
i'm sorry i i really was trying to be

2271
01:24:11,430 --> 01:24:08,719
honest tonight and that i have a unique

2272
01:24:12,070 --> 01:24:11,440
i've got like a unique situation here

2273
01:24:14,149 --> 01:24:12,080
where

2274
01:24:15,990 --> 01:24:14,159
i really got to work at home you know do

2275
01:24:19,030 --> 01:24:16,000
i want to stuff envelopes or like

2276
01:24:19,910 --> 01:24:19,040
do help desk remotely or or do i want to

2277
01:24:21,990 --> 01:24:19,920
do this

2278
01:24:23,750 --> 01:24:22,000
right and then i'm sorry i rolled the

2279
01:24:26,310 --> 01:24:23,760
dice and said maybe i'll try doing this

2280
01:24:28,229 --> 01:24:26,320
and making taco bell wages and i didn't

2281
01:24:28,629 --> 01:24:28,239
think that anybody would begrudge me for

2282
01:24:30,950 --> 01:24:28,639
that

2283
01:24:32,709 --> 01:24:30,960
like it's not a lot of money it's like a

2284
01:24:34,950 --> 01:24:32,719
few hundred dollars a month you mean you

2285
01:24:37,189 --> 01:24:34,960
try living on that

2286
01:24:38,390 --> 01:24:37,199
it's not a lot and cw chair correctly

2287
01:24:40,390 --> 01:24:38,400
pointed out given

2288
01:24:41,669 --> 01:24:40,400
the things that we discussed it could be

2289
01:24:43,270 --> 01:24:41,679
a very short time before that

2290
01:24:55,750 --> 01:24:43,280
monetization is pulled

2291
01:24:55,760 --> 01:25:00,950
now there's silence okay

2292
01:25:04,310 --> 01:25:02,709
and i think that there's good there's

2293
01:25:07,910 --> 01:25:04,320
good points all around i mean

2294
01:25:10,950 --> 01:25:10,229
you know it is it is what it is but you

2295
01:25:13,510 --> 01:25:10,960
know i mean like i

2296
01:25:15,270 --> 01:25:13,520
like it's like um i would say this is

2297
01:25:18,550 --> 01:25:15,280
that

2298
01:25:19,750 --> 01:25:18,560
there there are quote questions when

2299
01:25:21,510 --> 01:25:19,760
people start doing these things

2300
01:25:23,030 --> 01:25:21,520
there's going to be be questions about

2301
01:25:26,070 --> 01:25:23,040
attacking and and

2302
01:25:27,590 --> 01:25:26,080
how and it is a slippery slope

2303
01:25:29,189 --> 01:25:27,600
i mean we talk about what ends up

2304
01:25:30,709 --> 01:25:29,199
happening here and it's like you know if

2305
01:25:31,750 --> 01:25:30,719
the person makes the calculation to go

2306
01:25:34,709 --> 01:25:31,760
down this road

2307
01:25:36,390 --> 01:25:34,719
and to monetize you know that's you know

2308
01:25:37,270 --> 01:25:36,400
their decision to make and they they got

2309
01:25:38,310 --> 01:25:37,280
to live with it

2310
01:25:39,350 --> 01:25:38,320
but there are there's going to be

2311
01:25:40,629 --> 01:25:39,360
blowback and there's going to be

2312
01:25:42,149 --> 01:25:40,639
questions asked is there going to be

2313
01:25:44,709 --> 01:25:42,159
problems

2314
01:25:46,470 --> 01:25:44,719
well i'm hearing anybody can come on

2315
01:25:54,470 --> 01:25:46,480
that there's merits on certain news

2316
01:25:56,709 --> 01:25:54,480
and that's both sides i disagree yeah

2317
01:25:58,629 --> 01:25:56,719
well you know i i i agree with you i

2318
01:26:03,910 --> 01:25:58,639
mean it is what it is i mean you know

2319
01:26:07,350 --> 01:26:05,590
because it's because it is look i mean

2320
01:26:09,350 --> 01:26:07,360
there's plenty of shows that started off

2321
01:26:12,390 --> 01:26:09,360
doing a different

2322
01:26:13,350 --> 01:26:12,400
thing and it you can you can lose

2323
01:26:16,070 --> 01:26:13,360
yourself without hiring

2324
01:26:16,629 --> 01:26:16,080
chats you know what i mean it's it's

2325
01:26:18,470 --> 01:26:16,639
just

2326
01:26:21,110 --> 01:26:18,480
you could start off having you know

2327
01:26:24,709 --> 01:26:22,950
question and exploring the issues that

2328
01:26:26,550 --> 01:26:24,719
you start monetizing and that before you

2329
01:26:27,750 --> 01:26:26,560
know it becomes beer stein and t-shirt

2330
01:26:29,270 --> 01:26:27,760
sales and

2331
01:26:30,950 --> 01:26:29,280
not much difference between that and

2332
01:26:32,550 --> 01:26:30,960
what what ends up getting hacked on

2333
01:26:35,030 --> 01:26:32,560
ancient

2334
01:26:36,310 --> 01:26:35,040
aliens but having said that as well you

2335
01:26:38,950 --> 01:26:36,320
know i think that the

2336
01:26:40,070 --> 01:26:38,960
the notion that every every touch upon

2337
01:26:42,229 --> 01:26:40,080
tarot cards or

2338
01:26:44,070 --> 01:26:42,239
divination or channeling or whatever

2339
01:26:46,629 --> 01:26:44,080
automatically makes someone implicit in

2340
01:26:48,709 --> 01:26:46,639
some sort of like

2341
01:26:50,470 --> 01:26:48,719
you know master con or some you know big

2342
01:26:51,830 --> 01:26:50,480
thing that's addition a person can i

2343
01:26:52,790 --> 01:26:51,840
don't i don't hold that because that's

2344
01:26:58,070 --> 01:26:52,800
the position

2345
01:27:01,669 --> 01:26:59,350
and this is just looking at the live

2346
01:27:04,550 --> 01:27:01,679
chat i'd argue that the majority of

2347
01:27:05,830 --> 01:27:04,560
people who ascribe to this general

2348
01:27:08,229 --> 01:27:05,840
community

2349
01:27:10,070 --> 01:27:08,239
you know aren't so absolutist in their

2350
01:27:12,229 --> 01:27:10,080
take on

2351
01:27:14,390 --> 01:27:12,239
what constitutes will or what the

2352
01:27:17,110 --> 01:27:14,400
effects of war tower or any stuff

2353
01:27:18,070 --> 01:27:17,120
now is as far as being you know implicit

2354
01:27:19,510 --> 01:27:18,080
in some sort of

2355
01:27:21,590 --> 01:27:19,520
you know real horrible thing that needs

2356
01:27:24,310 --> 01:27:21,600
to happen

2357
01:27:24,629 --> 01:27:24,320
i agree with you yeah i don't know

2358
01:27:26,070 --> 01:27:24,639
because

2359
01:27:27,350 --> 01:27:26,080
i think i've thought a lot you know when

2360
01:27:30,229 --> 01:27:27,360
we're talking about problems with things

2361
01:27:34,709 --> 01:27:30,239
like you know you're gonna get

2362
01:27:38,790 --> 01:27:37,030
breaking up for your cw psychology and

2363
01:27:39,990 --> 01:27:38,800
counseling that that touches upon these

2364
01:27:40,310 --> 01:27:40,000
things to talk about things like you

2365
01:27:42,470 --> 01:27:40,320
know

2366
01:27:43,430 --> 01:27:42,480
the transcendental power of forgiveness

2367
01:27:44,950 --> 01:27:43,440
and that's the point when i was

2368
01:27:47,270 --> 01:27:44,960
listening to smoke king i'm like okay

2369
01:27:50,629 --> 01:27:47,280
everything

2370
01:27:55,830 --> 01:27:50,639
that comes out of you know how the

2371
01:27:59,189 --> 01:27:57,430
because there's you know there's there's

2372
01:28:00,629 --> 01:27:59,199
a lot of this stuff that's based on

2373
01:28:04,790 --> 01:28:00,639
the acceptance or the belief in

2374
01:28:04,800 --> 01:28:09,910
not necessarily

2375
01:28:13,270 --> 01:28:12,550
yeah you keep breaking up now you mute

2376
01:28:17,990 --> 01:28:13,280
it yourself

2377
01:28:25,430 --> 01:28:21,350
uh it's not my bench i'll be right

2378
01:28:29,030 --> 01:28:25,440
back i'll blame cmw channel for this

2379
01:28:31,590 --> 01:28:29,040
shitty audio

2380
01:28:32,950 --> 01:28:31,600
yes thank you rylo 704 i'll take this

2381
01:28:34,550 --> 01:28:32,960
opportunity thank you for your kindness

2382
01:28:35,510 --> 01:28:34,560
generosity join the audience later i

2383
01:28:36,870 --> 01:28:35,520
wanted to let

2384
01:28:38,390 --> 01:28:36,880
all the fellow viewers know that you're

2385
01:28:39,510 --> 01:28:38,400
loved and you deserve to be loved god

2386
01:28:42,229 --> 01:28:39,520
bless you all

2387
01:28:48,149 --> 01:28:42,239
that's a beautiful sentiment thank you

2388
01:28:53,590 --> 01:28:51,669
yeah so uh you know as far as people

2389
01:28:56,550 --> 01:28:53,600
being able to ask me questions like

2390
01:28:59,350 --> 01:28:56,560
pretty open my dms are open

2391
01:29:00,629 --> 01:28:59,360
my uh you know you can uh you can come

2392
01:29:03,830 --> 01:29:00,639
in the live chat and ask

2393
01:29:05,830 --> 01:29:03,840
anything um you know and

2394
01:29:07,669 --> 01:29:05,840
i'll be happy to answer any questions if

2395
01:29:08,709 --> 01:29:07,679
you have problems or grievances or

2396
01:29:11,669 --> 01:29:08,719
concerns

2397
01:29:13,750 --> 01:29:11,679
you know and i get it like you know but

2398
01:29:15,830 --> 01:29:13,760
really i'm looking at this going i had a

2399
01:29:16,310 --> 01:29:15,840
tarot card reader and i had some guests

2400
01:29:19,510 --> 01:29:16,320
people

2401
01:29:21,350 --> 01:29:19,520
pre-existing

2402
01:29:23,030 --> 01:29:21,360
beef with a guest so of course they're

2403
01:29:24,709 --> 01:29:23,040
gonna not like that guest

2404
01:29:26,629 --> 01:29:24,719
i don't have a problem with walter

2405
01:29:28,070 --> 01:29:26,639
bosley some of those others

2406
01:29:29,590 --> 01:29:28,080
that are a little nutty that i

2407
01:29:30,950 --> 01:29:29,600
interviewed i didn't know that it was

2408
01:29:33,590 --> 01:29:30,960
going to go where it went

2409
01:29:35,990 --> 01:29:33,600
you know in one case i got sold the bill

2410
01:29:38,310 --> 01:29:36,000
of goods like somebody really

2411
01:29:40,229 --> 01:29:38,320
was calm and rational and said they had

2412
01:29:41,669 --> 01:29:40,239
this incredible story to tell and i

2413
01:29:44,149 --> 01:29:41,679
listened to a little bit of it and i

2414
01:29:49,110 --> 01:29:44,159
said let's roll with it and then it got

2415
01:29:52,790 --> 01:29:51,590
so i don't know uh brandon young and uh

2416
01:29:54,790 --> 01:29:52,800
i think cw is

2417
01:29:56,070 --> 01:29:54,800
bound out brandon young and smoking i

2418
01:29:57,669 --> 01:29:56,080
think and they're asking me if

2419
01:30:00,790 --> 01:29:57,679
smoke king's still here i think he is

2420
01:30:02,470 --> 01:30:00,800
maybe he's listening i don't know

2421
01:30:04,550 --> 01:30:02,480
i'm here i'm just listening to everybody

2422
01:30:07,910 --> 01:30:04,560
else and i was muted for a while i don't

2423
01:30:10,070 --> 01:30:07,920
know so i was just like whatever

2424
01:30:12,390 --> 01:30:10,080
no right here i basically i basically

2425
01:30:14,470 --> 01:30:12,400
had said what i had to say like i said

2426
01:30:16,070 --> 01:30:14,480
we we've just seen this trend and we

2427
01:30:18,870 --> 01:30:16,080
usually call these trends pretty right

2428
01:30:20,629 --> 01:30:18,880
on on our show and everything else so

2429
01:30:22,229 --> 01:30:20,639
what would it be fair to say that you

2430
01:30:24,390 --> 01:30:22,239
assumed that i was going to do

2431
01:30:26,229 --> 01:30:24,400
worse things next but you didn't give me

2432
01:30:28,390 --> 01:30:26,239
the opportunity to see if i would go

2433
01:30:31,590 --> 01:30:28,400
there before you started this stuff

2434
01:30:33,270 --> 01:30:31,600
because like i said if this has been

2435
01:30:34,629 --> 01:30:33,280
going on for a while stephen it's it's

2436
01:30:36,149 --> 01:30:34,639
happened with some shows like you said

2437
01:30:36,870 --> 01:30:36,159
you had some shows and like that and

2438
01:30:39,990 --> 01:30:36,880
we're like

2439
01:30:41,510 --> 01:30:40,000
why even though when it's going they

2440
01:30:44,470 --> 01:30:41,520
went a little crazy you were still you

2441
01:30:45,910 --> 01:30:44,480
were like you just went with it

2442
01:30:48,310 --> 01:30:45,920
what am i supposed to do when a guy

2443
01:30:50,390 --> 01:30:48,320
starts screaming about killing a ghost

2444
01:30:51,510 --> 01:30:50,400
you know like what would you have done i

2445
01:30:53,990 --> 01:30:51,520
was like

2446
01:30:55,510 --> 01:30:54,000
i didn't know what to say you know you

2447
01:30:57,030 --> 01:30:55,520
can out you can ask people questions

2448
01:30:57,350 --> 01:30:57,040
without being an [\h__\h] and [\h__\h] like

2449
01:31:01,510 --> 01:30:57,360
you're

2450
01:31:03,270 --> 01:31:01,520
interview and stuff like that

2451
01:31:04,550 --> 01:31:03,280
so it but it's like i said it's just

2452
01:31:05,110 --> 01:31:04,560
been happening for a while and

2453
01:31:07,830 --> 01:31:05,120
everything

2454
01:31:08,950 --> 01:31:07,840
and we just see a trend and then it just

2455
01:31:11,510 --> 01:31:08,960
and we're like

2456
01:31:12,709 --> 01:31:11,520
what is going on and so we've said it

2457
01:31:16,229 --> 01:31:12,719
before before

2458
01:31:18,070 --> 01:31:16,239
and i'm excited myself

2459
01:31:19,510 --> 01:31:18,080
we were like all right well you know

2460
01:31:22,070 --> 01:31:19,520
what i mean so we

2461
01:31:23,189 --> 01:31:22,080
we said something about it that's it you

2462
01:31:25,110 --> 01:31:23,199
know what i mean just like

2463
01:31:27,110 --> 01:31:25,120
when other people do shows and they say

2464
01:31:28,310 --> 01:31:27,120
something we say something about that

2465
01:31:31,669 --> 01:31:28,320
too

2466
01:31:33,189 --> 01:31:31,679
you know what i mean so

2467
01:31:35,430 --> 01:31:33,199
well you know i try to explain myself

2468
01:31:37,350 --> 01:31:35,440
that's all i can do like you know

2469
01:31:38,709 --> 01:31:37,360
we can agree to disagree but i think

2470
01:31:40,950 --> 01:31:38,719
that you're you were

2471
01:31:42,709 --> 01:31:40,960
making assumptions because i did a few

2472
01:31:43,590 --> 01:31:42,719
things you didn't like that suddenly i'm

2473
01:31:46,709 --> 01:31:43,600
going to be

2474
01:31:49,350 --> 01:31:46,719
you know selling 500 courses

2475
01:31:50,390 --> 01:31:49,360
or you know skype sessions or something

2476
01:31:52,629 --> 01:31:50,400
and you know

2477
01:31:54,149 --> 01:31:52,639
i'm going to continue to do the show i'm

2478
01:31:55,430 --> 01:31:54,159
going to get the best guess i can and

2479
01:31:57,270 --> 01:31:55,440
hope for the best some

2480
01:31:58,790 --> 01:31:57,280
listen some i'd be the first to admit

2481
01:31:59,189 --> 01:31:58,800
that some of those interviews are nutty

2482
01:32:01,350 --> 01:31:59,199
but

2483
01:32:02,390 --> 01:32:01,360
there's only so much you can control or

2484
01:32:04,950 --> 01:32:02,400
do

2485
01:32:05,830 --> 01:32:04,960
and uh it's a live show and i try to get

2486
01:32:07,590 --> 01:32:05,840
good guests

2487
01:32:09,430 --> 01:32:07,600
you know people really do like you can

2488
01:32:10,310 --> 01:32:09,440
ask people they like the interviews that

2489
01:32:13,910 --> 01:32:10,320
i do

2490
01:32:17,270 --> 01:32:15,590
we didn't say every interview sucks and

2491
01:32:18,790 --> 01:32:17,280
[\h__\h] like that again we like a lot of

2492
01:32:20,310 --> 01:32:18,800
stuff that you do but then it's

2493
01:32:22,870 --> 01:32:20,320
the stuff we're like wait a minute

2494
01:32:24,709 --> 01:32:22,880
what's going on the things that

2495
01:32:26,229 --> 01:32:24,719
you know what i mean and we're gonna say

2496
01:32:27,750 --> 01:32:26,239
that's what we do this is what we talk

2497
01:32:29,510 --> 01:32:27,760
about stephen you know this is what we

2498
01:32:30,870 --> 01:32:29,520
talk about when we see people doing

2499
01:32:32,629 --> 01:32:30,880
stuff similar to other people we're

2500
01:32:34,070 --> 01:32:32,639
gonna say something about it

2501
01:32:35,669 --> 01:32:34,080
you do the same thing when you see

2502
01:32:36,950 --> 01:32:35,679
somebody who pop on the scene is doing

2503
01:32:38,550 --> 01:32:36,960
stuff as other people are doing you're

2504
01:32:39,750 --> 01:32:38,560
gonna say something about it

2505
01:32:41,590 --> 01:32:39,760
you're gonna say when you see it

2506
01:32:42,790 --> 01:32:41,600
especially if it's within the community

2507
01:32:45,189 --> 01:32:42,800
and all of a sudden there's a change

2508
01:32:48,149 --> 01:32:45,199
going on and you're like wait a second

2509
01:32:49,830 --> 01:32:48,159
where's the truth going well you know i

2510
01:32:51,910 --> 01:32:49,840
don't really see that anything has

2511
01:32:54,470 --> 01:32:51,920
changed for the two weeks that i've

2512
01:32:56,229 --> 01:32:54,480
been able to take super chats again it's

2513
01:32:57,669 --> 01:32:56,239
it's long it's longer than two weeks

2514
01:32:59,270 --> 01:32:57,679
stephen you did you did

2515
01:33:01,270 --> 01:32:59,280
are you listening to what i'm saying to

2516
01:33:03,030 --> 01:33:01,280
you it's better than what you guys did

2517
01:33:04,950 --> 01:33:03,040
you guys didn't start all the smack

2518
01:33:06,070 --> 01:33:04,960
talking no we've said it we've said it

2519
01:33:10,229 --> 01:33:06,080
on our shows

2520
01:33:13,590 --> 01:33:11,830
it's come up other people have brought

2521
01:33:15,189 --> 01:33:13,600
it up people are bringing it up it's not

2522
01:33:16,550 --> 01:33:15,199
just us that'll bring it up if they want

2523
01:33:17,750 --> 01:33:16,560
to be quiet right now they could be

2524
01:33:19,510 --> 01:33:17,760
quiet right now

2525
01:33:21,830 --> 01:33:19,520
that's fine we got it in the chats and

2526
01:33:22,629 --> 01:33:21,840
stuff when people are on our shows

2527
01:33:23,990 --> 01:33:22,639
that's all i'm gonna

2528
01:33:25,110 --> 01:33:24,000
that's what i'm saying it's not just the

2529
01:33:25,910 --> 01:33:25,120
last two weeks since you've been

2530
01:33:28,070 --> 01:33:25,920
monetized

2531
01:33:29,270 --> 01:33:28,080
it's it's been oh it's been going on for

2532
01:33:30,149 --> 01:33:29,280
a little while where people have been

2533
01:33:33,270 --> 01:33:30,159
noticing that

2534
01:33:36,550 --> 01:33:33,280
this show has changed yeah well

2535
01:33:38,149 --> 01:33:36,560
so i understand people make and again

2536
01:33:40,629 --> 01:33:38,159
we could just keep our mouths shut and

2537
01:33:42,709 --> 01:33:40,639
be like oh no whatever

2538
01:33:44,709 --> 01:33:42,719
you know what i mean oh yeah great show

2539
01:33:47,110 --> 01:33:44,719
steven great show

2540
01:33:48,790 --> 01:33:47,120
whatever but no we got we see something

2541
01:33:49,590 --> 01:33:48,800
that's going on within the community

2542
01:33:52,310 --> 01:33:49,600
that we're all

2543
01:33:54,229 --> 01:33:52,320
here about we gotta say something about

2544
01:33:57,110 --> 01:33:54,239
it

2545
01:33:58,870 --> 01:33:57,120
yeah well you know like i said you know

2546
01:34:00,790 --> 01:33:58,880
smoking like friends can agree to

2547
01:34:02,790 --> 01:34:00,800
disagree they don't have to agree on

2548
01:34:05,030 --> 01:34:02,800
everything so like best friends

2549
01:34:06,629 --> 01:34:05,040
believe in some kind of crazy nonsense

2550
01:34:08,229 --> 01:34:06,639
that i think is garbage i have a close

2551
01:34:09,590 --> 01:34:08,239
friend that's a scientologist you know

2552
01:34:09,990 --> 01:34:09,600
how hard it is for me to keep my mouth

2553
01:34:12,229 --> 01:34:10,000
shut

2554
01:34:13,430 --> 01:34:12,239
again i just go well he believes we

2555
01:34:16,310 --> 01:34:13,440
don't i don't

2556
01:34:17,990 --> 01:34:16,320
we still like you we don't it's not a

2557
01:34:19,189 --> 01:34:18,000
personal thing against you yourself

2558
01:34:21,110 --> 01:34:19,199
we're just saying that the show and

2559
01:34:24,070 --> 01:34:21,120
everything that's been going on it's

2560
01:34:25,270 --> 01:34:24,080
changed it's kind of again it's

2561
01:34:27,030 --> 01:34:25,280
hypocritical you see

2562
01:34:28,870 --> 01:34:27,040
you you call out other people for doing

2563
01:34:30,629 --> 01:34:28,880
things and then you do similar things

2564
01:34:35,910 --> 01:34:30,639
and it's like what would it get what's

2565
01:34:39,669 --> 01:34:37,510
and then we go and do the same thing

2566
01:34:42,229 --> 01:34:39,679
i've never done the same thing of

2567
01:34:43,350 --> 01:34:42,239
anybody i was critical of i'm not

2568
01:34:49,830 --> 01:34:43,360
selling courses

2569
01:34:53,350 --> 01:34:51,510
i didn't say you're doing the same thing

2570
01:34:55,030 --> 01:34:53,360
you're doing something similar it's

2571
01:34:56,070 --> 01:34:55,040
similar tarot card readings it's just

2572
01:34:57,830 --> 01:34:56,080
like corey goodall

2573
01:34:59,590 --> 01:34:57,840
or david wilcock channeling [\h__\h]

2574
01:35:01,030 --> 01:34:59,600
aliens it's the same thing oh i'm

2575
01:35:02,470 --> 01:35:01,040
channeling this alien i'm getting a

2576
01:35:03,990 --> 01:35:02,480
message right now and it's telling me

2577
01:35:05,750 --> 01:35:04,000
that you're going to get a job next week

2578
01:35:08,709 --> 01:35:05,760
and everything is going to be okay

2579
01:35:09,750 --> 01:35:08,719
it's the same do you realize that i

2580
01:35:11,990 --> 01:35:09,760
cannot

2581
01:35:13,350 --> 01:35:12,000
you you can choose to do your show your

2582
01:35:15,750 --> 01:35:13,360
way right

2583
01:35:17,669 --> 01:35:15,760
and i will never fault you for that i

2584
01:35:21,350 --> 01:35:17,679
chose to say

2585
01:35:22,709 --> 01:35:21,360
somebody like you that's in this

2586
01:35:24,149 --> 01:35:22,719
community to call me out for being a

2587
01:35:26,390 --> 01:35:24,159
hypocrite and doing something i

2588
01:35:28,070 --> 01:35:26,400
call everybody else for doing yeah but

2589
01:35:29,750 --> 01:35:28,080
here's the thing the same thing so then

2590
01:35:31,830 --> 01:35:29,760
you should respect david wilcock for

2591
01:35:34,629 --> 01:35:31,840
what he does on his show then

2592
01:35:36,310 --> 01:35:34,639
yeah that's too far fact very good or

2593
01:35:36,709 --> 01:35:36,320
all these other people that do similar

2594
01:35:38,709 --> 01:35:36,719
things

2595
01:35:40,870 --> 01:35:38,719
i think it's apples and artists but you

2596
01:35:42,470 --> 01:35:40,880
do similar things

2597
01:35:44,310 --> 01:35:42,480
similar things tarot cards that's what i

2598
01:35:45,750 --> 01:35:44,320
did it's similar yeah it's the same

2599
01:35:46,629 --> 01:35:45,760
thing as somebody channeling a [\h__\h]

2600
01:35:49,270 --> 01:35:46,639
other bean and saying

2601
01:35:51,109 --> 01:35:49,280
oh everything's gonna be okay everybody

2602
01:35:52,950 --> 01:35:51,119
i know bad it's bad right now it's the

2603
01:35:54,550 --> 01:35:52,960
same thing i'm talking to blue chickens

2604
01:35:57,109 --> 01:35:54,560
and they're telling me messages well

2605
01:35:58,390 --> 01:35:57,119
oh this girl she was like oh she's like

2606
01:35:59,830 --> 01:35:58,400
because she does it different than other

2607
01:36:01,189 --> 01:35:59,840
people the cards it's different she's

2608
01:36:01,750 --> 01:36:01,199
getting messages and she's telling

2609
01:36:03,990 --> 01:36:01,760
people

2610
01:36:05,830 --> 01:36:04,000
and i know she really loves me right now

2611
01:36:07,189 --> 01:36:05,840
and i really love to see which

2612
01:36:08,870 --> 01:36:07,199
i'd really like to know what somebody

2613
01:36:11,430 --> 01:36:08,880
like her would do to me i mean she

2614
01:36:12,950 --> 01:36:11,440
seems like such a nice person but i

2615
01:36:14,149 --> 01:36:12,960
would say this stuff to your face

2616
01:36:16,229 --> 01:36:14,159
and what would you do to me would you

2617
01:36:16,709 --> 01:36:16,239
get violent then would you get violent

2618
01:36:19,430 --> 01:36:16,719
with me

2619
01:36:19,830 --> 01:36:19,440
miss tarot card reader that's really

2620
01:36:23,030 --> 01:36:19,840
that's

2621
01:36:24,390 --> 01:36:23,040
not go there you know

2622
01:36:26,550 --> 01:36:24,400
well that's what you're saying this is

2623
01:36:28,390 --> 01:36:26,560
important here's an important part

2624
01:36:29,750 --> 01:36:28,400
to her face so what does she mean by

2625
01:36:31,350 --> 01:36:29,760
that that's the type of people these

2626
01:36:32,950 --> 01:36:31,360
people are

2627
01:36:34,550 --> 01:36:32,960
yeah well you know she's getting that

2628
01:36:35,669 --> 01:36:34,560
mad she's gone what she's gonna get mad

2629
01:36:37,030 --> 01:36:35,679
she's gonna hit me what are you gonna

2630
01:36:38,229 --> 01:36:37,040
hit me because i'm telling you that what

2631
01:36:39,990 --> 01:36:38,239
you do is woo

2632
01:36:41,669 --> 01:36:40,000
you're conning people you're gripping

2633
01:36:44,310 --> 01:36:41,679
daddy's got no shirt

2634
01:36:46,310 --> 01:36:44,320
listen i i was done i was off i got

2635
01:36:48,550 --> 01:36:46,320
relaxed

2636
01:36:50,229 --> 01:36:48,560
yeah me too i'm gonna get my shirt off

2637
01:36:52,950 --> 01:36:50,239
if you don't want to see that

2638
01:36:54,709 --> 01:36:52,960
listen at this point with me you know to

2639
01:36:56,070 --> 01:36:54,719
be we've already crossed the rubicon

2640
01:36:57,830 --> 01:36:56,080
i've been with my shirt off so many

2641
01:37:00,950 --> 01:36:57,840
times last few videos

2642
01:37:03,430 --> 01:37:00,960
i think it's a thing yo what

2643
01:37:04,550 --> 01:37:03,440
tarot cards are the same as chandler

2644
01:37:06,550 --> 01:37:04,560
that are the same as what

2645
01:37:08,229 --> 01:37:06,560
it's it's similar [\h__\h] it's similar [\h__\h]

2646
01:37:09,910 --> 01:37:08,239
you're telling people a [\h__\h] story

2647
01:37:11,109 --> 01:37:09,920
just like somebody chant on it's telling

2648
01:37:12,709 --> 01:37:11,119
a [\h__\h] story

2649
01:37:14,550 --> 01:37:12,719
you know but i have a feeling that if i

2650
01:37:17,669 --> 01:37:14,560
didn't have a tarot card reader

2651
01:37:18,550 --> 01:37:17,679
it would just be like you know all kinds

2652
01:37:19,830 --> 01:37:18,560
of crazy [\h__\h]

2653
01:37:21,189 --> 01:37:19,840
it's the same thing as somebody's

2654
01:37:22,390 --> 01:37:21,199
talking to an alien oh i'm talking to

2655
01:37:23,990 --> 01:37:22,400
this alien they're telling me that your

2656
01:37:25,350 --> 01:37:24,000
kids are going to be okay

2657
01:37:27,109 --> 01:37:25,360
what are you talking about i don't even

2658
01:37:29,109 --> 01:37:27,119
have it's the same at a time

2659
01:37:30,149 --> 01:37:29,119
one of the times it's the same thing

2660
01:37:33,270 --> 01:37:30,159
listen

2661
01:37:36,470 --> 01:37:33,280
no it's not the same thing because

2662
01:37:37,830 --> 01:37:36,480
like i said your absolute disposition is

2663
01:37:41,350 --> 01:37:37,840
is not good it's not

2664
01:37:44,070 --> 01:37:41,360
is not tenable because things like truth

2665
01:37:45,430 --> 01:37:44,080
the concepts like truth justice and the

2666
01:37:48,870 --> 01:37:45,440
the integrity

2667
01:37:50,229 --> 01:37:48,880
of of keeping things authentic grounded

2668
01:37:51,189 --> 01:37:50,239
and real that it seems that your

2669
01:37:54,709 --> 01:37:51,199
position is

2670
01:37:55,830 --> 01:37:54,719
is based upon there's no you can't touch

2671
01:37:58,629 --> 01:37:55,840
those things you can't

2672
01:37:59,510 --> 01:37:58,639
touch truth or justice you can't touch

2673
01:38:01,310 --> 01:37:59,520
liberty

2674
01:38:03,669 --> 01:38:01,320
so there's a group of people called

2675
01:38:04,950 --> 01:38:03,679
objectivists it's a school of philosophy

2676
01:38:08,629 --> 01:38:04,960
founded by a woman named

2677
01:38:11,109 --> 01:38:08,639
anne rand okay and they think the

2678
01:38:12,149 --> 01:38:11,119
teachings of jesus the teachings of the

2679
01:38:14,390 --> 01:38:12,159
golden rule

2680
01:38:15,990 --> 01:38:14,400
are [\h__\h] for the same reasons that

2681
01:38:17,430 --> 01:38:16,000
it seems like you're articulating that

2682
01:38:18,390 --> 01:38:17,440
tarot cards are the same thing as

2683
01:38:19,830 --> 01:38:18,400
channeling

2684
01:38:21,830 --> 01:38:19,840
if you can't touch it if it's not

2685
01:38:24,070 --> 01:38:21,840
objectively real

2686
01:38:25,750 --> 01:38:24,080
it's it's a nonsense philosophy that's

2687
01:38:27,109 --> 01:38:25,760
been fostered upon people to take

2688
01:38:30,070 --> 01:38:27,119
advantage of them

2689
01:38:31,910 --> 01:38:30,080
a person can have that position but it's

2690
01:38:33,030 --> 01:38:31,920
not the majority position of the people

2691
01:38:34,790 --> 01:38:33,040
in this community

2692
01:38:36,149 --> 01:38:34,800
the majority position of people in this

2693
01:38:39,510 --> 01:38:36,159
community is not that

2694
01:38:41,910 --> 01:38:39,520
if you do anything that is based on a

2695
01:38:44,950 --> 01:38:41,920
practice of spirituality or faith or an

2696
01:38:47,590 --> 01:38:44,960
exploration even just a pure exploration

2697
01:38:48,629 --> 01:38:47,600
of the esoteric that you're engaged in

2698
01:38:51,109 --> 01:38:48,639
the same practices

2699
01:38:51,990 --> 01:38:51,119
as corey good or david wilcox i think

2700
01:38:55,750 --> 01:38:52,000
that that's

2701
01:38:59,109 --> 01:38:55,760
honest

2702
01:39:00,709 --> 01:38:59,119
i think that's an absurd absurd position

2703
01:39:02,310 --> 01:39:00,719
i listened to the stream i heard what

2704
01:39:04,229 --> 01:39:02,320
she was saying she was saying stuff

2705
01:39:06,390 --> 01:39:04,239
that's just as crazy as what corey good

2706
01:39:09,590 --> 01:39:06,400
and david wilcox say

2707
01:39:10,950 --> 01:39:09,600
well look it just might be just as crazy

2708
01:39:12,550 --> 01:39:10,960
so that's what that's what the whole

2709
01:39:14,070 --> 01:39:12,560
thing was i'm like okay because you i

2710
01:39:15,669 --> 01:39:14,080
know you do tarot cards some people do

2711
01:39:17,189 --> 01:39:15,679
carry cards you guys want to do tara

2712
01:39:18,470 --> 01:39:17,199
but some of the stuff she was saying was

2713
01:39:21,590 --> 01:39:18,480
a little bit more than tarot she was

2714
01:39:23,109 --> 01:39:21,600
talking all kinds of and i'm like

2715
01:39:24,950 --> 01:39:23,119
i'm not the only one i know people are

2716
01:39:28,070 --> 01:39:24,960
being quiet and stuff that's okay

2717
01:39:28,950 --> 01:39:28,080
again but there's other people that were

2718
01:39:31,189 --> 01:39:28,960
saying did you

2719
01:39:32,149 --> 01:39:31,199
what the heck is going on here you know

2720
01:39:34,310 --> 01:39:32,159
what i mean and that's

2721
01:39:36,390 --> 01:39:34,320
the whole point it was it was more than

2722
01:39:38,070 --> 01:39:36,400
tarot cards it gets a little bit goes a

2723
01:39:39,990 --> 01:39:38,080
little bit more it starts to go

2724
01:39:41,590 --> 01:39:40,000
more than up here's this card right here

2725
01:39:43,750 --> 01:39:41,600
and blah blah blah blah

2726
01:39:45,270 --> 01:39:43,760
and it starts to go a little and it gets

2727
01:39:47,910 --> 01:39:45,280
a little blue and i'm like about

2728
01:39:49,350 --> 01:39:47,920
what channel am i watching here and i'm

2729
01:39:50,629 --> 01:39:49,360
not again i'm not the only one that's

2730
01:39:52,550 --> 01:39:50,639
saying this and seeing that that's

2731
01:39:53,669 --> 01:39:52,560
just changing everything like that you

2732
01:39:56,229 --> 01:39:53,679
know what i mean again it's

2733
01:39:57,590 --> 01:39:56,239
just another form of who's who's fueling

2734
01:39:59,669 --> 01:39:57,600
knows who's feeling it

2735
01:40:01,350 --> 01:39:59,679
nobody told me that until you guys sort

2736
01:40:02,950 --> 01:40:01,360
of put me on blast

2737
01:40:05,270 --> 01:40:02,960
suddenly i'm a sellout because it got

2738
01:40:07,109 --> 01:40:05,280
monetized and you guys are putting me on

2739
01:40:08,790 --> 01:40:07,119
blast and now you got all these phantom

2740
01:40:10,550 --> 01:40:08,800
people that are agreeing with you that

2741
01:40:12,550 --> 01:40:10,560
aren't here right now to say

2742
01:40:13,830 --> 01:40:12,560
that they agree with you you know it's

2743
01:40:15,669 --> 01:40:13,840
it's just go

2744
01:40:17,270 --> 01:40:15,679
just go and read the live chat just

2745
01:40:18,390 --> 01:40:17,280
watch our shows again we've been saying

2746
01:40:19,590 --> 01:40:18,400
this for a while

2747
01:40:21,590 --> 01:40:19,600
do you know anything about group

2748
01:40:23,189 --> 01:40:21,600
dynamics you know of course if you're

2749
01:40:24,950 --> 01:40:23,199
sitting on a stream trashing me

2750
01:40:27,590 --> 01:40:24,960
your audience is going to probably agree

2751
01:40:30,870 --> 01:40:27,600
with you based on group dynamics alone

2752
01:40:32,629 --> 01:40:30,880
but they're not saying that to my face

2753
01:40:35,270 --> 01:40:32,639
one person reached out to me and they

2754
01:40:35,990 --> 01:40:35,280
said i'm sorry that you two are having a

2755
01:40:37,669 --> 01:40:36,000
problem because

2756
01:40:44,149 --> 01:40:37,679
i like you both i wish you would work it

2757
01:40:48,229 --> 01:40:46,070
if i may gentlemen you know look there's

2758
01:40:49,350 --> 01:40:48,239
there's when emotions go up and it

2759
01:40:52,229 --> 01:40:49,360
becomes you know

2760
01:40:53,990 --> 01:40:52,239
personal you know we we lose sight of of

2761
01:40:55,350 --> 01:40:54,000
of the concept and ideas that we're

2762
01:40:57,189 --> 01:40:55,360
trying to hash out

2763
01:40:58,629 --> 01:40:57,199
and i'll say smoking what you just

2764
01:41:02,070 --> 01:40:58,639
articulated is

2765
01:41:03,830 --> 01:41:02,080
is a is a much more nuanced position

2766
01:41:06,629 --> 01:41:03,840
before you're saying tarot cards equals

2767
01:41:08,310 --> 01:41:06,639
this and now we've got it nailed down to

2768
01:41:11,430 --> 01:41:08,320
there's an instance of a particular

2769
01:41:12,790 --> 01:41:11,440
tower card reader who is engaged in

2770
01:41:14,229 --> 01:41:12,800
attitudes and basically and i think

2771
01:41:15,990 --> 01:41:14,239
that's blue too i'm just saying the

2772
01:41:17,189 --> 01:41:16,000
level the way she would go she's talking

2773
01:41:20,470 --> 01:41:17,199
about all kinds of stuff

2774
01:41:22,149 --> 01:41:20,480
outside of of one thing you know what i

2775
01:41:23,510 --> 01:41:22,159
mean so i was like this is going way

2776
01:41:24,950 --> 01:41:23,520
beyond like just what you

2777
01:41:26,310 --> 01:41:24,960
do and because i don't watch your [\h__\h]

2778
01:41:26,790 --> 01:41:26,320
your tarot card show do you know that

2779
01:41:28,149 --> 01:41:26,800
we've said

2780
01:41:29,830 --> 01:41:28,159
stuff to you about your tarot cards and

2781
01:41:30,709 --> 01:41:29,840
stuff in the past we tell robin it's woo

2782
01:41:33,590 --> 01:41:30,719
too

2783
01:41:33,990 --> 01:41:33,600
you know what i mean but this this this

2784
01:41:37,109 --> 01:41:34,000
girl

2785
01:41:37,119 --> 01:41:42,229
that's a position

2786
01:41:47,430 --> 01:41:45,270
you're breaking up cw so so look i mean

2787
01:41:48,950 --> 01:41:47,440
and and my understanding is it's our

2788
01:41:50,149 --> 01:41:48,960
show is that there was people back in

2789
01:41:53,189 --> 01:41:50,159
the launch and

2790
01:41:53,510 --> 01:41:53,199
and so the question then becomes is is

2791
01:41:57,669 --> 01:41:53,520
where

2792
01:41:58,709 --> 01:41:57,679
we think stephen's obligations are

2793
01:42:03,270 --> 01:41:58,719
regarding

2794
01:42:04,870 --> 01:42:03,280
the we're just saying what we're saying

2795
01:42:06,070 --> 01:42:04,880
i'm not telling you don't do it if you

2796
01:42:06,709 --> 01:42:06,080
want to do that and that's what you're

2797
01:42:08,149 --> 01:42:06,719
going to do

2798
01:42:11,750 --> 01:42:08,159
this is the opinion people are going to

2799
01:42:13,590 --> 01:42:11,760
have that's it that's all we're saying

2800
01:42:14,790 --> 01:42:13,600
you don't have to like it either stephen

2801
01:42:23,669 --> 01:42:14,800
it does you know what i mean

2802
01:42:27,189 --> 01:42:26,470
i'm totally relaxed man we could we can

2803
01:42:29,109 --> 01:42:27,199
talk about this

2804
01:42:32,790 --> 01:42:29,119
and we can have a discussion about these

2805
01:42:35,830 --> 01:42:34,070
you know what i mean and it's a

2806
01:42:37,350 --> 01:42:35,840
worthwhile discussion to have first of

2807
01:42:37,750 --> 01:42:37,360
all you can't speak for everyone so it's

2808
01:42:39,030 --> 01:42:37,760
not

2809
01:42:44,149 --> 01:42:39,040
everybody's going to do this or

2810
01:42:49,350 --> 01:42:47,109
in contemplation i could see how some of

2811
01:42:51,590 --> 01:42:49,360
my comments tonight may have been like

2812
01:42:54,149 --> 01:42:51,600
that majority of people in the audience

2813
01:42:57,910 --> 01:42:54,159
hold that you stronger or too hard line

2814
01:43:01,189 --> 01:42:59,990
to make their own decisions and there

2815
01:43:03,350 --> 01:43:01,199
could be a debate in these things but

2816
01:43:04,709 --> 01:43:03,360
maybe it just may be the case

2817
01:43:05,990 --> 01:43:04,719
that when we're out debate we could have

2818
01:43:06,709 --> 01:43:06,000
we'd be better served by having the

2819
01:43:08,629 --> 01:43:06,719
debate

2820
01:43:09,990 --> 01:43:08,639
about the concepts and the things rather

2821
01:43:12,149 --> 01:43:10,000
than you know

2822
01:43:13,510 --> 01:43:12,159
the dudes and the dudettes you know i

2823
01:43:14,629 --> 01:43:13,520
play but that's that's that

2824
01:43:16,229 --> 01:43:14,639
i can articulate and that's coming from

2825
01:43:17,189 --> 01:43:16,239
cw champion so maybe i'm just a [\h__\h]

2826
01:43:21,669 --> 01:43:17,199
hypocrite

2827
01:43:24,229 --> 01:43:23,109
it's hard to understand everything you

2828
01:43:25,669 --> 01:43:24,239
just said because you're breaking up a

2829
01:43:28,070 --> 01:43:25,679
lot of cw

2830
01:43:30,229 --> 01:43:28,080
yeah i got the most i got this i got i

2831
01:43:33,750 --> 01:43:30,239
think i got the most of it but

2832
01:43:36,629 --> 01:43:35,030
no you know what i would say though

2833
01:43:37,109 --> 01:43:36,639
smoking and i think this is important is

2834
01:43:38,790 --> 01:43:37,119
that go

2835
01:43:42,390 --> 01:43:38,800
going forward you know if you have a

2836
01:43:45,669 --> 01:43:43,990
i'm sorry i was going to say that you

2837
01:43:48,310 --> 01:43:45,679
know if you have any grievances

2838
01:43:50,149 --> 01:43:48,320
problems whatever you know i'm an open

2839
01:43:51,669 --> 01:43:50,159
book i'll give you my cell phone and you

2840
01:43:52,629 --> 01:43:51,679
can talk to me or you can come on the

2841
01:43:55,350 --> 01:43:52,639
show

2842
01:43:57,189 --> 01:43:55,360
and and whatever like it's okay so get

2843
01:44:00,310 --> 01:43:57,199
nasty though it doesn't have to get like

2844
01:44:01,030 --> 01:44:00,320
nasty and like personal like we weren't

2845
01:44:02,149 --> 01:44:01,040
nasty

2846
01:44:03,750 --> 01:44:02,159
we didn't we didn't say you're an

2847
01:44:04,950 --> 01:44:03,760
[\h__\h] we didn't say you're you guys

2848
01:44:08,709 --> 01:44:04,960
are on your stream

2849
01:44:11,590 --> 01:44:08,719
laughing joking and busting my balls for

2850
01:44:12,149 --> 01:44:11,600
hours but it's not that's not nasty or

2851
01:44:13,750 --> 01:44:12,159
personal

2852
01:44:15,030 --> 01:44:13,760
yeah dude we didn't call you any the

2853
01:44:15,669 --> 01:44:15,040
only thing we said you were a hypocrite

2854
01:44:21,189 --> 01:44:15,679
we'd be you're

2855
01:44:23,030 --> 01:44:21,199
you're being hypocritical that's it

2856
01:44:24,709 --> 01:44:23,040
so before i say something about you on

2857
01:44:25,510 --> 01:44:24,719
my stream about what you might be doing

2858
01:44:30,310 --> 01:44:25,520
that i

2859
01:44:32,870 --> 01:44:30,320
to dm you and okay with it so do you dm

2860
01:44:35,750 --> 01:44:32,880
i didn't say that but but it would be

2861
01:44:39,030 --> 01:44:37,430
do you reach out to david wilcock before

2862
01:44:41,430 --> 01:44:39,040
you do a stream about him

2863
01:44:43,030 --> 01:44:41,440
no no okay so that's my point that's the

2864
01:44:45,109 --> 01:44:43,040
hypocriticalness of it

2865
01:44:46,870 --> 01:44:45,119
you want us to be like this but it's you

2866
01:44:48,950 --> 01:44:46,880
don't do it when you want to knock it

2867
01:44:50,790 --> 01:44:48,960
personal and argumentative over

2868
01:44:52,310 --> 01:44:50,800
like what and again it's nothing

2869
01:44:52,870 --> 01:44:52,320
personal against you it's against the

2870
01:44:54,310 --> 01:44:52,880
woo

2871
01:44:55,910 --> 01:44:54,320
it's against the [\h__\h] it's against

2872
01:44:57,990 --> 01:44:55,920
all the stuff that we talk about

2873
01:44:59,750 --> 01:44:58,000
that is about in this community that we

2874
01:45:03,910 --> 01:44:59,760
see just starting to happen we're not

2875
01:45:08,310 --> 01:45:07,109
you know what i mean that's it and if we

2876
01:45:09,590 --> 01:45:08,320
want to say that we're going to say it

2877
01:45:11,109 --> 01:45:09,600
if you want to talk [\h__\h] about it

2878
01:45:11,590 --> 01:45:11,119
afterwards go ahead and do it that's

2879
01:45:13,270 --> 01:45:11,600
fine

2880
01:45:16,550 --> 01:45:13,280
no you know i think you've occupied

2881
01:45:19,910 --> 01:45:16,560
enough of my time smoking i really do

2882
01:45:22,070 --> 01:45:19,920
you know i mean that that's that's it

2883
01:45:24,310 --> 01:45:22,080
okay well you know look i guess we'll

2884
01:45:25,910 --> 01:45:24,320
just end it as agreeing to disagree

2885
01:45:27,750 --> 01:45:25,920
i don't think that my show is going to

2886
01:45:29,669 --> 01:45:27,760
change very much i

2887
01:45:31,030 --> 01:45:29,679
didn't say it had to you don't have to

2888
01:45:32,470 --> 01:45:31,040
change your children

2889
01:45:34,070 --> 01:45:32,480
i'm not doing this so that you change

2890
01:45:35,750 --> 01:45:34,080
your show you can keep

2891
01:45:37,750 --> 01:45:35,760
doing what you want to do that's fine

2892
01:45:38,390 --> 01:45:37,760
and i and if i if i disagree with what's

2893
01:45:39,830 --> 01:45:38,400
going on

2894
01:45:41,830 --> 01:45:39,840
in the show or something and i just

2895
01:45:43,910 --> 01:45:41,840
cause you're the arbiter

2896
01:45:45,590 --> 01:45:43,920
you're the arbiter of what people should

2897
01:45:46,229 --> 01:45:45,600
be doing or not you're the judge and

2898
01:45:48,470 --> 01:45:46,239
jury

2899
01:45:50,470 --> 01:45:48,480
right i mean but you are too you do the

2900
01:45:52,229 --> 01:45:50,480
same thing to other people now when it's

2901
01:45:55,109 --> 01:45:52,239
happening to you you don't call me a

2902
01:45:58,709 --> 01:45:55,119
greedy hypocrite who hosts liars that's

2903
01:46:01,109 --> 01:45:58,719
absolutely that is personal

2904
01:46:02,870 --> 01:46:01,119
okay but you do the same thing to them

2905
01:46:03,750 --> 01:46:02,880
why is it okay when you do it to them

2906
01:46:06,790 --> 01:46:03,760
but when it happened

2907
01:46:08,390 --> 01:46:06,800
to you thousand fifteen hundred dollar

2908
01:46:10,229 --> 01:46:08,400
course it doesn't have to open a star

2909
01:46:18,070 --> 01:46:10,239
gate you're saying i'm doing the same

2910
01:46:21,189 --> 01:46:19,590
which i haven't done yet you're

2911
01:46:22,310 --> 01:46:21,199
convicting me for doing something i

2912
01:46:24,709 --> 01:46:22,320
didn't do yet

2913
01:46:25,590 --> 01:46:24,719
you didn't your card reader and i had a

2914
01:46:28,790 --> 01:46:25,600
few guests you

2915
01:46:29,590 --> 01:46:28,800
disagreed with out of thousands okay i

2916
01:46:32,070 --> 01:46:29,600
interviewed

2917
01:46:33,270 --> 01:46:32,080
and you just yes that they have and you

2918
01:46:34,950 --> 01:46:33,280
do entire shows too

2919
01:46:36,310 --> 01:46:34,960
so what's the point you do the same

2920
01:46:38,629 --> 01:46:36,320
thing it's the same thing

2921
01:46:40,070 --> 01:46:38,639
you're just upset because it's you just

2922
01:46:41,510 --> 01:46:40,080
like zen

2923
01:46:44,149 --> 01:46:41,520
you just upset because somebody's

2924
01:46:46,470 --> 01:46:44,159
calling you out on your [\h__\h] too

2925
01:46:48,070 --> 01:46:46,480
okay well you know like i said i think

2926
01:46:49,350 --> 01:46:48,080
we're just at an impasse and we'll agree

2927
01:46:52,950 --> 01:46:49,360
to disagree

2928
01:46:53,590 --> 01:46:52,960
i i i i disagree with you and uh you

2929
01:46:55,669 --> 01:46:53,600
know if you

2930
01:46:56,870 --> 01:46:55,679
and that's another issue if you you know

2931
01:46:58,550 --> 01:46:56,880
great good for you guys

2932
01:47:00,229 --> 01:46:58,560
you had all these chances to make money

2933
01:47:02,709 --> 01:47:00,239
and you turned it down

2934
01:47:04,470 --> 01:47:02,719
that's your personal decision i chose to

2935
01:47:07,669 --> 01:47:04,480
take the super chats but not that

2936
01:47:09,430 --> 01:47:07,679
youtube ads and if you guys had turned

2937
01:47:11,669 --> 01:47:09,440
turn your super chats on tomorrow

2938
01:47:13,189 --> 01:47:11,679
i wouldn't go and say you're selling out

2939
01:47:14,550 --> 01:47:13,199
i would be happy for you maybe you'll

2940
01:47:15,990 --> 01:47:14,560
get a couple of bucks to do some things

2941
01:47:17,590 --> 01:47:16,000
you want to do with your show good for

2942
01:47:19,350 --> 01:47:17,600
you

2943
01:47:21,030 --> 01:47:19,360
no we had super chats we gave it all

2944
01:47:22,550 --> 01:47:21,040
back to the to the community we bought

2945
01:47:24,390 --> 01:47:22,560
shirts for everybody and sent them out

2946
01:47:26,629 --> 01:47:24,400
over everybody all around the world

2947
01:47:27,750 --> 01:47:26,639
well good you know that's what you chose

2948
01:47:29,830 --> 01:47:27,760
to do

2949
01:47:32,470 --> 01:47:29,840
most of the money here has gone forward

2950
01:47:35,830 --> 01:47:34,310
i said it earlier you even said i'm

2951
01:47:37,830 --> 01:47:35,840
doing these tarot card shows because the

2952
01:47:39,590 --> 01:47:37,840
patreon donors and stuff like it

2953
01:47:41,270 --> 01:47:39,600
remember what what if the patreon donors

2954
01:47:42,790 --> 01:47:41,280
want to hear you cheering blue aliens

2955
01:47:45,109 --> 01:47:42,800
are you going to do that too

2956
01:47:46,870 --> 01:47:45,119
well you know so if i send you if i said

2957
01:47:47,510 --> 01:47:46,880
things that i would disagree with if i

2958
01:47:50,149 --> 01:47:47,520
started

2959
01:47:51,430 --> 01:47:50,159
i didn't disagree people listen and and

2960
01:47:53,189 --> 01:47:51,440
you know this whole thing with the tarot

2961
01:47:56,310 --> 01:47:53,199
cards is ridiculous because

2962
01:47:57,109 --> 01:47:56,320
it's gets it gets no views so if i'm

2963
01:47:59,189 --> 01:47:57,119
selling out

2964
01:48:02,830 --> 01:47:59,199
it's i'm doing it wrong smoking because

2965
01:48:05,210 --> 01:48:02,840
it gets like 100 views or 150 views 200

2966
01:48:09,510 --> 01:48:05,220
views

2967
01:48:13,109 --> 01:48:11,109
i want you to channel the blue avians

2968
01:48:15,350 --> 01:48:13,119
from now on dude i'll pay you

2969
01:48:16,229 --> 01:48:15,360
no there's of course there's a certain

2970
01:48:19,430 --> 01:48:16,239
thing

2971
01:48:20,550 --> 01:48:19,440
what else are you gonna do i'll be a

2972
01:48:21,750 --> 01:48:20,560
patreon donor

2973
01:48:23,430 --> 01:48:21,760
that's the point that's what we're

2974
01:48:24,470 --> 01:48:23,440
saying that when when you said that

2975
01:48:26,709 --> 01:48:24,480
they're like right there

2976
01:48:27,669 --> 01:48:26,719
no you misconstrued what i said if it's

2977
01:48:29,510 --> 01:48:27,679
something that i

2978
01:48:31,030 --> 01:48:29,520
also have some interest in and people

2979
01:48:33,030 --> 01:48:31,040
would like to hear it then i do

2980
01:48:34,310 --> 01:48:33,040
then i would do that people ask me all

2981
01:48:35,510 --> 01:48:34,320
the time you can ask this v

2982
01:48:37,109 --> 01:48:35,520
in the live chat a bunch of other people

2983
01:48:37,750 --> 01:48:37,119
on the live chat they send me people and

2984
01:48:39,270 --> 01:48:37,760
say

2985
01:48:42,149 --> 01:48:39,280
wow this guy's interesting could you

2986
01:48:43,590 --> 01:48:42,159
interview him and i tried to

2987
01:48:45,510 --> 01:48:43,600
there's nothing wrong with trying to

2988
01:48:46,390 --> 01:48:45,520
please the audience but there is a point

2989
01:48:48,629 --> 01:48:46,400
at which

2990
01:48:50,310 --> 01:48:48,639
i would say i think this person is a

2991
01:48:50,709 --> 01:48:50,320
complete and total fraud and a con and i

2992
01:48:53,750 --> 01:48:50,719
don't

2993
01:48:55,990 --> 01:48:53,760
them on my show and then there's other

2994
01:48:57,990 --> 01:48:56,000
people that i don't know

2995
01:48:59,830 --> 01:48:58,000
very much about them i hear you know

2996
01:49:01,350 --> 01:48:59,840
their story and say okay we could talk

2997
01:49:06,229 --> 01:49:01,360
about your story on my show and

2998
01:49:11,350 --> 01:49:09,030
so you know that's that's where i'm at

2999
01:49:13,910 --> 01:49:11,360
i'm going to try to continue that

3000
01:49:15,430 --> 01:49:13,920
that's fine again like you said we can

3001
01:49:17,109 --> 01:49:15,440
agree to disagree you know

3002
01:49:18,709 --> 01:49:17,119
i guess i got nothing else to say right

3003
01:49:19,990 --> 01:49:18,719
now i'm gonna go smoke my pot and stuff

3004
01:49:20,709 --> 01:49:20,000
you know be a loser and everything like

3005
01:49:23,270 --> 01:49:20,719
you talk about

3006
01:49:24,709 --> 01:49:23,280
and i apologize for that comment earlier

3007
01:49:26,070 --> 01:49:24,719
but you missed that we never said

3008
01:49:28,310 --> 01:49:26,080
anything about you like that

3009
01:49:30,470 --> 01:49:28,320
we never did any of that as we said no

3010
01:49:32,149 --> 01:49:30,480
i'm just a [\h__\h] and a cry baby but no

3011
01:49:34,470 --> 01:49:32,159
who said you're a [\h__\h] and a crybaby

3012
01:49:36,950 --> 01:49:34,480
jiggy said that last night

3013
01:49:37,750 --> 01:49:36,960
okay that wasn't me was it okay so

3014
01:49:41,990 --> 01:49:37,760
whatever

3015
01:49:43,589 --> 01:49:42,000
okay okay what it is

3016
01:49:45,830 --> 01:49:43,599
if it wasn't personal you wouldn't have

3017
01:49:48,149 --> 01:49:45,840
spent five hours talking about me

3018
01:49:49,830 --> 01:49:48,159
okay i must be in your headspace talk

3019
01:49:51,990 --> 01:49:49,840
about you the whole time

3020
01:49:53,430 --> 01:49:52,000
okay so yeah i'm sorry i didn't listen

3021
01:49:55,589 --> 01:49:53,440
to the whole thing

3022
01:49:56,790 --> 01:49:55,599
other people beside you on that show

3023
01:49:57,430 --> 01:49:56,800
okay so i didn't listen to the whole

3024
01:50:00,229 --> 01:49:57,440
three hours

3025
01:50:02,470 --> 01:50:00,239
uh oh yeah okay exactly so you you're

3026
01:50:04,310 --> 01:50:02,480
assuming

3027
01:50:06,310 --> 01:50:04,320
me to dress up in a slave to the whole

3028
01:50:07,030 --> 01:50:06,320
show we didn't talk about you the whole

3029
01:50:22,149 --> 01:50:07,040
time

3030
01:50:25,350 --> 01:50:23,669
do me a favor and make sure that you put

3031
01:50:27,030 --> 01:50:25,360
my channel address in your chat

3032
01:50:28,709 --> 01:50:27,040
so that people can see the other side of

3033
01:50:30,629 --> 01:50:28,719
the story that's fair

3034
01:50:32,390 --> 01:50:30,639
and if i talk [\h__\h] about you i'll help

3035
01:50:33,430 --> 01:50:32,400
you yourself the same people who watch

3036
01:50:35,350 --> 01:50:33,440
your channel dude

3037
01:50:37,510 --> 01:50:35,360
what are you talking about yeah i'm

3038
01:50:37,990 --> 01:50:37,520
sorry but that that's again apples and

3039
01:50:39,510 --> 01:50:38,000
oranges

3040
01:50:41,750 --> 01:50:39,520
because your viewership is nothing like

3041
01:50:44,310 --> 01:50:41,760
mine and i've built this in six months

3042
01:50:46,390 --> 01:50:44,320
we have 65 live viewers right now yeah i

3043
01:50:48,390 --> 01:50:46,400
don't give a [\h__\h] about viewers yeah you

3044
01:50:49,910 --> 01:50:48,400
say that but you're busting my balls

3045
01:50:50,470 --> 01:50:49,920
because i have a bigger audience than

3046
01:50:52,070 --> 01:50:50,480
you

3047
01:50:53,510 --> 01:50:52,080
so i told me this isn't about petty

3048
01:50:55,669 --> 01:50:53,520
jealousy or nonsense

3049
01:50:57,109 --> 01:50:55,679
dude i've been doing this for eight

3050
01:50:58,310 --> 01:50:57,119
years do you think i would i

3051
01:50:59,910 --> 01:50:58,320
could have built this whole thing up

3052
01:51:01,270 --> 01:50:59,920
[\h__\h] way more what it could have

3053
01:51:04,470 --> 01:51:01,280
should have but you didn't

3054
01:51:09,990 --> 01:51:08,070
okay good for you and like i said

3055
01:51:11,350 --> 01:51:10,000
i would celebrate your success whatever

3056
01:51:12,629 --> 01:51:11,360
you choose to do because that's the

3057
01:51:14,470 --> 01:51:12,639
person that i am

3058
01:51:15,750 --> 01:51:14,480
i wouldn't slag you for taking money or

3059
01:51:18,149 --> 01:51:15,760
you get a tv deal

3060
01:51:20,470 --> 01:51:18,159
dude call you up and say get me on that

3061
01:51:22,070 --> 01:51:20,480
tv show bro

3062
01:51:23,750 --> 01:51:22,080
you want a grip to make money cool

3063
01:51:25,430 --> 01:51:23,760
congrats good job

3064
01:51:27,030 --> 01:51:25,440
yeah that's what you want you want a pat

3065
01:51:28,870 --> 01:51:27,040
on the back but [\h__\h] having tarot

3066
01:51:31,109 --> 01:51:28,880
cards and boasting [\h__\h] interviews on

3067
01:51:33,109 --> 01:51:31,119
good good job dude this is degrading and

3068
01:51:35,910 --> 01:51:33,119
it's getting worse not better bro

3069
01:51:37,430 --> 01:51:35,920
i'd listen i will agree that you you

3070
01:51:38,390 --> 01:51:37,440
could say whatever it is that you want

3071
01:51:41,589 --> 01:51:38,400
to say about me

3072
01:51:43,430 --> 01:51:41,599
i just ask you to you know

3073
01:51:45,830 --> 01:51:43,440
be respectful let people hear both sides

3074
01:51:47,270 --> 01:51:45,840
i am i'm not calling nobody loses [\h__\h] i

3075
01:51:48,870 --> 01:51:47,280
said you're a fellow and a hypocrite

3076
01:51:50,709 --> 01:51:48,880
that's it i didn't say you're a

3077
01:51:52,149 --> 01:51:50,719
loser [\h__\h] sits on a couch and does

3078
01:51:55,030 --> 01:51:52,159
nothing and [\h__\h] with their lives

3079
01:51:56,470 --> 01:51:55,040
so remember who said that and remember

3080
01:51:57,990 --> 01:51:56,480
who apologized for it

3081
01:51:59,589 --> 01:51:58,000
are you gonna apologize for calling me a

3082
01:52:01,350 --> 01:51:59,599
sellout and a loser right now because i

3083
01:52:02,950 --> 01:52:01,360
apologize for those comments earlier no

3084
01:52:04,550 --> 01:52:02,960
because i still think you're a fellow in

3085
01:52:05,030 --> 01:52:04,560
a [\h__\h] hypocrite right well that's

3086
01:52:06,470 --> 01:52:05,040
fair

3087
01:52:08,629 --> 01:52:06,480
good you shouldn't apologize if you

3088
01:52:10,470 --> 01:52:08,639
don't mean it so we'll end it with that

3089
01:52:12,390 --> 01:52:10,480
i've apologized for any disparaging

3090
01:52:14,709 --> 01:52:12,400
comments i made about you your audience

3091
01:52:16,950 --> 01:52:14,719
or anything that i said in anger

3092
01:52:18,310 --> 01:52:16,960
and you refuse to do so because you

3093
01:52:18,950 --> 01:52:18,320
truly believe i'm a sellout and a

3094
01:52:21,270 --> 01:52:18,960
hypocrite

3095
01:52:22,070 --> 01:52:21,280
so we'll just end it at that and people

3096
01:52:24,149 --> 01:52:22,080
can

3097
01:52:25,669 --> 01:52:24,159
take from that what they will all right

3098
01:52:28,629 --> 01:52:25,679
that's fine with me

3099
01:52:30,070 --> 01:52:28,639
all right have a great night all right

3100
01:52:31,910 --> 01:52:30,080
good night

3101
01:52:33,750 --> 01:52:31,920
so there we have it friends it's just

3102
01:52:35,830 --> 01:52:33,760
running in circles

3103
01:52:37,030 --> 01:52:35,840
and uh you know and like i said i'm not

3104
01:52:40,550 --> 01:52:37,040
angry at these guys

3105
01:52:41,750 --> 01:52:40,560
uh i am i'm disappointed that's what i

3106
01:52:43,669 --> 01:52:41,760
am i'm disappointed

3107
01:52:45,030 --> 01:52:43,679
that they didn't come to me like men and

3108
01:52:46,790 --> 01:52:45,040
say

3109
01:52:48,629 --> 01:52:46,800
you know it almost sounds like like i

3110
01:52:50,470 --> 01:52:48,639
said they're going you're gonna go down

3111
01:52:51,990 --> 01:52:50,480
that same dark road that we've seen

3112
01:52:53,750 --> 01:52:52,000
other people go down but they didn't

3113
01:52:56,310 --> 01:52:53,760
give me an opportunity they didn't wait

3114
01:52:58,310 --> 01:52:56,320
to see if i did

3115
01:53:00,070 --> 01:52:58,320
they just started putting me on blast

3116
01:53:04,310 --> 01:53:00,080
and it's unfortunate and we'll see what

3117
01:53:07,350 --> 01:53:07,030
oh i did not know that oh that's news to

3118
01:53:09,430 --> 01:53:07,360
me

3119
01:53:11,430 --> 01:53:09,440
ziggy had a tarot card reader on why

3120
01:53:13,350 --> 01:53:11,440
isn't smoking giving him [\h__\h] yeah but

3121
01:53:16,550 --> 01:53:13,360
i'm a hypocrite and a sellout

3122
01:53:18,950 --> 01:53:16,560
hollis her butt

3123
01:53:20,709 --> 01:53:18,960
uh and i want to make sure that i thank

3124
01:53:21,589 --> 01:53:20,719
it was kylo that gave a kind and

3125
01:53:23,030 --> 01:53:21,599
generous 20

3126
01:53:24,629 --> 01:53:23,040
donation where we're in the midst of

3127
01:53:27,669 --> 01:53:24,639
this whole thing and

3128
01:53:28,709 --> 01:53:27,679
uh you know uh

3129
01:53:31,510 --> 01:53:28,719
thank you for your kindness your

3130
01:53:35,750 --> 01:53:31,520
generosity and your support

3131
01:53:36,950 --> 01:53:35,760
uh yeah and uh [\h__\h] rue says

3132
01:53:39,990 --> 01:53:36,960
well you're gonna have to tell me how to

3133
01:53:41,430 --> 01:53:40,000
say it go kangaroo i think

3134
01:53:43,030 --> 01:53:41,440
i have so much respect for the way you

3135
01:53:45,669 --> 01:53:43,040
handled that steve you know and

3136
01:53:47,669 --> 01:53:45,679
it's important and i cannot understate

3137
01:53:49,109 --> 01:53:47,679
this that i have a unique situation

3138
01:53:50,870 --> 01:53:49,119
being a full-time caretaker or

3139
01:53:52,709 --> 01:53:50,880
non-verbal autistic son

3140
01:53:54,390 --> 01:53:52,719
hey smoke king hey jiggy why don't you

3141
01:53:55,589 --> 01:53:54,400
come here for the weekend and help me

3142
01:53:57,109 --> 01:53:55,599
take care of my son

3143
01:53:59,189 --> 01:53:57,119
and you're gonna see what my life is

3144
01:53:59,830 --> 01:53:59,199
like before you start flapping your lips

3145
01:54:01,510 --> 01:53:59,840
again

3146
01:54:03,589 --> 01:54:01,520
right see what my life is like taking

3147
01:54:05,030 --> 01:54:03,599
care of my son having to be here for him

3148
01:54:06,870 --> 01:54:05,040
24 7

3149
01:54:08,470 --> 01:54:06,880
and also having to figure out how to

3150
01:54:10,070 --> 01:54:08,480
make some kind of income so i can feel a

3151
01:54:11,750 --> 01:54:10,080
little bit like a man well you know my

3152
01:54:13,270 --> 01:54:11,760
wife is perfectly fine with me just

3153
01:54:14,629 --> 01:54:13,280
doing daddy daycare

3154
01:54:17,109 --> 01:54:14,639
you know maybe she'll give me a little

3155
01:54:19,109 --> 01:54:17,119
bit of allowance right

3156
01:54:21,430 --> 01:54:19,119
but i feel terrible in that situation

3157
01:54:23,270 --> 01:54:21,440
it's emasculating so i decided maybe i

3158
01:54:23,990 --> 01:54:23,280
could stay home and do something like

3159
01:54:26,149 --> 01:54:24,000
this

3160
01:54:27,750 --> 01:54:26,159
and make a few dollars so i at least

3161
01:54:30,149 --> 01:54:27,760
have my own pocket money and

3162
01:54:31,589 --> 01:54:30,159
not have to ask my wife for like money

3163
01:54:35,350 --> 01:54:31,599
to buy her

3164
01:54:37,270 --> 01:54:35,360
like an anniversary gift that's

3165
01:54:43,350 --> 01:54:37,280
just where i'm at in my life you know

3166
01:54:47,189 --> 01:54:45,589
so you know i don't know i you know i

3167
01:54:49,270 --> 01:54:47,199
don't feel that i should have to explain

3168
01:54:51,669 --> 01:54:49,280
myself or my family situation

3169
01:54:52,709 --> 01:54:51,679
my family situation is what it is i have

3170
01:54:54,709 --> 01:54:52,719
i have a son

3171
01:54:55,910 --> 01:54:54,719
that would be an institution if i wasn't

3172
01:54:58,790 --> 01:54:55,920
here to take care of him

3173
01:54:59,930 --> 01:54:58,800
nearly full time in between that i can

3174
01:55:02,390 --> 01:54:59,940
have something else

3175
01:55:04,229 --> 01:55:02,400
[Music]

3176
01:55:06,709 --> 01:55:04,239
i can have something else to do to both

3177
01:55:08,310 --> 01:55:06,719
keep me sane because uh ask anybody

3178
01:55:10,310 --> 01:55:08,320
who's done daddy daycare you're gonna

3179
01:55:11,430 --> 01:55:10,320
listen to 12 hours of sesame street and

3180
01:55:14,229 --> 01:55:11,440
elmo and

3181
01:55:16,149 --> 01:55:14,239
you know barney singing for 12 hours a

3182
01:55:19,430 --> 01:55:16,159
day and want to blow your brains out

3183
01:55:22,390 --> 01:55:19,440
uh you know

3184
01:55:23,910 --> 01:55:22,400
uh yeah good good for you i think uh uh

3185
01:55:25,669 --> 01:55:23,920
smoking said he's a stay-at-home

3186
01:55:27,270 --> 01:55:25,679
dad and has been for six years so what

3187
01:55:28,310 --> 01:55:27,280
do you do for money you like to talk

3188
01:55:31,589 --> 01:55:28,320
about my wallet

3189
01:55:33,030 --> 01:55:31,599
what money are you generating and

3190
01:55:34,310 --> 01:55:33,040
yeah i don't even want to go there

3191
01:55:35,750 --> 01:55:34,320
because it's none of my business just

3192
01:55:36,709 --> 01:55:35,760
like it's none of your business what's

3193
01:55:39,750 --> 01:55:36,719
in my wallet

3194
01:55:43,750 --> 01:55:39,760
and again this show is is and i hope

3195
01:55:45,830 --> 01:55:43,760
it will always remain free uh

3196
01:55:47,830 --> 01:55:45,840
and if people can choose to support me

3197
01:55:50,149 --> 01:55:47,840
and throw a couple dollars in the hat or

3198
01:55:50,870 --> 01:55:50,159
they can choose to support me by liking

3199
01:55:53,270 --> 01:55:50,880
commenting

3200
01:55:54,629 --> 01:55:53,280
and sharing and by the way i'm not even

3201
01:55:56,470 --> 01:55:54,639
going to do any pitch

3202
01:55:59,510 --> 01:55:56,480
brandon young i don't know what listen

3203
01:56:02,149 --> 01:55:59,520
they said i spent 45 percent of my show

3204
01:56:04,470 --> 01:56:02,159
asking for money we're up to an hour and

3205
01:56:05,750 --> 01:56:04,480
57 minutes haven't asked for money once

3206
01:56:08,870 --> 01:56:05,760
though three

3207
01:56:10,390 --> 01:56:08,880
uh four people i believe

3208
01:56:12,629 --> 01:56:10,400
send a kind and generous super chat

3209
01:56:17,510 --> 01:56:12,639
donation which does help to

3210
01:56:22,229 --> 01:56:20,550
it's just uh yeah and and yeah that uh

3211
01:56:24,149 --> 01:56:22,239
here here's here's a good point six

3212
01:56:25,750 --> 01:56:24,159
design says haven't watched his stream

3213
01:56:27,109 --> 01:56:25,760
so can't rightfully comment on that

3214
01:56:28,709 --> 01:56:27,119
ultimately they got upset because she

3215
01:56:30,629 --> 01:56:28,719
hosted zen truly

3216
01:56:32,950 --> 01:56:30,639
a war which is exactly a content they

3217
01:56:35,109 --> 01:56:32,960
cover is what to expect yeah

3218
01:56:37,510 --> 01:56:35,119
so you know here's the thing they didn't

3219
01:56:40,149 --> 01:56:37,520
like smoke king has a huge problem

3220
01:56:41,990 --> 01:56:40,159
with zen and he has a huge problem with

3221
01:56:44,149 --> 01:56:42,000
walter bosley and i've had both

3222
01:56:46,470 --> 01:56:44,159
of those guys on my show as a guest so

3223
01:56:48,390 --> 01:56:46,480
he's i just don't understand

3224
01:56:50,390 --> 01:56:48,400
he's going to tell me that it's not

3225
01:56:50,870 --> 01:56:50,400
personal with him it's because i'm going

3226
01:56:53,910 --> 01:56:50,880
down the

3227
01:56:55,510 --> 01:56:53,920
dark path of woo right he hasn't seen me

3228
01:56:56,629 --> 01:56:55,520
go down a dark panther blue other than

3229
01:56:58,149 --> 01:56:56,639
tarot cards

3230
01:57:01,189 --> 01:56:58,159
but again you know we could just kind of

3231
01:57:06,229 --> 01:57:04,470
yeah dennis cot says you do your

3232
01:57:08,310 --> 01:57:06,239
pitches stephen it's no one else's

3233
01:57:10,870 --> 01:57:08,320
business yeah i

3234
01:57:12,790 --> 01:57:10,880
look i'm going to try to earn a couple

3235
01:57:16,470 --> 01:57:12,800
of bucks here and if you don't like it

3236
01:57:18,629 --> 01:57:16,480
you know i'm sorry i'm sorry you are

3237
01:57:20,390 --> 01:57:18,639
you don't believe that i deserve any

3238
01:57:22,229 --> 01:57:20,400
money for my time

3239
01:57:24,070 --> 01:57:22,239
i learned a long time ago that money is

3240
01:57:25,990 --> 01:57:24,080
our most valuable resource

3241
01:57:27,430 --> 01:57:26,000
and i learned that believe it or not i

3242
01:57:28,070 --> 01:57:27,440
learned that from bill gates not

3243
01:57:30,070 --> 01:57:28,080
directly

3244
01:57:32,070 --> 01:57:30,080
but he's wrote a book and one point of

3245
01:57:34,310 --> 01:57:32,080
his book is that he only has one

3246
01:57:35,910 --> 01:57:34,320
inexhaustible resource he's got all the

3247
01:57:36,550 --> 01:57:35,920
money in the world but the one thing he

3248
01:57:40,629 --> 01:57:36,560
can't buy

3249
01:57:43,270 --> 01:57:40,639
is time so he has to

3250
01:57:44,950 --> 01:57:43,280
he has to budget his time and only put

3251
01:57:47,030 --> 01:57:44,960
his time into things that he

3252
01:57:48,629 --> 01:57:47,040
feels are valuable because he's only got

3253
01:57:50,709 --> 01:57:48,639
so much of it and none of us know i

3254
01:57:52,870 --> 01:57:50,719
could drop dead tomorrow

3255
01:57:53,990 --> 01:57:52,880
and uh you know i've only got so much

3256
01:57:57,270 --> 01:57:54,000
time

3257
01:57:59,910 --> 01:57:57,280
and uh

3258
01:58:01,510 --> 01:57:59,920
really dedication into this show and and

3259
01:58:02,550 --> 01:58:01,520
anybody that doesn't believe that i

3260
01:58:04,629 --> 01:58:02,560
worked hard at this

3261
01:58:05,990 --> 01:58:04,639
isn't paying attention and that's all i

3262
01:58:09,669 --> 01:58:06,000
will say you know and

3263
01:58:12,550 --> 01:58:09,679
and again i'm gonna say in closing here

3264
01:58:13,109 --> 01:58:12,560
i wish all of the show hosts the best of

3265
01:58:16,149 --> 01:58:13,119
luck

3266
01:58:19,350 --> 01:58:16,159
i wish and i wish them all uh

3267
01:58:21,430 --> 01:58:19,360
the best of luck let's not do that j

3268
01:58:22,390 --> 01:58:21,440
roach says who's up for a tarot card

3269
01:58:25,669 --> 01:58:22,400
reading right now

3270
01:58:29,030 --> 01:58:25,679
yeah not me yeah

3271
01:58:33,109 --> 01:58:30,790
yeah a coke and a roosters a lot of

3272
01:58:34,629 --> 01:58:33,119
people ask youtubers to start a patreon

3273
01:58:36,310 --> 01:58:34,639
so they can support them yeah that's

3274
01:58:38,149 --> 01:58:36,320
what people did before i was monetized

3275
01:58:40,870 --> 01:58:38,159
people asked me to start a patreon

3276
01:58:42,229 --> 01:58:40,880
and by the way uh here's another thing

3277
01:58:43,830 --> 01:58:42,239
that they won't tell you these people

3278
01:58:46,070 --> 01:58:43,840
calling me a sellout won't tell you this

3279
01:58:48,870 --> 01:58:46,080
do you know there is four people

3280
01:58:49,990 --> 01:58:48,880
four people on my list that don't have

3281
01:58:51,910 --> 01:58:50,000
any money right now

3282
01:58:53,990 --> 01:58:51,920
it's a rough economy out there and i

3283
01:58:57,109 --> 01:58:54,000
understand it so i say all this

3284
01:58:59,109 --> 01:58:57,119
my show and everything is free uh the

3285
01:59:01,589 --> 01:58:59,119
patreon is a dollar a month

3286
01:59:03,750 --> 01:59:01,599
but i've said it a hundred times on my

3287
01:59:05,270 --> 01:59:03,760
show if you really like the show and you

3288
01:59:06,950 --> 01:59:05,280
would like to get those benefits maybe

3289
01:59:08,390 --> 01:59:06,960
you're unemployed maybe some stuff is

3290
01:59:11,189 --> 01:59:08,400
going on and you can't

3291
01:59:11,910 --> 01:59:11,199
afford the dollar or whatever just email

3292
01:59:15,510 --> 01:59:11,920
me

3293
01:59:17,830 --> 01:59:15,520
gmail.com

3294
01:59:20,149 --> 01:59:17,840
and i will email you the benefits every

3295
01:59:22,149 --> 01:59:20,159
month i've got four people who are big

3296
01:59:23,750 --> 01:59:22,159
show supporters of mine who are in

3297
01:59:25,510 --> 01:59:23,760
reduced circumstances

3298
01:59:27,430 --> 01:59:25,520
but they love the show they come to the

3299
01:59:30,390 --> 01:59:27,440
live chat they help out

3300
01:59:31,669 --> 01:59:30,400
you know they may whatever they're big

3301
01:59:33,830 --> 01:59:31,679
fans of the show

3302
01:59:34,709 --> 01:59:33,840
they'd love to get the patreon benefits

3303
01:59:37,430 --> 01:59:34,719
but they're

3304
01:59:38,470 --> 01:59:37,440
broke right now and i say email me and

3305
01:59:40,149 --> 01:59:38,480
i'll give them to you

3306
01:59:41,750 --> 01:59:40,159
for free you don't have to give me the

3307
01:59:42,470 --> 01:59:41,760
dollar if you don't have it if you have

3308
01:59:44,709 --> 01:59:42,480
the dollar

3309
01:59:46,950 --> 01:59:44,719
great i'll take your dollar but if you

3310
01:59:48,550 --> 01:59:46,960
really are in reduced circumstances

3311
01:59:51,030 --> 01:59:48,560
all you got to do is email me at

3312
01:59:51,750 --> 01:59:51,040
truthseekershow gmail.com and i will

3313
01:59:54,470 --> 01:59:51,760
send you

3314
01:59:55,030 --> 01:59:54,480
the same links that i send the patreon

3315
01:59:57,270 --> 01:59:55,040
people

3316
01:59:58,790 --> 01:59:57,280
every month every month until you tell

3317
02:00:01,189 --> 01:59:58,800
me otherwise and i have to say

3318
02:00:02,790 --> 02:00:01,199
that one person sent me an email after i

3319
02:00:03,430 --> 02:00:02,800
did this for them for some six months

3320
02:00:05,109 --> 02:00:03,440
and said

3321
02:00:07,109 --> 02:00:05,119
thank you so much i really enjoyed the

3322
02:00:09,270 --> 02:00:07,119
content that you gave me for free

3323
02:00:10,550 --> 02:00:09,280
i just got a new job and i just signed

3324
02:00:11,910 --> 02:00:10,560
up on your patreon

3325
02:00:14,070 --> 02:00:11,920
and they gave me a lot more than a

3326
02:00:15,430 --> 02:00:14,080
dollar a month it's it's a dollar or

3327
02:00:16,550 --> 02:00:15,440
more you could choose to give whatever

3328
02:00:19,350 --> 02:00:16,560
you want per month but

3329
02:00:20,070 --> 02:00:19,360
so see karmically what i did there

3330
02:00:21,109 --> 02:00:20,080
worked out

3331
02:00:22,870 --> 02:00:21,119
they didn't have the money they would

3332
02:00:24,229 --> 02:00:22,880
have liked to see what what's going on

3333
02:00:26,310 --> 02:00:24,239
behind the scenes with the patreon

3334
02:00:28,070 --> 02:00:26,320
benefits i gave it to them for free

3335
02:00:29,910 --> 02:00:28,080
i give it to anybody for free that asks

3336
02:00:31,430 --> 02:00:29,920
for it if whatever you don't have to

3337
02:00:34,070 --> 02:00:31,440
tell me what's going on

3338
02:00:35,910 --> 02:00:34,080
just say send me an email and say i'd

3339
02:00:37,430 --> 02:00:35,920
like to patreon benefits i'm having a

3340
02:00:39,750 --> 02:00:37,440
tough time or whatever but don't give me

3341
02:00:41,669 --> 02:00:39,760
any specifics it's none of my business

3342
02:00:42,950 --> 02:00:41,679
but if you want to be a show supporter

3343
02:00:48,310 --> 02:00:42,960
and you really want to help

3344
02:00:52,149 --> 02:00:49,830
it doesn't take money you can like

3345
02:00:53,990 --> 02:00:52,159
comment and share these videos

3346
02:00:57,109 --> 02:00:54,000
and that's certainly if you like comment

3347
02:01:00,310 --> 02:00:58,629
that would really help me more than a

3348
02:01:02,470 --> 02:01:00,320
dollar believe it or not

3349
02:01:04,229 --> 02:01:02,480
that's how our show is rising in the

3350
02:01:04,550 --> 02:01:04,239
search engines that's how we've done so

3351
02:01:06,310 --> 02:01:04,560
well

3352
02:01:07,750 --> 02:01:06,320
thanks to the kindness the generosity

3353
02:01:11,830 --> 02:01:07,760
and the support of people

3354
02:01:13,750 --> 02:01:11,840
who are uh liking commenting sharings

3355
02:01:15,750 --> 02:01:13,760
posting reposting this stuff on their

3356
02:01:19,270 --> 02:01:15,760
social media tweeting it out

3357
02:01:20,950 --> 02:01:19,280
it's really really helped me more than a

3358
02:01:23,350 --> 02:01:20,960
dollar so if you

3359
02:01:25,109 --> 02:01:23,360
hey can you spit brother can you spare a

3360
02:01:25,589 --> 02:01:25,119
dollar if not there's other ways to help

3361
02:01:28,950 --> 02:01:25,599
me

3362
02:01:31,430 --> 02:01:28,960
i do want to thank well i don't know

3363
02:01:34,390 --> 02:01:31,440
what that is

3364
02:01:35,669 --> 02:01:34,400
what is nok arctic sun with a kind and

3365
02:01:38,550 --> 02:01:35,679
generous donation

3366
02:01:39,270 --> 02:01:38,560
of 109 and okay we got to find out what

3367
02:01:42,790 --> 02:01:39,280
that is

3368
02:01:45,109 --> 02:01:42,800
arctic's arctic zone uh

3369
02:01:46,629 --> 02:01:45,119
uh i have no idea what nok is is that

3370
02:01:50,229 --> 02:01:46,639
like norwegian money

3371
02:01:53,430 --> 02:01:50,239
i don't know that's norwegian

3372
02:01:54,950 --> 02:01:53,440
it's norwegian it's 13 us dollars

3373
02:01:56,390 --> 02:01:54,960
translated so thank you for your

3374
02:01:57,270 --> 02:01:56,400
kindness your generosity and your

3375
02:02:00,870 --> 02:01:57,280
support

3376
02:02:03,030 --> 02:02:00,880
it is much appreciated and again listen

3377
02:02:04,390 --> 02:02:03,040
everything is voluntary you don't have

3378
02:02:06,149 --> 02:02:04,400
to give me a dollar

3379
02:02:07,510 --> 02:02:06,159
but if you enjoy what i do and you want

3380
02:02:08,790 --> 02:02:07,520
to see more of it i'm

3381
02:02:11,109 --> 02:02:08,800
starting to think that maybe i'll start

3382
02:02:13,589 --> 02:02:11,119
doing two shows a day five days a week

3383
02:02:14,790 --> 02:02:13,599
if because honestly i have the time i

3384
02:02:17,750 --> 02:02:14,800
could do it

3385
02:02:19,750 --> 02:02:17,760
especially uh with especially in

3386
02:02:21,510 --> 02:02:19,760
september when both of my children

3387
02:02:22,550 --> 02:02:21,520
will be in school a lot of what i'm

3388
02:02:23,910 --> 02:02:22,560
gonna have to worry about is getting

3389
02:02:24,629 --> 02:02:23,920
them on the bus getting them off the bus

3390
02:02:27,270 --> 02:02:24,639
getting fed

3391
02:02:28,149 --> 02:02:27,280
you know whatever try to help my wife as

3392
02:02:29,910 --> 02:02:28,159
much as i can

3393
02:02:31,510 --> 02:02:29,920
i'm gonna have time to do two shows a

3394
02:02:33,510 --> 02:02:31,520
day at the very

3395
02:02:34,709 --> 02:02:33,520
latest starting in september maybe

3396
02:02:37,510 --> 02:02:34,719
sooner

3397
02:02:39,430 --> 02:02:37,520
if i could work it out oh anne's

3398
02:02:41,669 --> 02:02:39,440
donation at the start let me

3399
02:02:43,430 --> 02:02:41,679
thank you for somebody telling me listen

3400
02:02:45,750 --> 02:02:43,440
if i ever miss a super chat

3401
02:02:46,790 --> 02:02:45,760
you guys in the live chat make sure that

3402
02:02:49,350 --> 02:02:46,800
you tell me

3403
02:02:49,830 --> 02:02:49,360
because we want to make sure that we

3404
02:02:52,550 --> 02:02:49,840
honor

3405
02:02:54,070 --> 02:02:52,560
and respect everybody that yeah it sucks

3406
02:02:54,550 --> 02:02:54,080
if somebody if you give the super chat

3407
02:03:00,149 --> 02:02:54,560
and

3408
02:03:04,470 --> 02:03:00,159
the host does not uh

3409
02:03:07,270 --> 02:03:04,480
not recognize that so

3410
02:03:07,750 --> 02:03:07,280
let's see all right i'm going to call

3411
02:03:10,550 --> 02:03:07,760
out

3412
02:03:12,629 --> 02:03:10,560
and shirashi said here is a little love

3413
02:03:15,189 --> 02:03:12,639
for you with a kind and generous

3414
02:03:15,750 --> 02:03:15,199
donation of thirty dollars australian

3415
02:03:18,310 --> 02:03:15,760
thank you

3416
02:03:19,910 --> 02:03:18,320
ann sharasi i'm so sorry that i missed

3417
02:03:21,990 --> 02:03:19,920
your shout out

3418
02:03:24,229 --> 02:03:22,000
uh i had a lot to cover in the beginning

3419
02:03:26,149 --> 02:03:24,239
here a lot of things to get off my chest

3420
02:03:27,990 --> 02:03:26,159
we want to thank ann sharashi for their

3421
02:03:31,189 --> 02:03:28,000
kindness to generosity and the support

3422
02:03:32,629 --> 02:03:31,199
also jessica hill tonight brandon young

3423
02:03:34,550 --> 02:03:32,639
super chat oh these are all the people

3424
02:03:37,990 --> 02:03:34,560
that gave us super chat jessica hill

3425
02:03:39,189 --> 02:03:38,000
f graham 72 says taboo here we'll go

3426
02:03:40,830 --> 02:03:39,199
back and i'll read them all so ann

3427
02:03:42,470 --> 02:03:40,840
sharacy says here's a little love for

3428
02:03:43,910 --> 02:03:42,480
you

3429
02:03:45,910 --> 02:03:43,920
jessica hill says haters are going to

3430
02:03:48,790 --> 02:03:45,920
hate keep up the hard work

3431
02:03:49,750 --> 02:03:48,800
brandon young gives five dollars and

3432
02:03:51,910 --> 02:03:49,760
doesn't

3433
02:03:52,790 --> 02:03:51,920
say anything but thank you brandon young

3434
02:03:54,790 --> 02:03:52,800
jessica hill

3435
02:03:57,109 --> 02:03:54,800
again people give for whatever reason

3436
02:04:01,430 --> 02:03:57,119
they give fgrf72

3437
02:04:02,390 --> 02:04:01,440
says taboo gadget3 says because i like

3438
02:04:04,149 --> 02:04:02,400
it when you go ha

3439
02:04:07,189 --> 02:04:04,159
all around arbiter said it's a nothing

3440
02:04:09,990 --> 02:04:07,199
burger i break for cosplay girls

3441
02:04:11,910 --> 02:04:10,000
and rylo 74 with kind of generous 20

3442
02:04:12,950 --> 02:04:11,920
donation one hour and 20 minutes behind

3443
02:04:14,950 --> 02:04:12,960
join the audience

3444
02:04:16,310 --> 02:04:14,960
late i just wanted to let all the fellow

3445
02:04:18,310 --> 02:04:16,320
viewers know that you're loved and you

3446
02:04:20,149 --> 02:04:18,320
deserve to be loved god bless all of you

3447
02:04:21,910 --> 02:04:20,159
and i totally agree with that and arctic

3448
02:04:24,390 --> 02:04:21,920
sun with a kind and generous

3449
02:04:26,069 --> 02:04:24,400
109 norwegian i don't know if that's

3450
02:04:27,510 --> 02:04:26,079
norwegian dollars or

3451
02:04:30,470 --> 02:04:27,520
i don't know what you call that but that

3452
02:04:32,149 --> 02:04:30,480
is very generous it's 13 us dollars

3453
02:04:33,510 --> 02:04:32,159
didn't write anything but we want to

3454
02:04:35,109 --> 02:04:33,520
recognize their kindness their

3455
02:04:37,430 --> 02:04:35,119
generosity and their support v

3456
02:04:38,790 --> 02:04:37,440
thank you very much for letting me know

3457
02:04:40,390 --> 02:04:38,800
envy uh see

3458
02:04:41,910 --> 02:04:40,400
me and i get along well because we

3459
02:04:44,390 --> 02:04:41,920
understand each other or a little bit

3460
02:04:47,109 --> 02:04:44,400
about what each other is going through

3461
02:04:48,709 --> 02:04:47,119
v is also a special needs parent too and

3462
02:04:49,990 --> 02:04:48,719
no one has any clue how much heart it

3463
02:04:52,629 --> 02:04:50,000
takes every moment

3464
02:04:53,350 --> 02:04:52,639
of every day and night made respect for

3465
02:04:55,189 --> 02:04:53,360
cambia

3466
02:04:56,470 --> 02:04:55,199
thank you v i appreciate that it's a

3467
02:04:58,550 --> 02:04:56,480
thankless job

3468
02:04:59,990 --> 02:04:58,560
my wife thanks me and my children thank

3469
02:05:02,069 --> 02:05:00,000
me uh

3470
02:05:03,589 --> 02:05:02,079
my my heart melted it like a few weeks

3471
02:05:05,990 --> 02:05:03,599
ago my younger son who's

3472
02:05:07,109 --> 02:05:06,000
just about to turn five said you know

3473
02:05:08,709 --> 02:05:07,119
what daddy

3474
02:05:11,109 --> 02:05:08,719
i decided that you're a really good

3475
02:05:12,149 --> 02:05:11,119
daddy and i was just out of nowhere he

3476
02:05:15,350 --> 02:05:12,159
said that and i was

3477
02:05:17,510 --> 02:05:15,360
my heart melted i almost cried

3478
02:05:19,109 --> 02:05:17,520
i was feeding them at the time though

3479
02:05:19,990 --> 02:05:19,119
right i think we were having ice cream

3480
02:05:23,510 --> 02:05:20,000
for lunch don't tell

3481
02:05:23,520 --> 02:05:28,950
fgram72 says nope the numbers look cool

3482
02:05:33,350 --> 02:05:31,510
phillip blair says misdiagnosis and and

3483
02:05:35,109 --> 02:05:33,360
diagnosis for gifted children adults

3484
02:05:36,390 --> 02:05:35,119
adhd bipolar ocd

3485
02:05:37,830 --> 02:05:36,400
asperger's depression and other

3486
02:05:40,069 --> 02:05:37,840
disorders we're your son at truth

3487
02:05:41,910 --> 02:05:40,079
seekers i'm autistic myself

3488
02:05:43,589 --> 02:05:41,920
hey phil blair then you understand and

3489
02:05:45,030 --> 02:05:43,599
he's non-verbal autistic

3490
02:05:47,109 --> 02:05:45,040
and see that's part of the problem

3491
02:05:48,870 --> 02:05:47,119
imagine somebody that can't speak so

3492
02:05:50,470 --> 02:05:48,880
he's nine years old mostly he just

3493
02:05:51,030 --> 02:05:50,480
requests food and things like that he

3494
02:05:57,669 --> 02:05:51,040
doesn't

3495
02:05:59,510 --> 02:05:57,679
i mean he does say like one word thing

3496
02:06:02,870 --> 02:05:59,520
sometimes he says back a lot

3497
02:06:05,189 --> 02:06:02,880
he likes back rides he asks for food

3498
02:06:06,870 --> 02:06:05,199
he requests food he'll say potty if he

3499
02:06:09,830 --> 02:06:06,880
has to go potty but that's

3500
02:06:10,709 --> 02:06:09,840
really it he's pretty limited so when

3501
02:06:12,870 --> 02:06:10,719
he's upset

3502
02:06:14,229 --> 02:06:12,880
it could be as simple as he has a tummy

3503
02:06:17,589 --> 02:06:14,239
ache but he can't tell us

3504
02:06:19,669 --> 02:06:17,599
that so uh it leads to a lot of

3505
02:06:21,510 --> 02:06:19,679
meltdowns and frustrations and look i'm

3506
02:06:23,589 --> 02:06:21,520
just doing the best i can

3507
02:06:25,030 --> 02:06:23,599
and boy i thought that my friends

3508
02:06:26,790 --> 02:06:25,040
especially the ones that know about my

3509
02:06:28,390 --> 02:06:26,800
situation taking care of my son would be

3510
02:06:29,910 --> 02:06:28,400
happy for me because i found a part-time

3511
02:06:31,189 --> 02:06:29,920
job i could do at home and still take

3512
02:06:32,550 --> 02:06:31,199
care of my son

3513
02:06:34,069 --> 02:06:32,560
and you know i hate to even bring him

3514
02:06:35,910 --> 02:06:34,079
into this but i think it's a relevant

3515
02:06:37,510 --> 02:06:35,920
part of the discussion here's these guys

3516
02:06:38,629 --> 02:06:37,520
going to trash talk me for making a

3517
02:06:40,390 --> 02:06:38,639
couple of bucks

3518
02:06:42,709 --> 02:06:40,400
while i'm trying to be a good father and

3519
02:06:44,470 --> 02:06:42,719
i'm trying to

3520
02:06:46,310 --> 02:06:44,480
you know earn a little bit of money and

3521
02:06:47,510 --> 02:06:46,320
again my wife is the principal wage

3522
02:06:49,350 --> 02:06:47,520
earner here

3523
02:06:50,550 --> 02:06:49,360
i've come to accept and live with that

3524
02:06:52,149 --> 02:06:50,560
but it would still be nice

3525
02:06:56,830 --> 02:06:52,159
if i could throw some money in for

3526
02:07:00,550 --> 02:06:58,310
right

3527
02:07:02,390 --> 02:07:00,560
yes uh matt he has sensory issues matt

3528
02:07:04,470 --> 02:07:02,400
says he can speak he's probably just

3529
02:07:05,750 --> 02:07:04,480
easily overwhelmed yeah and we continue

3530
02:07:07,430 --> 02:07:05,760
to work with him and he continues to

3531
02:07:09,990 --> 02:07:07,440
make slow steady progress

3532
02:07:11,510 --> 02:07:10,000
uh you know it's it's a thing he'll

3533
02:07:13,109 --> 02:07:11,520
learn some things and then sometimes he

3534
02:07:13,910 --> 02:07:13,119
takes a step back and forgets some

3535
02:07:17,350 --> 02:07:13,920
things so

3536
02:07:19,189 --> 02:07:17,360
uh okay says my

3537
02:07:20,629 --> 02:07:19,199
my dad has asperger's and it's really

3538
02:07:22,550 --> 02:07:20,639
tough i can't imagine what it's like to

3539
02:07:26,870 --> 02:07:22,560
have a son with autism

3540
02:07:28,709 --> 02:07:26,880
well i heard it described like this

3541
02:07:30,229 --> 02:07:28,719
it's kind of like going on a vacation

3542
02:07:31,350 --> 02:07:30,239
you're playing the vacation

3543
02:07:33,350 --> 02:07:31,360
you think you know what you're going to

3544
02:07:35,270 --> 02:07:33,360
expect and then

3545
02:07:36,629 --> 02:07:35,280
for some reason the plane takes you to

3546
02:07:38,550 --> 02:07:36,639
the wrong place

3547
02:07:40,149 --> 02:07:38,560
and you don't quite get that vacation

3548
02:07:42,950 --> 02:07:40,159
you planned you know when i decided to

3549
02:07:45,910 --> 02:07:42,960
have a child i had you know baseball and

3550
02:07:47,910 --> 02:07:45,920
you know i don't know bike rides and

3551
02:07:49,350 --> 02:07:47,920
playing catch and things in my mind

3552
02:07:51,589 --> 02:07:49,360
about what being a father was going to

3553
02:07:53,589 --> 02:07:51,599
be like and then we got zachary

3554
02:07:55,510 --> 02:07:53,599
i wouldn't change a thing about him if i

3555
02:07:59,350 --> 02:07:55,520
could i would have him healed of this

3556
02:08:01,589 --> 02:07:59,360
thing i would i would try to help him so

3557
02:08:05,350 --> 02:08:01,599
he could communicate better but

3558
02:08:07,750 --> 02:08:05,360
look i made the decision to not

3559
02:08:08,950 --> 02:08:07,760
allow my son to be institutionalized or

3560
02:08:10,470 --> 02:08:08,960
live in a group home

3561
02:08:12,149 --> 02:08:10,480
i made the decision to make whatever

3562
02:08:13,669 --> 02:08:12,159
sacrifices i had to

3563
02:08:15,109 --> 02:08:13,679
to keep him in the home with us and

3564
02:08:16,870 --> 02:08:15,119
certainly that's the best place for him

3565
02:08:17,910 --> 02:08:16,880
he's here with his mother his father and

3566
02:08:21,109 --> 02:08:17,920
his brother

3567
02:08:23,910 --> 02:08:21,119
old and is very helpful

3568
02:08:26,229 --> 02:08:23,920
and aware of his situation he says his

3569
02:08:28,709 --> 02:08:26,239
brain is crazy so he does crazy things

3570
02:08:30,390 --> 02:08:28,719
and and xavier will tell me if he's

3571
02:08:33,589 --> 02:08:30,400
making a mess somewhere in the house

3572
02:08:36,629 --> 02:08:33,599
running around doing something bad right

3573
02:08:39,109 --> 02:08:36,639
uh yeah his

3574
02:08:40,790 --> 02:08:39,119
the best place for him is here his son

3575
02:08:42,069 --> 02:08:40,800
his brother would miss him terribly i'd

3576
02:08:43,589 --> 02:08:42,079
miss him terribly and then i'd have to

3577
02:08:45,189 --> 02:08:43,599
deal with the guilt of leaving him with

3578
02:08:46,870 --> 02:08:45,199
strangers and hoping that they're taking

3579
02:08:50,229 --> 02:08:46,880
good care of him

3580
02:08:52,470 --> 02:08:50,239
um i

3581
02:08:54,229 --> 02:08:52,480
chose to take care of my son and that

3582
02:08:56,310 --> 02:08:54,239
puts me in a unique position as far as

3583
02:08:58,310 --> 02:08:56,320
what i can do here to earn a living

3584
02:09:00,310 --> 02:08:58,320
so you know sorry if people disagree

3585
02:09:01,990 --> 02:09:00,320
with my decision to do whatever it is

3586
02:09:03,669 --> 02:09:02,000
that i decide to do to put food on my

3587
02:09:05,830 --> 02:09:03,679
table and feed my children and

3588
02:09:06,790 --> 02:09:05,840
try to contribute to my household

3589
02:09:08,149 --> 02:09:06,800
finances

3590
02:09:10,229 --> 02:09:08,159
but i'm going to do that and if you

3591
02:09:13,830 --> 02:09:10,239
don't like it you know

3592
02:09:14,950 --> 02:09:13,840
click off uh you know go talk smack on

3593
02:09:17,510 --> 02:09:14,960
somebody else because i

3594
02:09:19,270 --> 02:09:17,520
you know honestly especially having to

3595
02:09:21,030 --> 02:09:19,280
take care of my son i've got enough

3596
02:09:22,550 --> 02:09:21,040
i've got enough drama and stress in my

3597
02:09:26,069 --> 02:09:22,560
life i don't have room

3598
02:09:28,870 --> 02:09:26,079
in my life for anymore and you know

3599
02:09:30,390 --> 02:09:28,880
i did say it's okay to agree to disagree

3600
02:09:31,109 --> 02:09:30,400
but it doesn't mean that i have to you

3601
02:09:33,430 --> 02:09:31,119
know

3602
02:09:34,390 --> 02:09:33,440
it does not mean that i have to have you

3603
02:09:35,910 --> 02:09:34,400
in my life

3604
02:09:37,990 --> 02:09:35,920
right it doesn't mean that i have to

3605
02:09:40,069 --> 02:09:38,000
entertain your your

3606
02:09:44,830 --> 02:09:40,079
insults and and your opinions i mean

3607
02:09:50,950 --> 02:09:47,750
and i don't know you know

3608
02:09:52,950 --> 02:09:50,960
so you know i hope that this is squashed

3609
02:09:55,990 --> 02:09:52,960
and uh

3610
02:09:57,669 --> 02:09:56,000
you know i i hope it's settled like you

3611
02:09:59,830 --> 02:09:57,679
know i think we understand each other i

3612
02:10:01,990 --> 02:09:59,840
i really i don't understand those their

3613
02:10:03,270 --> 02:10:02,000
side their side is you're selling out

3614
02:10:04,870 --> 02:10:03,280
because you had tarot cards and you're

3615
02:10:06,229 --> 02:10:04,880
doing the same thing as everybody else

3616
02:10:08,550 --> 02:10:06,239
even though i'm not

3617
02:10:10,310 --> 02:10:08,560
i never did anything like the people

3618
02:10:11,910 --> 02:10:10,320
that i criticized i had a tarot card

3619
02:10:13,669 --> 02:10:11,920
reader and i had a few guests that

3620
02:10:14,550 --> 02:10:13,679
somebody didn't like and suddenly i'm

3621
02:10:17,109 --> 02:10:14,560
evil

3622
02:10:18,390 --> 02:10:17,119
and i'm going down the path of dark woo

3623
02:10:20,870 --> 02:10:18,400
and selling out

3624
02:10:23,189 --> 02:10:20,880
you know it's okay great i'm glad i'm

3625
02:10:26,229 --> 02:10:23,199
glad that you expressed your opinion

3626
02:10:27,750 --> 02:10:26,239
right you know and i guess as far as

3627
02:10:30,069 --> 02:10:27,760
anybody talking smack

3628
02:10:31,750 --> 02:10:30,079
i really do wish the best for people i

3629
02:10:33,109 --> 02:10:31,760
really really do wish the best would be

3630
02:10:35,350 --> 02:10:33,119
i wish the best for every other show

3631
02:10:36,629 --> 02:10:35,360
host hope their show is very successful

3632
02:10:38,149 --> 02:10:36,639
if they don't want to make money good

3633
02:10:39,589 --> 02:10:38,159
for them if they do want to make money

3634
02:10:42,069 --> 02:10:39,599
and they do

3635
02:10:43,589 --> 02:10:42,079
praise the cash good for you i'm happy

3636
02:10:44,629 --> 02:10:43,599
for people that are successful

3637
02:10:47,030 --> 02:10:44,639
especially people

3638
02:10:48,709 --> 02:10:47,040
who i can recognize their talent or

3639
02:10:50,629 --> 02:10:48,719
their dedication their passion their

3640
02:10:52,950 --> 02:10:50,639
glory as they pursued

3641
02:10:54,870 --> 02:10:52,960
something and you know you know i found

3642
02:10:56,950 --> 02:10:54,880
myself like i'm supposed to defend that

3643
02:10:57,510 --> 02:10:56,960
i wanted to get my new channel that i

3644
02:11:00,149 --> 02:10:57,520
started

3645
02:11:01,750 --> 02:11:00,159
uh just under a year ago monetized yeah

3646
02:11:02,870 --> 02:11:01,760
that was one of my original goals oh and

3647
02:11:04,790 --> 02:11:02,880
by the way

3648
02:11:06,709 --> 02:11:04,800
the other of my original goals was to

3649
02:11:08,790 --> 02:11:06,719
get a hundred thousand views

3650
02:11:10,310 --> 02:11:08,800
we just passed a hundred thousand views

3651
02:11:11,990 --> 02:11:10,320
friends and

3652
02:11:13,830 --> 02:11:12,000
we're monetized those are my two

3653
02:11:15,189 --> 02:11:13,840
original goals with starting the channel

3654
02:11:17,109 --> 02:11:15,199
i didn't know what was going to happen

3655
02:11:18,550 --> 02:11:17,119
after that but i knew that those were

3656
02:11:20,229 --> 02:11:18,560
two of my original goals

3657
02:11:21,990 --> 02:11:20,239
i'm not going to apologize because i hit

3658
02:11:24,629 --> 02:11:22,000
my goals those are hard

3659
02:11:26,870 --> 02:11:24,639
fought goals this is a hard fought

3660
02:11:28,470 --> 02:11:26,880
victory both of those things i got a

3661
02:11:32,550 --> 02:11:28,480
hundred thousand views

3662
02:11:34,470 --> 02:11:32,560
in something like 10 months on youtube

3663
02:11:35,910 --> 02:11:34,480
a brand new show that nobody ever heard

3664
02:11:37,750 --> 02:11:35,920
of now granted some people had heard of

3665
02:11:39,109 --> 02:11:37,760
me from my previous audio podcast the

3666
02:11:41,669 --> 02:11:39,119
midnight hour

3667
02:11:42,870 --> 02:11:41,679
but still this was a hard-fought victory

3668
02:11:45,109 --> 02:11:42,880
and anybody that's not going to

3669
02:11:47,750 --> 02:11:45,119
celebrate that hard-fought victory

3670
02:11:48,870 --> 02:11:47,760
with me but rather talk a bunch of smack

3671
02:11:52,229 --> 02:11:48,880
you're just

3672
02:11:53,109 --> 02:11:52,239
you're not really welcome in into my

3673
02:11:54,870 --> 02:11:53,119
life you know

3674
02:11:57,109 --> 02:11:54,880
i mean you can have your opinion but i'm

3675
02:12:01,669 --> 02:11:57,119
going to keep you at an arm's distance

3676
02:12:03,990 --> 02:12:01,679
right yeah and who was it oh

3677
02:12:04,709 --> 02:12:04,000
actually it was tupac right who once

3678
02:12:06,709 --> 02:12:04,719
said

3679
02:12:08,069 --> 02:12:06,719
and this sums up how i feel about those

3680
02:12:10,629 --> 02:12:08,079
guys 100

3681
02:12:11,350 --> 02:12:10,639
it really does and and that is something

3682
02:12:13,430 --> 02:12:11,360
that tupac

3683
02:12:15,350 --> 02:12:13,440
said i'll leave you with that just

3684
02:12:19,109 --> 02:12:15,360
because you lost me as a friend

3685
02:12:21,189 --> 02:12:19,119
uh what is it doesn't mean you gained me

3686
02:12:23,589 --> 02:12:21,199
as an enemy i'm bigger than that

3687
02:12:25,350 --> 02:12:23,599
i still want to see you eat just not at

3688
02:12:27,669 --> 02:12:25,360
my table

3689
02:12:28,470 --> 02:12:27,679
and with that friends i'm gonna i'm

3690
02:12:31,910 --> 02:12:28,480
gonna bid you

3691
02:12:33,270 --> 02:12:31,920
a kind farewell

3692
02:12:34,709 --> 02:12:33,280
i'm always happy when there's an

3693
02:12:35,830 --> 02:12:34,719
audience i think tonight we had

3694
02:12:38,709 --> 02:12:35,840
incredible numbers

3695
02:12:40,310 --> 02:12:38,719
why because people like dramarama maybe

3696
02:12:42,310 --> 02:12:40,320
they did me a favor giving me some

3697
02:12:44,069 --> 02:12:42,320
dramarama now people can

3698
02:12:45,669 --> 02:12:44,079
do whatever they're doing say whatever

3699
02:12:47,510 --> 02:12:45,679
they're gonna say people could take

3700
02:12:49,510 --> 02:12:47,520
sides you know what i hope they don't

3701
02:12:50,950 --> 02:12:49,520
and i hope this is squashed because it's

3702
02:12:54,470 --> 02:12:50,960
childish and it's like

3703
02:12:57,669 --> 02:12:54,480
a high school popularity contest i don't

3704
02:12:58,390 --> 02:12:57,679
uh want to oh man thank you i'm good for

3705
02:13:00,229 --> 02:12:58,400
that yeah

3706
02:13:02,709 --> 02:13:00,239
i love alien scientists shout out to

3707
02:13:04,629 --> 02:13:02,719
alien scientists great guy and oh that's

3708
02:13:05,910 --> 02:13:04,639
that's another guy that was hugely more

3709
02:13:07,990 --> 02:13:05,920
successful than me

3710
02:13:10,390 --> 02:13:08,000
he got on tim poole i didn't start

3711
02:13:11,589 --> 02:13:10,400
talking smack about alien scientist i

3712
02:13:14,069 --> 02:13:11,599
called him up and said

3713
02:13:16,629 --> 02:13:14,079
holy [\h__\h] congratulations bro this is

3714
02:13:19,910 --> 02:13:16,639
amazing i'm so proud of you

3715
02:13:21,270 --> 02:13:19,920
because i was and also if he could do it

3716
02:13:24,629 --> 02:13:21,280
maybe i could too

3717
02:13:26,229 --> 02:13:24,639
right i think it's best to be happy for

3718
02:13:27,830 --> 02:13:26,239
other people's success

3719
02:13:29,109 --> 02:13:27,840
and if you're if you're the kind of

3720
02:13:30,790 --> 02:13:29,119
person that's going to be bitter and

3721
02:13:31,910 --> 02:13:30,800
jealous and angry at other people's

3722
02:13:33,350 --> 02:13:31,920
success

3723
02:13:35,990 --> 02:13:33,360
you're going to kind of get stuck in

3724
02:13:37,990 --> 02:13:36,000
that rut and all you will be is bitter

3725
02:13:42,229 --> 02:13:38,000
and angry and jealous so

3726
02:13:44,709 --> 02:13:42,239
you know i i don't know i wish the best

3727
02:13:48,069 --> 02:13:44,719
for every single person i really do

3728
02:13:48,790 --> 02:13:48,079
i i will pray for more patience for

3729
02:13:50,390 --> 02:13:48,800
myself

3730
02:13:51,990 --> 02:13:50,400
so that i don't lose patience if

3731
02:13:52,790 --> 02:13:52,000
somebody says something that i disagree

3732
02:13:56,229 --> 02:13:52,800
with

3733
02:13:59,109 --> 02:13:56,239
i'm gonna pray for

3734
02:14:01,510 --> 02:13:59,119
other people who find fault with me i'm

3735
02:14:03,669 --> 02:14:01,520
gonna pray

3736
02:14:05,270 --> 02:14:03,679
for all the people who have supported me

3737
02:14:06,069 --> 02:14:05,280
and helped me with this show that's

3738
02:14:09,109 --> 02:14:06,079
another mis

3739
02:14:11,589 --> 02:14:09,119
you know mischaracterization i thank

3740
02:14:12,629 --> 02:14:11,599
everybody the guests the audience the

3741
02:14:15,270 --> 02:14:12,639
subscribers

3742
02:14:17,350 --> 02:14:15,280
whatever people share in these videos

3743
02:14:18,470 --> 02:14:17,360
everybody has done so much to help me

3744
02:14:20,950 --> 02:14:18,480
make this happen

3745
02:14:23,750 --> 02:14:20,960
these goals were not hit alone i didn't

3746
02:14:25,510 --> 02:14:23,760
do this alone i did it with you

3747
02:14:26,950 --> 02:14:25,520
friends i am always so happy when

3748
02:14:28,870 --> 02:14:26,960
there's an audience i'm glad that you

3749
02:14:31,430 --> 02:14:28,880
could come here tonight

3750
02:14:33,669 --> 02:14:31,440
and be a part of mine i want to thank

3751
02:14:35,589 --> 02:14:33,679
each and every one of you for joining us

3752
02:14:37,270 --> 02:14:35,599
and remind you that we should be back

3753
02:14:40,310 --> 02:14:37,280
tomorrow night at 9 00 pm

3754
02:14:42,550 --> 02:14:40,320
eastern standard time so

3755
02:14:59,090 --> 02:14:42,560
until next time friends good night and

3756
02:16:17,400 --> 02:15:38,210
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